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Devil Choir tour. (sequel to Unbroken)

Alone

I groaned as I turned in Andy's bunk. My whole body ached and I honestly wondered if I'd ever be able to move again. I think I may have danced a bit too much last night.
I opened my eyes and saw Andy's slumbering figure. His hair was messy and his mouth was slightly opened. He looked absolutely adorable.
Andy and I had decided to go back to sleep after hearing Quinn's news. One reason being we were still tired from the night before, and the other reason being we both needed time to let the thought of a pregnant Quinn sink into our brains.
Apparently Andy could sense me staring at him, because he cracked and eye open and looked at me.
"Good afternoon," I said.
"Good afternoon, beautiful," Andy said, his voice cracking from sleep.
"I probably look like a bird nested in my hair and you decided to make me up like a 'Set The World On Fire' era member of your band."
"Yes, but you still look beautiful," he smiled.
I laughed and pecked him on the lips.
I pulled away and saw a hint of concern in his eyes.
"What?" I asked.
"What exactly happened last night with you?"
"Oh...um....it's not important...."
"It's obviously important if you're trying to hide it from me."
"Fine," I sighed, "I'll tell you, but you have to promise me that you won't do anything stupid or rash after I tell you."
"Okay."
"When you left the bar to use the restroom Ronnie came up to me and he kissed me," I muttered.
"WHAT?!" Andy yelled.
"I didn't kiss him back! I slapped him as soon as I could get out of his grip, and that was when I ran and found you. I'm so sorry!"
"I'm going to kill that son-of-a-bitch!" he growled as he rolled out of bed.
"Andy! Don't!" I cried, but he didn't listen to me.
Andy grabbed a pair of Vans and slipped them on and exited the bus. I scampered around the bus to find something to cover me up, considering I slept in a sports bra and pajama shorts. I found a large hoodie that belonged to Andy and I raked my fingers through my hair to neaten it up a bit. I slid on a pair of flip-flops, grabbed my phone and I ran after Andy.
I saw the Falling In Reverse bus and Ronnie letting out some blonde-haired chick. I got a little pissed. He seriously said he needed me and kissed me, then hooks up with a random chick from a club? Asshole....
But, I didn't get to stay pissed at him for long, because I saw Andy charging up to Ronnie and punch him right in the face.
"Andy! Stop it!" I screamed.
He payed me no attention as he shouted at Ronnie.
"You fucking bastard! You knew I was dating Kit and you decide to kiss her? Really?"
"Listen, dude, I'm sorry, but I still love Kit. I won't stop trying to fight for her."
Andy wound up and punched Ronnie in the ribs, and Ronnie doubled over coughing. Andy went to punch him again, but Ronnie punched Andy in the jaw.
I finally reached them and stood between the two.
"Stop it! Both of you!" I yelled.
"Kit, step away. I have business to deal with," Andy said. His voice was low and dangerous, and it terrified me.
"No. I'm not moving. What Ronnie did was wrong, but I'm not going to just let you beat him up."
"You don't still have feelings for him do you?" Andy asked, furious.
"Andy...."
"I can't believe this! You know what? We're done!" Andy yelled.
"What? Andy, please!" I begged.
He shot me a glare then turned, heading back to his bus.
I felt my heart shatter into a million bits. I didn't love Ronnie, I loved him. How could he not see that?
Ronnie's arms wrapped around me as I began to cry. I couldn't believe this. He promised me that he would never leave me and that he would always be there for me. He lied.
Now I felt that my whole world was crashing around me. I broke away from Ronnie and ran until I found a place to hide behind a car. I took out the phone from Andy's hoodie. His hoodie smelled like him. I took off my phone case and the back pannel, revealing the razor that I kept for emergencies.
I unzipped his hoodie and I started cutting. I promised him that I would stop, but he broke his promise to me, so it was only fair.
"Kit! What the fuck!" Ronnie gasped.
I looked up at him with tears still falling from my eyes. He looked so sad and dissapointed.
"I-I'm sorry," I mumbled.
"Kit, this is all my fault. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry," Ronnie said as he kneeled down in front of me and took the razor from my hands.
"It's not all your fault. I forgive you," I whispered.
Ronnie brushed some of my hair out of my face.
"Kit, if there is anything I can do to make it up to you..."
I gulped, and did possibly the stupidest and most selfish thing I have ever done in my life. I kissed him.
His lips weren't as soft or as warm as Andy's. His arms snaked around my waist, and I found that I didn't like his touch as much as yearned for Andy's.
Ronnie pulled away and said, "You don't have to do this if you don't want to."
"I want to," I breathed.
Ronnie kissed me gently on the lips and helped me off of the cold gravel. He lead me back to his bus- we both knew I wouldn't be able to bring myself to head back to the Black Veil Brides bus anytime soon. I would probably ask Quinn or Calvin to bring me my things later on.
I felt so guilty for doing this, but I couldn't bare to be alone. I needed someone, and at the moment the only someone that was there was Ronnie. I used to think that getting my heart broken was the worst thing that could happen, but really, the worst thing is to be alone and I don't think I could stand to be alone anymore.

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Comments

@BVB__batgirl
Amen!

R.I.P Carolyn Pitts you will be remembered forever and not in your sons memory but because people love you <3

BVB__batgirl BVB__batgirl
3/5/14

@MissMamaMikki1213
getting ready to love.

Sammy- Massacre Sammy- Massacre
1/21/14

Please update this!

@BVBfan1996

your welcome ^.^=