In The End

Omg. This concert is amazing. Only all good things have to come to an end I guess. Well not always. They are on their last song Beautiful Remains. I’m started to get really creeped out with this Ella girl. She keeps following me everywhere. And I mean everywhere. Like when I needed to go to the toilet she followed me but didn’t even go. Like what the hell? Anyway they boys have just come off and Ella has the most evil grin on her face. She looks like she is up to something; Jake and all of the guys can running over to me and gave me all a hug. Ella tried to give a hug to Jake but he completely ignored her. Good on you boy.
------3 Hours later------
We were all going back to the bus and Ella though it would be a good idea to join us. Please just leave us alone. Jake asked if he could speak to me for a minute in private and of course I said yes. Jake and I have been getting really close these last couple of days. Something though is off in the way that he asked me. He led me round the corner on the opposite side of the parking lot. I then heard footsteps behind and Jake plants his lips on mine. When he pulls away I see that he had only done that because his crazy ex Ella is standing there. I feel so used and I run off far away from Jake and Ella and hopefully the world. I get on the bus and everyone asks me what the matter is and they get no reply. Great so they are going to hate me over that was well. I am a complete waste of fucking space. The front door of the bus opens and closes. Then there is a lot of shouting. What is going on, I get out of my bunk and go to the door and open it. Andy, Ashley, CC and Jinxx are having a go at Jake. Juliet also gets out of her bunk and sees what is going on. I walk out with Juliet hot my heels. Everybody stops shouting and sees that Juliet and I are not happy. We both have are arms crossed over our chests and I have a look that if it could kill then they would all be dead on the floor right there. Nobody is speaking until Jake tries to but the other guys stop him. So he tries again and they let him.
“Raven I am so sorry. I wasn't just using you to get back at Ella. I was planning on kissing you anyway. Please forgive me; I know it was wrong of me. Please, please just forgive me!”
“Jake I know but it was still wrong of you. Yeah I get why you did it. I know that it is hard to get over someone you loved so much. It happened to me. Let me sleep on it and I will tell you in the morning if I forgive you or not. K, night guys.”
I got all nights back. Was I really ready to forgive Jake? Was I really ready to let someone in again? I don’t know. That’s why I made my choice tonight. Juliet said good night to me and I did the same to her. I tossed and turned for a couple of hours until I heard Ashley get in his bunk. This was above mine.
------Next morning------
I had made my choice. But I was starting to think that it was the wrong one. Last night I had the world’s weirdest dream. Jake had been shot in the heart and he was screaming out to me to forgive him. I kept on saying no and then he died. And when I died I went straight to hell. So now I have said to myself that I would forgive him before it was too late. At last he had come out. I asked him if I could speak to him outside. I had my clothes on; he still had his pyjamas on. What? I still wanted revenge on him and that was just the start. When we got outside (which was freezing cold) I started to speak.
“Jake I forgive you. But for the time being I just want to stay friends. I will tell you now that I will hurt you and for you not to get to close, k?”
“YEAH THAT WOULD BE GREAT THANK YOU RAVEN!!!!”Shouted Jake. Once he had finished shouting all the guys came out and asked what was going on. I told them what was going on and we all got on the bus and the day went as normal. Got ready for the show and then they played their show I got in my bunk at the end of the show and fell into a deep and happy sleep.

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So I'm not so sure that its good so please if you think that anything could be better then please tell me. Thanks