Blurry Waters

My heart and tears were heavy. The tears weren't stopping. Why was my father calling me, he wanted nothing to do with me it made no sense. My brother took the phone, later returning. He told me that our father wanted to apologize. It was bullshit and I was not under any circumstances, forgiving him for what he said.
x1 year agox
I decided the only thing left to do was call my dad, what were Connor and I supposed to do? We had no mother. The phone rang three times before a manly voice answered.

"Hello? Who is this?" I was so nervous I didn't know what to do. My voice was shaky and the tears still hadn't stopped since I was in the office. Connor hadn't made it back to LA yet.. I was alone in the house.

"Um, this is your daughter, Aubrey..." The change in his voice was sudden.

"What do you want? I don't want you or Connor. I send child support, isn't that enough? Did your god damned mother set you up to this?" The tears became more rapid as he told me that he didn't want me.

"Um, mom's dead. She got into an accident today and is dead.." I said it with heavy eyes, I was so tired and so emotionally and mentally drained from thinking of this. I lost my mother, my best friend, she was everything to me and now she was gone.

"I'm sorry to hear, but your mother and I made an agreement, Aubrey. I didn't see anything about you or your brother, I didn't hear from you or your brother, and I didn't see you or your brother, as long as I paid the child support, and an extra 800 a month. I've kept up my end of the bargain, and she's broken it now by you calling me. I know she has no control over that now, that she's gone.. But I'm sorry, Aubrey. I have a family of my own now. I have a beautiful wife, and three gorgeous kids. I can't focus on the past, especially that part of my past." I was crying so hard that i was choking on my tears. I didn't know what to say, and I never heard anything about this agreement.

"Really? Your KIDS are a burden?! I don't know what happened between you and mom that was so fucking bad, but you should be ashamed of yourself. I have to be parent-less because of you. I have NO ONE, Johnathan!" The tears never stopped. They choked me and I was bending over because of how bad it hurt. The pain was consuming me... Just when I thought I was getting better, I wasn't..

"Aubrey.. We made an agreement." I was raging by then, I was so livid that I couldn't even think straight.

"The father of the year award goes to you. Burn in Hell." I hung up, I couldn't deal to hear his voice any longer.

xPresent timex

The tears began again. The thought of my father hurt me so much emotionally that I couldn't take it. It was like the day he rejected me all over again.. I was doubled over in pain. I was crying so heavily that my chest was heaving and there was snot running down my face. I was not a cute cryer, I just couldn't control it. Austin was holding me, still trying to control his own tears.. We were like that; crying and cuddling till we both eventually calmed down and fell asleep.

Notes

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