Miles and miles away.

*Des's point of view*

i mi refused to believe that Cole was dead. He can't be dead. He just fucking can't be.
The cops took Alan and I into the station to identify if it was really Cole. They take the sheet from the body's face and upper chest. There was a gunshot right through the center of his chest. Skin pale and lips blue. It was Cole.
I wasn't feeling much but just pure anger. I was just shaking and crying. How could someone just...
I grabbed the officers collar and forced him against the wall, "Why'd you bring me here?! I'm not family!" I screamed in his face.
Alan pulled me away, "Dude! Calm down before you're arrested!"
"Ma'am, you were in his emergency contacts on his cellphone. Along with Mr. ashby. The other two were unavailable. I'm so sorry for your loss." He immediatly sped out the room.
The sorry officer is afraid of me. Pfft. Some force you got her Tampa.
No why was I in his emergency contacts? Was I really that close to him? I know the rest of Of mice and men hated him besides Alan. But I know Cole has friends. I was wrong apparently.
"Is Andy out there for you because I could drive you back to the bus or wherever?" Alan offered.
"No Andy's waiting for me. Thank you though." I smiled at Alan then went to the car.
Andy opened the door for me. I got in but I just didn't want to talk but he did. "So was it Cole?" I nodded. "Why did they call you there? You're not family." I shrugged. He held my hand, "Where to next?"
"The prison.." I said. "I need to know why he did what he did."
he sighed, "Fine. You're something else wanting to see that bastard again.."
I kissed his cheek, "Yeah but you married me. So you're stuck with me."
He smiled, "There's no one I'd rather be stuck with."
The drive there was quiet but my mind was being loud and just playing out shit that wouldn't happen. I was fucking nervous to be honest. I thought I could be brave and not be a shaking, clammy mess.
When we pulled up. Andy turned off the car then held me to him, "Nothing bads going to happen. You have security guards to make sure you're okay. I'm going to be back to pick you up in fourty five minutes. Then we're going to go out to eat. Okay?" I nodded. "Okay. I love you."
"I love you too." I gave him a kiss then exited the car. Walking into the building I swallowed the huge lump in my throat and went through visiting protocol. Name, age. ID card, finger prints, metal detectors and shit. Took about fifteen minutes to get all that handled with.
"Now who are you going to see? Male or female?" The guard asks as we walk down the hallway.
"Male." I reply.
"Mr. Carlile?" He questions.
I nod, "Yes sir. How'd you know?"
he groaned, "Too many people have came in asking for him. well here you are." he opened the door and I walked in. Austin was already talking to fan. The guard made him leave,
what he did when he got up pissed me the fuck off. He bumped into me and hissed, "Slut."
I sat down in a bit of a huff, "He just called me a slut. Care to explain?"
Austin sighed and shook his head, "The fans won't believe I did what I did. They think you were cheating on Andy with me. Got caught and called rape. don't go on twitter, stay off insta, Jesus. He showed me everything. They're being so cruel. I'm so fucking sorry."
I sighed, "I've been through more abuse than they could ever throw my way. but the real reason I came here. Why did you rape me?"
When I asked that. He wouldn't make eye contact with me, "Something in my mind told me to act on something I knew was wrong. I know my apology could never make up for what I had done. It was wrong and for some reason I still did it. I just wanted you so bad and I knew I couldn't have you. God I'm a fucking terrible person. I don't expect you to forgive-."
I cupped his cheek and made him look at me, "Austin. You're an idiot. I've already forgiven you. I'm the only one who has though. I'm going to be calling a lot and checking in on you." I gave him a hug over the table. "Have you heard about Cole yet?"
he pulled away and he looked so worried, "What happened."
I bit my lip, "H-he's dead. He was shot. I'm so sorry."
He just had this blank expression. He stood up and just left.
with that I was gone too. I sat outside waiting for Andy. I was there for about fourty minutes so he'd be here soon. I looked up in the sky, "You took Cole don't you fucking dare take Ryan."

Notes

I'll be updating again later most likely. I'm sorry this chapter is short but hope you like it.