i love/hate you so much

Ashleys pov

I had jake up against the wall. God he looked so hot. He had the stupid smirk on his face which was annoyingly sexy. He ran his finger through my hair and kissed me deeply

"I love you baby"I said pulling him closer to me

"I love you Ash"Andy replied half asleep from next to me thinking I was talking to him

Oh my god shit I was dreaming why the fuck was I dreaming about Jake

I ran out of the bedroom into the bathroom

I started to pace back and forward

"What the fuck was that"I whispered to myself

'you known you liked it' I heard a voice in my mind taunt

"No I fucking didn't i love Andy"I said I little louder than a whisper

'Are you sure'

"Of course I'm fucking sure" I shouted punching the wall

"Ashes, babe are you okay"andy asked from the other side of the door

I couldn't find the words to say I hated myself I tried to speak but I just started to cry I tried to be quiet but the was no use

"Baby I'm coming in okay?"Andy said with concern

Still no words but just tears

Andy's POV

I walked in and saw ashley on the floor crying his eyes out my heart sank I'd never seen him this upset I've never actually even seen him cry

"Ashes?"

He replied but no words he just kinda 'mmm'd' if that's even a thing

"What's wrong"

He just shook his head

"Baby please tell me what's wrong,please"

"I can't"he said breaking into more tears

"Ashley please" I begged

"Andy!"

"No Ashley what's wrong"

"Andy I can't tell you I don't want you to hate me I just can't" he shouted I didn't think it was possible for him to cry any more but he did I can't bare to see him like this

"Okay baby just stop crying" I pleaded as I Leaned down to help him up

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in for a hug I felt him relax in my arms and hug me back he kissed the side of my neck looking for my sweet spot or maybe he was just teasing because I know for a fact he knows where it is

But he found it and bit down so hard I felt like I was gonna collapse as I went through ecstasy

He didn't seem all together he seemed like he was doing this for some reason I obviously didn't know of but it felt amazing

He held me up as my legs went weak and chuckled. I don't know how this guy went from uncontrollably crying on the bathroom floor to a in control fucking tease

Ashleys Pov

I pushed the thought of that dream out of my head I had no wait Have Andy and that's exactly what I want


"Andy"

"Yep"

"Guess what" I said bitting down on andy's sweet spot even harder

"What" he moaned

"I love you"I shouted taking him to the ground and pinning him down

"Ash get off" he laughed wriggling underneath me

"What did you say" I asked pinning him down closer to the ground

Andy's POV

"I said get off"I chuckled

Ashley never said anything to me he just pouted I knew he wanted me to say I love you back I will but I want to be in control but I won't say it untill he let go of my arms

"What" I asked faking a confused look

"Nothing"he sighed letting go of my arms

"You shouldn't of done that" I laughed flipping us over"I love you too beautiful" i smiled and crashed me lips onto his

"You little bitch"Ashley laughed and I felt him struggle underneath me

"You know it"I winked and leaned forward to kiss ashley

I was interrupted by the door knocking

"Are you serious"I sighed

Ashley just laughed

I opened the door and it was Jake & CC,shit jakes bruises where so much worse that I thought they'd be

"Hey guys?"

"Hey Andy" CC said walking into the apartment I watched him walk in and then looked back at jake he just laughed 'stop fucking laughing jake' high fived me then walked in

"Jake?"

"Yep"he said with that stupid smirk on his face which made me forget everything

"Err nothing"

He just laughed Again! said Hi to Ashley then sat down on the couch I saw him wince in pain

"So guys what up"I asked trying to get to the. Bottom of there visit

"Jake was already at mine, Jinxx is cooking a big dinner because he,..I forgot what he said something to do with a cook book"cc replied from the fridge

"And?"Ashley laughed

"Oh yeah sorry and we have to pass here to get there so jinxx said to ask if you guys wanted to come"cc finished

"Cc don't you think you should of opened with that"jake laughed and cc just shrugged"and why are you in the fridge where gonna eat later and I'm sure we're just left the pizza shop"

"Yeah I'm up for it"Ashley said I only just realised he was still on the floor and I shook my head"you not coming Ashley asked"

"Oh err yeah I am I had some thing in my head" we just stayed there quiet for a while

"Go get dressed then you idiots"CC laughed still in the kitchen

"Okay calm down" I said sticking my tong out

Notes

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-Stay Wretched And Make Life Devine xx