In This Temporary Love

Chapter 1:

Jake’s POV
“Ah fuck! Not again” I yelled as yet again I hit my head on my bunk as we’ve gone over a bump in the road, they really need to re-surface them. I don’t think I've ever had a good night’s sleep on this tour and it doesn’t help with all these new feelings flying round my head. I wonder if Jinxx is up yet he’s normally up early. I jumped off my bunk and opened the bunk curtain underneath mine and there he is the sleeping beauty himself sound asleep. I don’t know why I did this but I did I kissed the top of his head, but then he started stirring and I panicked and jumped back in my bunk.

Jinxx’s POV
Yet again no sleep, all night. I really need to get Jake some sleeping pills. He was tossing and turning all night and when he finally got to sleep the bus hit a bump in the road. I was thinking of getting up when I heard Jake sat ‘I wonder if Jinxx is up yet he's normally up early’ and I immediately closed my eyes as I heard him jump down and open up my curtain “there he is sleeping beauty himself sound asleep” wait what did Jake just say, OMG he's kissing my forehead. Does Jake have feelings for me, no he can't he's engaged to Ella, but I would like it if he did. Woah Jinxx pull yourself together you're married to Sammi. “But I don’t want to be married to Sammi I want to be married to Jake”. Oh shit I said that out loud. Oh fuck he's out of his bunk. Kill me know.

Jake’s POV
What did I just hear that right Jinxx doesn’t want to be married to Sammi but to me? Please say I heard that right as I have a massive crush on Jinxx right now I don’t know why but I do. Please if there is a God say I heard that right. I jumped off my bunk and opened Jinxx’s curtain again and he was led there crying. “No please don’t cry Jinxxy, please don’t cry, come here” I opened my arms to him and got in his bunk with him. “Jake?” “Yeah buddy?” “Did you just hear that is that why you’re here to shout at me?” “No way man I'm here to do this” and with that said I pressed my lips to his. Yes he's moving underneath me thank you God. We broke away and I looked into Jinxx's puzzled face and said “I love you Jinxx I don’t know why and I don’t know how but I do” “oh my days really, please tell me you're not joking cuz if you are I’ll pummel you, you know that right”. To be honest I didn't need words to answer that I just pressed my lips onto his and ran my tongue against his bottom lip asking for entrance which he gladly gave and I deepened the kiss and my tongue immediately found his and we fought for dominance and in the end I gave in and let him take over. Jinxx pulled me into his bunk so I was led on top of him. Could this get any better, “hey Andy you want a coffee” I heard Ashley shout. I wanted to stop but I couldn't his lips were so intoxicating. Jinxx managed to pull the curtain shut only to have it ripped open by Ashley; I swear I actually shit myself, he saw me and Jinxx making out. I broke away and started to cry into Jinxx’s chest. Ashley promised not to tell anyone but I still couldn't stop crying “Jinxx” “yeah man?” “What are we gonna do about Ella and Sammi and the rest of the guys?” “I don’t know man but all I know is I love you Jake” “I love you to0 Jinxx” he pushed his lips to mine again making me moan into his mouth. His fingers running down my sides to the bottom of my shirt pulling it off and he started tugging at the top of my pj bottoms. I pulled away I loved him but I wasn’t ready “Jakey, baby, what's wrong?” “Jinxxy I love you and everything but I'm not ready, okay?” “of course baby whenever you're ready”

Ashley POV
OMG I just saw Jake and Jinxx make out in Jinxx's bunk finally the tension was too much to handle, I mean they used to grind with each other and like bite each other on stage

~Start of Flashback~

We were playing in Manchester in 2013 and I had finished tuning my bass and started on my war paint and when I look up Jinxx was sat on Jake's knee looking all lovey dovey and I just thought they were pissing about as Jinxx is married and Jake is engaged till Jake kissed Jinxx on the cheek. I pushed it to the back of my mind and carried on doing my war paint. When we were playing and Jake went into his super awesome shredding and he went and was grinding on Jinxx and he bit his neck and gave him like a hickey which was slightly disturbing but they were friends before BVB so I just thought it was their thing, you know like me and Andy like messing about on stage although I wish it was more then just messing about.

~End of Flashback~

But whoa they’re dating what about Sammi and Ella. I need to talk to them like now. I wonder if they would help me as well as I need to get something off my chest. You see I'm known as a player and also a man whore is I don’t stay with one woman longer than one night, but you see that’s not me, I'm not actually like that. The label said that they need a ladies man so the task was given to me. Problem is I don’t even like girls, I'm gay but I can't come out as I'm too scared to break all the Purdy Girls’ hearts. I mean I was told to date Kina and 7 girls committed suicide, when we broke up I told the band and the label that I wouldn’t date anyone anymore. But now that has all changed. I'm in fucking love with my best friend and I can't do anything about it because if I tell him he’ll hate me but if I don’t I think I may explode. I’ll talk to Jake and Jinxx and see what we can do but first I need sleep.

*time lapse 4 hours*

“Lunch” Andy shouted “FOOD!!!!!!” everyone yelled. I reluctantly dragged myself out of my pit and very slowly crawled to the table to get my bacon and eggs. Andy came and picked me up around my arm pits to get me on a chair and I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face. A few minutes later Jinxx and Jake came to the table, sat down and began eating. I kicked Jake under the table and mouthed to him that we needed to talk, he just simply nodded. About 15 minutes later I pulled Jake and Jinxx into the back room of the bus to talk.
“Hey man what's up?” Jinxx asked me. “Erm I've got something to admit to you guys and I need your help, but I also want to help you” I said “yeah ok go ahead what do you want to admit” Jake asked “well they kinda link together. I don’t know how to say this but… erm…. I'm… er I'mgayandI’minlovewithAndy” I said all in a bit of a rush “what was that I couldn't hear the last bit” Jinxx said “*huffs* I'm gay and I'm in love with erm, well I'm in love with Andy. Please don’t hate me” I said and to be honest I feel like a massive weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. “Aw Ashley come here” he pulled me into a hug and I hadn’t even realised that I started crying. I hear people saying ‘what Ashley Purdy crying’ well its true, I was crying. After a few minutes I calmed down and said “I want to help you and I need you to help me” they had confused looks on their faces “well I'm guessing you're in a relationship, yes, *they nod their heads* well you're going to have to tell Sammi, Ella and the rest of the guys, yes, *nods their heads again* well I want to help you with the girls and guys with coming out and all that lot but I will need your help with me coming out as well. Is that ok?” they looked at each other and both started smiling. Operation Come out is in full swing now.

Notes

this is my first story so give me feedback for new chapters and how i can improve. this story is also posted on my wattpad account, my name is HiGuys41