“Please don’t. I can get better on my own! Katie told me I could! I don’t need the treatment anymore.” I started breaking down as one shadow grab my right wrist. Another one grab my left wrist. “Please! No! I know I am getting better.” I was facing the doorway. I still saw the Prophet. He was just standing there, waiting for more rebels to leave. “Please, save me.” I scream towards him.

“We will soon,” Mystic screamed out as they ran towards the desert.

Once I enter the white room, the shadows pushed me onto a bed. My family stood behind them as they started getting everything ready. “Please no, please. I will get better. Please, they are helping. I don’t need anymore.”

“Give her more then usual!” My own brother calls out. Julia held him back, telling him to shush.”

My father smirk down to me. “He’s right.”

“Please,” I scream out in pain. The worst was coming for me.

I felt my father force my down onto the bed as two Shadows tied me down to the bedroom. It was the leather cuffs… again. I keep taking in heavy breathes, but it wasn’t working. I tried to struggle out. I knew in my mind though it won’t work.

I felt my neck being snap back from one of the Shadows. I knew they were at this point getting a shot ready. I look from the corner of my left eye to see my father helping…with two shots. I screamed a bit. “What the hell is wrong with?!”

“Nothing at all,” my father says with a smirk. “Maybe, to you, I am insane. To the rest of F.E.A.R. though, you are.” He slaps me across the cheek while a Shadow still held my neck. “Nice work to your hair.” I look up and realized the pain would come.

The orange liquid went right into my neck…and another shot came to my neck. It was as if you had a harsh sun burn, and someone had the nerve to run their sharp finger nails against that. Now imagine that….two times and another two in the neck….four times in your arms….four times in your legs…you just imagined that pain 12 times. That’s how many shots I got. Usually, I would only get four…six if they thought I was really bad.

The whole time during the shots I would always scream and struggle to get out. You know when you watched old clips of people being trapped in asylums? That’s exactly how F.E.A.R liked to treat people…I’m guessing at this point you could say like The Wild Ones. I would be slap and hit around by the Shadows and other F.E.A.R members. My teachers were allowed to the same thing. They could tie me down at any point and make me get shots. They could call me whatever they want. It was allowed by my father and mother. This wasn’t what I choose to live.

The numbness finally kicked in. My back fell back to the bed. I felt my wrist uncuffed and also my ankles. I look to the white wall and felt the room spinning. The headaches were killing me. I lifted my head a bit to see my parents and the shadows had left.

I have to get out of here! Come on, Sarah. Listen to me, this is Staring! You are on the drugs, but you can fight it! Find the Prophet. Find him! I am not leaving you. Trust me, Sarah, you will be fine.

Feeling weird and numb, I got myself up. The symptoms were kicking in more then they usually do. Most of the time I felt this way before I fall asleep. I got to my feet, feeling like I could just throw up on the floor. I checked to see I was in a white gown. It was like my black dress, but it could fit. They would make you wear this if you got the shots. I walked out of my room and saw some rooms. My eyes were barely staying open.

I look over to one room, seeing another girl. She had a couple of piercing; F.E.A.R girls had to have their ears pierced. This girl though had more. She had her lips, cheek and nose pierced; she also had more on her ear other then the middle. She had long red hair. It was in a side braid. It was even longer then some of the girls in F.E.A.R. She was wearing only black, nothing else. She was being pushed against a wall. She was screaming in pain as the Shadows pushed her onto the bed. I saw my father in the room, saying stuff to her.

Once my father turned around though, I was on the floor. My eyes had shut. Once I woke up, I felt a bit better. I still had the feeling that I was off. I look over to the corner to see my father with a smirk. “You’re awake,” he slaps me again. “Trying to escape much?”

I whimpered, realizing I was back to being abused….and tied down to the bed. It was the same room I was thrown in for the shots. “I will escape,” I mumbled out. “I’m done with you.”

He spits my face before walking away. Katie came in and quickly ties me off the bed. “You are going to get out of here.” She starts whispering in my ear, “You have to find The Wild Ones.” She pushes me onto my feet. “Eat quickly, drink something, and get ready.”

So, I did exactly what she did. She rushed me a ton. I understood why though. She wanted me to get the fuck out of here.

“Do you feel okay,” she looks into my eyes. “You look okay. Sorry, I am fast and everything. I feel like something bad is going to happened.”

I nodded my head and ran with her. No one was going to stop us; I was finally free. I held a smile once Katie starts picking at the lock. She pushes me into the desert. I would never go out…Okay, that’s a complete lie. I would sneak out here at night. That’s when it was nice…and cool. It was easier to walk around and get lost in my thoughts. Of course, I would come back an hour later or maybe a couple more. No one would care but Julia.
As I was outside, I saw a young girl running towards me. She must have been my height and age. She wore a tight dress black. Speaking of black, all she had on her was black coloring…Black tights, black paint, black mask. She had long hair, and it was all over the place. She held some sort of a necklace. It was a star shaped necklace; all I can remember from my F.E.A.R classes was it was the anti Christ symbol.

I finally saw what she was running from. She was running from a Shadow; it was Julia’s “husband”. I hid so both of them didn’t see me. What I saw though was the last thing I needed. She was pushed down by him. She shoved the necklace in his face, but he threw it to the side. Finally, he stabbed her in the stomach.

The shadow disappeared. I ran over to see the girl. She was holding her side. I heard her heavily breathe. “Starling…” she whispers,

I step back from a second. She grabs my hand though, crying out in pain. I felt the blood come on my hand. “H-How do you know me?”

She takes slower breathes. “Andy…Andy sent me…” She shrieks again. “God dammit!”

I brushed her hair out of her face. I could see the tears leaving stains on her warpaint. I started getting worried, knowing she will die. I needed to know. “Who’s Andy? W-why did he send you to get me? Why me?”

“You’re the chosen one,” she screamed out. “You’re Starling! Jake told me you were once Sarah Control.” I saw her chest finally rise up and then drop. She was gone. I didn’t get her name. I still didn’t know who Andy…or was it Jake? Or both? Whatever it was…I didn’t know who these people were!

“Step back from her,” I heard a deep voice come forward. I remember the voice though. Speak up if you are not liking how you are living. I turned to see the Prophet of The Wild Ones. He looked the same when he crashed the F.E.A.R base. He kneels down by her. “Put up a strong fight…” He got up, looking down at me.

“I-I’m sorry, Prophet.” I held my hands up in defense. He grabbed my one hand, noticing the blood. “She wanted me to h-hold her hand. She died talking to me. S-she said someone sent her.” He was still staring at me, those damn blue eyes. “S-she said an Andy sent me.”

He looks down with a smirk to his face. Finally, he looks back at me, releasing my left wrist. “I’m Andy….Andy Biersack.” He picked up the young girl, grabbing her necklace too. “She was a fighter. Yes, she was trying to find you. Her name was Eve…Eve Black.”

He started to walk away with Eve in his arms. “Come,” he held a smile. “I think you’ll fit in well with the rebels…”

Notes

Weeeee! I couldn't sleep tonight cause my doctor didn't renewl my pills but
I felt like finishing this and not doing homework!

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