I was awoken by a rustling sound beside the tree. My eyes shot open, looking out into th darkness. I rubbed my tearstained eyes, trying to get them used to the darkness. As my vision became clearer, I saw a dark figure standing beside the tree. I gasped as he climbed into the tree beside me, and he wrapped his arms around me. "It's ok it's only me." Andy said, and I sighed, and nuzzled into his chest. I felt more tears prick in my eyes. "I'm sorry. I shoudlent of done what I did." He said, stroking my hair gently as I sobbed into his leather jacket.

"It's not your fault. It's mine. We can't do this. I can't do this. Theres things........Things.......Things that will pull us apart." I said, pulling away, and wiping my eyes. "I understand. But can I ask you one thing please?"
"What?"
"Whats so terible that we can't be together?"
"It's.....Complicated..."
"I have time..."
"No I mean its way to complicated to explain."
"Well its oviusly bothering you. I can help you."
"You can't.....Nobody can..."

I said, quietly, looking down into my lap. "I can. I promise you I'll do my best to." he said, a pleding look in his eyes. I raised a hand, and gently stroked his cheek with his thumb. I could see the tears forming in his eyes. "Andy I.....We can't....I.......I don't like you in that way....." I said, making an excuse to say no to him. "Wait.....What?"
"I.....I.....Do I really have to say it again?"
"But.....I thought.....You kissed me back...."
"I know....But that was due to the shock."
"Oh.." He said, looking down at the floor. I saw some tears drop from his eyes, and he quickly wiped them, and look back up. "Well....I better be off then." He said, jumping out of the tree, and walking away, his hands in his pockets, his walk getting faster and faster until it was finally a run to the gates, and back to his car. I sighed, and let my own tears fall. I hated that I had to lie to him...I hated that it was my fault that he was now crying. I hated myself. I hated the way I exisited. I hated everything about me. I curled up in a ball, and started pounding the tree, my sobs shaking my entire body.....