i love/hate you so much

There was some kind of technical difficulties so we had to go back into are dressing rooms
the interviewer had said it wasn't live so we could just start from where we left off which was okay.

"So ashley...." Jake started I could practically here the smirk on his face

"What"

"Are you single?"

"You know I'm not"

"Woah really since when, are you gonna tell them that?"

"You know I can't do that yet"

"Pathetic" he sighed "and you want to compare it to love"

"Guys please" jinxx said quietly

"I do love Andy and you know that"

"Do you really, are you sure because I don't think you actually do?" he snarled "don't you dare say you love someone who you have to keep a secret!"

"I swear I could fucking kill you right now" I shouted "and I wouldn't even care" I continued walking over so I was face to face with jake he such an asshole

"Go nuts" jake replied angrily

"Please just stop it guys" jinxx said barley audible he's not good with fighting that's why he usually back down if it involves him but it worse with people around him the last time andy had a fight with someone at one of are shows and jinxx was there he had a panic attack and we had to take him to the hospital

"Sorry I will stop it now" I said to jinxx and walking away and grabbing my phone

I'm gonna prove jake wrong I've never loved anyone as much as I love andy he's literally my world and all I get up for in the morning. I got andy's number up on she screen to send him a text.

'I'm gonna tell them' I sent and I didn't even have to wait a minute for his reply

'Umm... What are you talking about :s' I can understand his confusing it was a pretty random text

'Us, I'm gonna tell them about us you shouldn't have to be kept a secret'

'Ashley you don't have to do that, I know you don't want to we can't wait'

'I want to, I really do'

'Only if your sure Ashes but please think about this x'

'I'm sure I promise, I Love you with all my heart x'

'I Love you to Ashes so much x'

'See tonight beautiful'

':)' the last text made me chuckle he's not good with compliments

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"So guys who's single and who's not" she started "Jake?"

"I'm single so be sure to wait by the dressing room ladies" he joked and everyone started to laugh

"Jinxx?"

"Nope I'm not single, sorry I'm in a very happy three person relationship with my beautiful Sammi and of course my one and only pizza" he laughed and everyone laughed along

"So ashley the last time I checked you where single is that still the case ?"

'Breathe ashley just breathe It will all be ok. You love him and he loves you It'll all be fine' I said to my self

I was thinking of backing down on what I had planned until I remembered 'I love to you ashes so much x'

"Nope" I smiled and I could feel jake watching me

"Oooo could I ask who is the luck lady"

"Guy" I corrected trying not to show how scared I was on the inside

"Oh, really" she started and I was ready for the hate "let me rephrase my question" she continued with a smile I was really surprised" who's the lucky guy then"

"I would have preferred to say it together but i-i um" I could feel jakes gaze burning into me so I turned and smirked at him "I'm dating Andy and I'm the happiest I've ever been"I breathed

"Can I confirm you talking about your lead singer" she said with the creepiest smile

"Yep"

"Wow I'm super happy for ya" she said clapping

The rest of the interview went fine and we where done by 6

I'm happy I've told them but I don't know where we go from here...

Notes

sorry ive deprived y'all for so long because it was the holiday i went full lazy love yall stay wretched make life divine xx