Unbroken
coffin part two
we walked out of the room with all the clothes with a lot of bags, i like to shop, dont judge me. we walked across the blank white nothingness of the place that was my after life and past a couple of angels who glared at us before walking again.
"what was that about?" i asked ashley as they past us.
"oh they just hate us because we're more powerful than them and they hate our clothes, i swear if there was a hell..." he trailed off and glared back at the guys who continued to give us dirty looks.
i thought death was supposed to be a release from bullies and homophobic assholes i guess not.
"oh look more emo faggots died suprise" one of the boys said.
faggots god i hate that word so much
"andy?" i heard a female voice call out "andy wake up please i need you i cant lose my baby boy" i heard my mother sob. i so desperatly wanted to wake up but i couldnt i stayed there just like i did with matt, useless.
"ma'm im sorry but if he doesnt wake up soon i'll be forced to take him off life support im afraid there's nothing i can do" i heard a male vioce say, i heard the beeps and machines around me and recognized i was in the hospital like i have been many times before.
"NO NOT MY BABY NO!" i heard my mom scream filled with sobs. she appeared to have calmed down and i heard nothing but sobs and the slow beep of the monitor.
"im so sorry ma'm" i heard the voice say followed by more beeps and sobs until one last beep and nothing.
i dropped to my knees in the middle of the blank landscape and all the stuff i was carrying went down with me. i curled up in a ball and cried. i looked up and saw ashley and max standing over me with understanding looks on their faces. how did max get here? i asked myself, though i didnt care i just wanted to go back.
"you remembered? didnt you?" max said holding out his hand to help me stand up. i didnt take it and stayed laying on the floor with all of them staring down at me.
they all kneeled down to me and managed to get me to stand back up.
"you okay?" jake asked.
"yeah" i said and managed to not break down again . we walked more and ended up at a blue door with a black snake-like creature picture on it.
"where's this?" i asked.
"the closest thing we have to hell" CC said standing and staring at the door.
"why?" i asked, not all to sure i wanted to know.
"we need to get someone" jake said.
"what was that about?" i asked ashley as they past us.
"oh they just hate us because we're more powerful than them and they hate our clothes, i swear if there was a hell..." he trailed off and glared back at the guys who continued to give us dirty looks.
i thought death was supposed to be a release from bullies and homophobic assholes i guess not.
"oh look more emo faggots died suprise" one of the boys said.
faggots god i hate that word so much
"andy?" i heard a female voice call out "andy wake up please i need you i cant lose my baby boy" i heard my mother sob. i so desperatly wanted to wake up but i couldnt i stayed there just like i did with matt, useless.
"ma'm im sorry but if he doesnt wake up soon i'll be forced to take him off life support im afraid there's nothing i can do" i heard a male vioce say, i heard the beeps and machines around me and recognized i was in the hospital like i have been many times before.
"NO NOT MY BABY NO!" i heard my mom scream filled with sobs. she appeared to have calmed down and i heard nothing but sobs and the slow beep of the monitor.
"im so sorry ma'm" i heard the voice say followed by more beeps and sobs until one last beep and nothing.
i dropped to my knees in the middle of the blank landscape and all the stuff i was carrying went down with me. i curled up in a ball and cried. i looked up and saw ashley and max standing over me with understanding looks on their faces. how did max get here? i asked myself, though i didnt care i just wanted to go back.
"you remembered? didnt you?" max said holding out his hand to help me stand up. i didnt take it and stayed laying on the floor with all of them staring down at me.
they all kneeled down to me and managed to get me to stand back up.
"you okay?" jake asked.
"yeah" i said and managed to not break down again . we walked more and ended up at a blue door with a black snake-like creature picture on it.
"where's this?" i asked.
"the closest thing we have to hell" CC said standing and staring at the door.
"why?" i asked, not all to sure i wanted to know.
"we need to get someone" jake said.
Notes
who are they going to get? buh buh buhhhi love you all so much
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sorry how short this is i just needed a good place to stop i might update again today too.
Really!? Aww. I feel so happy now that I've made someone smile. :3 like that's the first time someone's said that to me. :)
4/29/13