I'm Sorry , I Can't Love You Anymore (Completed)

Vinny's POV
I been stuck here all day with the guys and Kim . Ughhh I love them them all uberly much but I can only take all of them for so long . So I grabbed my shit and walked home .

I saw my dad sitting where he usually sits . In the chair staring at the wall . "Hey daddy" I said . He didn't do anything but stare at that goddamn wall . I wasn't in the mood to out shined by a fucking wall. "Dad" I said shaking his chair . "DAD" I said shaking him harder . "WHAT YOU LITTLE BITCH !" He screamed , then he hit me in my face . Pain erupted on my right cheek , and I could taste blood . I hissed in pain. And as like in a transe he sat back down and looked at the wall . I feel like this was it . My last leg, my last shred of sanity is gone .

I wandered upstairs . I wandered to my brothers room . It was green with a green stained rug and an old worn down foton for a bed it was old a dusty .it had a window it broke one year after some douchebag kid threw a baseball into it . it was covered in duck tape . 'Classy' i thought .But he graduated . So he's gone living out west with a wife and kid . He stopped giving a shit about this house and the people in it soon as he graduated.

I wandered to my sisters room . It was bubble gum pink with pictures of a old boy band that was pretty up there in rating but now , one member is dead , 2 other members had ok lives . one lives on the streets and is addicted to Heroine , and the other 2 are gay and are together . Last time I heard of the current social hiatus. I always hated the color bubblegum pink. But after years its turned to a ghostly grotesque looking color. My sister once lived her for 6 months . Then came back crawling to my bitch of a mother . 'Whatever that's enough reminiscing for me on her' I thought.

I wandered to the next room . My baby step brothers room . It was a baby blue with stickers of cars and trains stuck to the wall . The walls have turned into basically white a hint of blue still left in its dieing blue veins. And the cars and trains have peeled badly off the wall and looked like they have seen better days . He had a little crib and toy cars and a zebra were collecting dust on the floor . Then I quickly looked at the ceiling and saw the blood drops on the ceiling . I left that room
room .

Lastly , my room . It was white . And always has been white. They were chipping badly and were started to show the grayish color that used to be hiding beneath shimmering white walls .There was my lone bed with a old ratty blanket and pillow that smelt of wet dog. And to top it al off a giant ass crack in the ceiling of my room .

I began to sob. Not because if my dad hitting me . not because Of Ashley . Or Jinxx . Or Juliet . Or Liam. Or anyone. It's because I've never felt so alone. I took off my boots not caring to remove my make up . Or check my obvious bruised cheek. Or that I had school tomorrow . And I'd have to face Liam . I threw myself onto the old-dog smelling bed and fell fast asleep into a dreamless sleep

Notes

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