i love/hate you so much

Andy woke up and looked down by the side off his bed to see if ashley was still there he couldn't see him

Andy jumped a little as he felt some one moving around behind him

He looked back and smirked a little when he realised it was Ashley

Andy jumped up and got in the shower he couldn't help but smile at the memories of the night before

He stood there with his eyes closed letting the water fall over his hair which made it go flat and dripping on his head and the rest of his body

Images kept flashing in his head from last night filling him with euphoria

He opened his eyes as he started to get turned on he snapped himself out of it and calmed back down a little

He walked out of the bathroom with nothing but a towel around his waist

Ashley was stood in the kitchen facing away from andy so he didn't know he was standing there

Andy walked behind Ashley running his hand down his waist and kissing his neck

Ashley wriggled out of Andy's arms and walked away not turning around to look at him

~was Ashley serious how could he do that how could he just forget everything like that its not like it was a one night stand I happens all the time ~

Andy couldn't control his anger and he shoved the kettle, cups and glasses on the floor

Which caused Ashley to jump which made him drop the cup in his hand smashing on the floor

"What the fuck is wrong with you Ashley" Andy shouted

"What wrong with me... You the on smashing thing on the floor like I little bitch" Ashley screamed in response

Andy continued to smash thing on the floor

"Your an idiot!" Ashley shouted

Andy threw a glass at Ashley the glass hit ashley in the faced smashing and it cut his face

Blood dripped from Ashley's face and Andy saw him trying to fight back tears

"Ashley!" Andy said concerned as he ran over to him

He put his hand on Ashley's face tryna wipe the blood away to see how deep the wound was

But ashley pushed him away hitting Andy's head on the wall and rushed into the bathroom

Ashley locked the door before Andy could catch up with him

"Shit!" Ashley shouted in pain as he washed the blood for his wounds

Andy banged on the door

"let me in ashley... I'm sorry" andy said with concern

"Ashley come on please just open the door"

Andy heard something smash against the bathroom door Ashley was clearly trying to tell him to go away but Andy ignored and continued to knock the door

"I'm sorry Ashes I really am let me in" Andy said softly and less demanding

~Ashley found it hard to stand his ground when Andy used his pet name~

Ashley opened the door and sat on the edge of the bath hiding his scar with his hair

Andy looked around and guilt filled him up inside as he saw Ashley's blood all over the sink and Ashley's T-shirt on the floor drenched in blood

When he looked at Ashley he saw him trying to hide his scar which made him feel even worse he wanted to burst out in tears but he couldn't cry in front of Ashley he just couldn't

"Ashes" Andy said making Ashley's hearts melt

"What" He said trying to sound angry

"I'm really sorry ...I was just angry I love you so much but I don't know... I just don't know what I'm doing wrong it just frustrates me you know, I just...I don't know what came over me "Andy said Ashley could hear he wanted to cry just by his voice but when he lifted hi head up from the ground ashley saw the tears in his eyes


"Nothing Andy"Ashley said rushing over to him"Andy your doing nothing wrong"Ashley wrapped his arms around Andy

Andy did the same

"Its just me okay... I don't know how do deal with this its not your fault" Ashley laid a soft kiss on Andy's lips

Andy ran his fingers through Ashley's revealing the cut

"Shit baby I'm sorry" Andy said running his thumb over it, He didn't think it was gonna be that bad

Ashley chuckled "its fine no get out so I can clean up" he smiled

Andy laughed and left and sat on the sofa

After about 4 minutes he felt Ashley sit down next to him and put his head on his chest Andy started to run his finger through Ashley's hair

~there was no place Andy would rather be he was so happy but he wanted to cry just thinking about tomorrow Ashley always did this to him he made him feel so happy, so secure then just forget it all the next day why did he like to play with his heart~

Notes

doesn't really contain smut but has a little tiny bit of violence haha but not like extremely graphic

-stay wretched and make life divine <3