I found you so I will keep you
We sat there a long time hugging each other until Andy calmed down. We looked at each other's eyes. He reached out for me, for a kiss but I didn't know why he wanted it so I shoved him away. "No Andy, first tell me why and don't just do things on your own!" I felt a single tear rolling down my cheek. "I don't really know why every time I see you I just want you just for myself." He blushed a little and looked away. What? What did he just say? Okay Lucia keep calm! "Okay, oh look on the clock, it's already late I think I will now go to bed, you should go to, good night." I kissed him on the cheek, giggled and walked fast out of the living room. That's what he deserves after confusing me all the time. I put my pyjamas on and went fast to sleep
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"Don't you realise it you aren't the right for him."a voice said. "Yeah he deserves better than you."a other voice said. "He's just pitied you." A other voice said disgusted. "You know what will happen if you love him......"
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I heard keys in the lock so I woke up. I yawned who would be awake this early? Did Lucia went to shopping again. I walked towards the noise just to see a unknown older woman. "Who are you?" We both said at the same time. "This is my home and I don't know you." I heard a door open behind me it was Lucia's door. "Kyle?"he said surprised so it was her mom? "What are you doing here so early .... Uhm yeah this... is Andy he's a friend of mine." She said shyly. "I can clearly see what he is." She sighed. "Sorry but I have to beg you to leave our home now!" What does she mean, can she see what I am!? "People like him just bring misfortune over us!" She told angrily. "Mom you can't just throw him out!" Lucia yelled. "You see I can!" Her mom yelled back. I could see the tears in Lucia's eyes forming and before she would cry. I hugged her. " shshsh It's alright don't worry." I needed to calm her, she shouldn't cry because of me. "But she.. No... Why... I don't want to .. Hngh." I heard her sobbing. And it made me really sad, in the next minutes I put my clothes on, put my things back in my bag, Lucia didn't leave me out of her view and now I was about time to go. "Don't cry darling tears don't suit you." I said giving her kisses on the eyes and a good bye kiss on the lips and letting go of her I closed the door behind me. Don't worry sweetheart I will never leave you but for now I have to go.
"Why? Why the hell would you do this to me?!" I screamed at my mom and she looked angrily back. "I just want the best for you!" If he would she wouldn't have done this! "But he is the best for me!" She just didn't get it! "I hate it how you are never there for me and then you show up and just ruin my life!" Maybe I regret later the words I'm now about to say, but I have to. "I don't know what dad saw in you you're just a frustrated old woman." In this moment I heard a slap noise and a burning feeling on my cheek. "How dare you slap me your not even my real mom!" I know I went to far but it's just not fair and she hasn't the right to hurt me. I stomped back to my room. "I hate you Kyle I hate you!" I screamed and locked my door, tears running down my cheeks. I just put on some clothes I didn't even realise what, put my chucks on, took my bag out of my dresser put everything important in it, took my jacked and scarf, of course my handy to, walked past the kitchen and said. "I will go now I need some time don't come search for me, I don't want to be found! I'm old enough I will call you soon or late."I said with a sad voice opening the door and closing it behind me. Outside it was a cold winter day, but the sun was shining and I didn't know where to go. Great Lucia.
Hay :) so here is chapter 4, I'm a little sick atm x.x
I think it's not a big question where she will go .... or ?
hmm I don't know yet :)
thanks for reading