Bed Room Walls Are My Only Friends

Natalie’s POV


When I first came up with this plan, I didn’t know how it would go. I knew that whatever happened, it would change Ashley’s outlook on things. It was terrifying to know that by me meddling, I could affect his life so much. I’m glad I did it though. I however feel bad that he went through what he went through but it helped him understand more of what people feel and how he should be grateful for what he has and how easy it is to be here one day and gone the next.

Hopefully, I wont have to meddle ever again but hey, when does anything ever go according to plan. Ashley can use what he learned and create music or something that can help people who went through similar events like suicide attempts and being bullied and beaten up at school.

I hope that to those who got to take a look into this world I’ve orchestrated and see how lucky they have it or perhaps that there not alone in their struggles. No one is truly alone. Just because you don’t see anyone around, doesn’t mean that someone isn’t around that corner watching out for you or wishing they had the courage to talk to you. There is night before dawn. It’s always dark before it gets lighter. It has to get worse so it can get better. Bad days come so you know what a good day feels like. And if you survive the worst, you deserve to experience the best then.

Ash isn’t all who we think he is. There is so much more to him then we will ever know. We see him as one thing do to the picture he has painted for him self but what if he did that to protect himself. We would never know, not unless he said something. And who’s to say he wont have a little bit of inspiration to open up a little bit more(;

Who knows, I might get to orchestrate once again. (; Until next time perhaps

Notes

i cant believe the last chapter is legit 347 words long haha. I honestly cant believe its over so soon! it lived its life and did its purpose. 10 chapters, by far the shortest story I've done in a long time. originally when I started, it was only supposed to be 5. haha but I felt it would've been to rushed.

thank you all for reading! thank you all for the support. I cant wait to unveil what I have next for you guys. I worked on it today and honestly, its pretty awesome. so subscribe to either the Purdy's or fight for our freedom to stay informed (: and if you haven't checked those out yet, why haven't you ;P ?

Andywho, thank you all for the adventure we went on here. who knows, their could be a continuation or something. we wont know yet. haha so I guess this is it. lets make this last chapter count. ahh. i'm rambling. I feel like i'm sending my baby off to college.

thank you all for the wonderful times. this is only the beginning of the start of more stories. with this one over, I can publish all the others I've kept hidden for far too long.

bed room walls are my only friends is from a pierce the veil song. don't remember which one right now but if you're interested let me know and i'll let you know which one (:
stay strong, stand tall and set the world on fire

<3

~Ash