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Our first concert

When the heart breaks it don't break even.

2 hours later and Sally's house! 'Josh' I called, as I opened the front door! Josh came running towards us and he had a panicked look upon his face. 'Josh?' I say again but it sounds more like a question. He looks at me and shakes his head. Rose rushes through me and Josh and into the living room, she comes and also shakes her head. 'We can't let you in there bubs' (bubs is short for bubbles!) I couldn't understand what was happening I suddenly rush through and she what the fuss was about. I look in the living room to see my sister, she was with another man, what a surprise. I have a look at the man and I understand what the fuss was about. This was billy, billy my fiance billy! NO I shout in my head. 'NO' I whisper shout, and I can feel the tears brimming at my eyes. My heart is smashed into so many pieces that I don't think it will ever mend. Billy looks around and see's me, the colour from his face drains away. 'Sally' he says softly walking towards me as if he going to comfort me. I couldn't stop the tears now, the falling so heavy and fast that its to hard to control. I run out, as fast as I could, through the door, I would of made it out the front door if someone didn't catch me. I don't even look up I quickly change direction to my bathroom I lock the door and do something I haven't done in years. Now when many people think of self-harm they think of some one cutting them self I don't and never have liked blood, so I didn't use that method. I'd make myself throw up. It worked exactly the same but no blood. Rose would hate me if I did this because last time I had to be hospitalised. But this time I didn't care I put two fingers down my throat and waited for the vomit, which happened moments after. I could hear amber and Josh banging on the bathroom door knowing what was happening. I flushed the toilet chain, washed my face and sat and cried.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------break------------------------------ Rose pov. Sally ran out of the living room and straight for the door, ashley grabbed her and she ran for the bathroom, I looked at josh and we both had the worried look on our faces and we ran up stairs and banged at the door. 'SALLY!' I screamed. Josh ran back down the stairs and disappeared for a few seconds then he came back with a screwdriver. He bust open the door and Sally was sitting on the floor, hugging her knee's sobbing. She looked up and she had the guilty look in her eyes, I hugged her tight. 'I'm so s s sorry' she cries into me. I shush her and stroke her arm softly, this always had a calming effect on her. Josh is standing by the bath and the other boys were at the door with confused looks. I turn to Josh, 'Get him out before I kill him.'
-----------------------break------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 1 hour later. Sallys pov I was sitting in my living room, with a hot chocolate, the guys from the band were quickly setting up there beds in the attic (which was turned into a massive spear room) and Josh was proberly explaining to them why they were so happy. I feel so numb, the love of my life and my own sister. It was just to much to bare, Rose keeps trying to get me to eat but I just can't be asked, I sit there hugging her taking sips of my hot chocolate watching north and south.

Notes

Comment, this is a longer chappy hope u enjoy

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@Missfitgirl2211 no prblem :)x freat chapter btw :)xxx
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Thank you for commenting on nearly EVERY chapter ... xxx
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5/29/13
i love it!:)xx
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