I'm A Loaded Gun

Charlotte's P.O.V
I woke up to the sound of Andy's svoice. Dammit it was 6:30 and I had to get ready for school, I drag myself out of bed and over to my wardrobe to search for the jacket that I hid my cigarettes and lighter in. I took them over to the window and opened it. I lit up a cigarette and took a drag. Ahhh that feels so good. Once I stubbed it out, I chucked it into the bushes below my window and ran to the bathroom to avoid my parents. I turned on the shower and while it was heating up, I took out my make up bag and looked for my only friend, she fell out of the bottom. My Razor. I thought to myself that I deserved this for ruining my parents lives, I was a fat ugly bitch and everyone hated me. I dragged the razor across my wrist, all the way up my arms, I got in the showerand watched the blood run down the drain with the water, i washed my hair and body and got out again, I wrapped a towel over my head and a towel round my body, i started putting on my usual make up, foundation, eyeliner in a winged look and about 4 coats of mascara, once I looked presentable, I went back to my room and put on my underwear, black skinny jeans, my Blood On The Dancefloor top and grabbed my Asking Alexandria bad and my customized Black Veil Brides converse, I went back to the bathroom and took the towel off my head and brushed and dried it into my usual style, my whole fringe over to the left side. I ran downstairs and straight out of the door to avoid my parents and I didn't get anything to eat because I'm a fucking fat whore. I walked to town before school and grabbed a Starbucks and then made my way to school. The only good thing about today was that I got to meet my fucking idols and see them live. Obviously my parents never paid for my tickets, I had saved up for about 2 years to actually get a meet and greet ticket and I was so excited but I had no one to go with, oh well, I'll have to meet them by myself. The school day dragged on but I was the first to leave because I bunked last lesson, only to get to the venue early.

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