I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

Darkness... Crash.... Fire.... Prue.... PRUE!

My eyes shot open to find myself in a hospital bed with cords and tubes attached to my body. I looked around but the room was empty. Prue! Where was Prue?! Where is my sister?!

"Prue?! Prue where are you? PRUE WHERE ARE YOU!?" I started screaming.

I tried to get out of my bed but nurses came in and started to hold me down but all I could do is scream.

"PRUE! WHERE'S MY SISTER?! TELL ME WHERE SHE IS!"

~Everything went black~

I woke up in a different room. I saw my dad talking to a doctor while Jinxx was sitting next to my mother who was crying. Why is she crying? I felt weak. The doctors must have given me something to calm me down earlier.

"Mom?" I whispered.

She looked up and ran to my side.

"Oh Baylin! Your ok. I was so worried about you. I got so scared." She cried smothering me with kisses.

"What are you talking about?"

"You were in a accident and the car blew up." Jinxx explained.

"The car... OH MY GOD PRUE! WHERE IS SHE?"

My mother began to cry again and Jinxx was on the verge of tears. What the hell is going on? Where is Prue? Why can't I see her? Why won't anyone tell me what happened? The doctor told my family to leave, he said that it would be easier if the news was broken to me slowly. WHAT NEWS?! WHERE IS MY SISTER?! I WANT TO KNOW NOW!

I sat in my room alone for about an hour, then I heard someone walk in. I assumed that it was Jinxx, but I was wrong. I looked to see Jake standing in the doorway. His eyes were red and puffy. Was jake crying? He came over to my bed and held me in his arms and I began to cry.

"Bay, what's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"Im scared Jake. No one will tell me where Prue is. I want to see her."

Jake looked down at the floor. He was hiding something.

"What? Jake what is it?"

"Bay... umm... Prue.... she's.... dead."

Shock, sadness, anger, and depression flowed through me. This.. this... wans't true!

"Wh-what?"

"Her body was found in the car, she died before the car exploded. Bay I'm so sorry."

"N-no! She c-can't be d-. No Jake! Prue is not dead!" I shouted.

"Bay, she's gone. I know you don't believe me, but it's true. Prue's not coming back."

I began to cry. Jake held me again and I cried into his shoulder, then Jinxx came in and stopped in the doorway.

"Jinxx... is it true? Is she... dead?"

He nodded his head.

Oh god why?! I started bawling my eyes out. My only sister is gone. How vcan this be. Why?! I didn't want to believe that Prue was dead. But no matter how hard I tried, nobody reassured me. She was really gone. I felt my heart explode. Jake stayed with my all day, holding me and telling me it was going to get better. When the doctor said that it was ok for me to go home, Jinxx drove me back to the apartment. When I walked in, there was a feeling of emptiness. Much of Prue's stuff was out of her room and scattered everywhere. Jinxx told me that they were going to give Prue's stuff to charity, and if I wanted I could look through her stuff and take anything I wanted, but I couldn't. I couldn't look at anything that would remind me of my dead sister. I crawled into bed but couldn't fall asleep. All I could do was cry. I heard my door open and felt a hand rubbign my shoulder. It was Jinxx.

"Hey, how do you feel?"

"Like someone punched me in the stomach and ripped my heart out. How could this happen Jinxx? Why? Why did she have to die?" I broke down into his arms. Jinxx sat there and held me.

Sammi walked in with a coffee cup in her hands. "Here Bay, I made you some tea."

I took the cup and sipped the tea. It was good, but didn't make me feel any better. Nothing could make me feel better. I lost my own sister. What am I going to do? Jinxx and Sammi decided to leave me alone for the rest of the night while they sorted through Prue's stufff. It was about quarter to 10 when my door opened again and I saw a man's silhouette standing in the door way. Jake. I smiled a little seeing him here.

"All finished?"

"No, the others fell asleep. Figured we'd just stay here with you tonight."

"Ruby not home?"

"No. She's still with Toby."

"Does she know?"

"Yeah."

Figures that my ex-best friend wouldn't be here. I chose not to think about Ruby. It only made me feel worse. Jake sat next to me on my bed. I laid my head down on his shoulder. We sat there for what seemed like forever, then Jake tilted my head up towards his. He leaned down and kissed me. His lips pressed against mine and made my whole body errupt with fireworks. Was this really happening? Was Jake Pitts really kissing me? Or was this all a dream? When our lips parted I looked into his eyes and smiled.

"Bay?"

"Yes?"

"I know that this isn't exactly a great time to ask this but... Will you... I mean if you want to... be mine?"

"Oh Jake, of course I will."

He smiled and kissed me again, then our kissing turned passionate. We made out for an eternity, then I fell asleep on his shoulder. At first I thought that this was the greatest day of my life, but I said that once before, and I ended up losing my sister. And it didn't help thst tomorrow we had to plan her funeral. If I had to review this day it would be the day my heart fell when it began to grow wings.

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