Purdy Boy
Heartbroken
~CC's POV~
*2 hours later*
We're laying in bed, and I have horrible mixed emotions. I feel heartbroken and devastated while I also feeled secure and in love because Ashley is right beside me. He is looking at me and I can't help but notice those chocolate eyes. Gah, they're perfect!!! But, he had said one word that ruined me..."Cool!" When I said "I love you" and I meant it with all my heart and soul he replies with "cool." I wanted to cry but then I would seem weak and vulnerable to Ashley. He is smiling and looking at me. He tucks my hair behind my hand. I love the feeling of his hands. I bet he doesn't love the feelings of my hands. What the heck?! Why am I saying this! It isn't his fault he doesn't have feeling for me I can't help it. "I'm hungry," Ashley pouts as he gets up to put some clothes on. "Let's just order room service," I mumble. "No, he shakes his head," let's go meet up with the guys and go somewhere!" While Ashley sounds bright and optimistic I am here feeling lonely and forgotten..or at least my feelings are. "I don't feel good," I get up out of bed but look at the floor so Ashley can't see that I'm lying. "Okay, he sighs," but I am going." He kisses my forehead and says," If you feel lonely just come meet us," he smiles. Too late for that. He walks out the door and I stand there thinking what to do. I suppose I should just head to my house. I grab my phone and head out when I get a text.
Andy~So, Ash and u did it last night
CC~None of ur business dude
Andy~I know you did. Ashley sent me a pic of you 2.
Andy sends me a picture of Ashley and me in bed. I don't remember taking that picture. I get pissed though. Ashley didn't ask for my approval of publicity! Or did he? I don't know but I text Andy back.
CC~K so we did. Big deal.
Andy~It is kinda but u need to come eat with us or Ash will tell every one.
Andy had a point there.
CC~Fine! Just stall him.
sequal please
1/12/14