A New Life, I Wish

"Guys, what stores are we going to?" I asked leaning on to the arm rest. "To the mall" C.C. replied. "Which one though, the one in town, or the mall an hour away?". "Well to the mall an hour away, it's bigger and has better stores, duhhh" C.C. said, sticking out his tongue. "Ok" I said putting my earbuds in and falling asleep to Green Day.

I woke up to Andy shaking me. "Fuck off I'm sleeping" I said groggily. "Nope, your getting up" Andy said poking my head. "Fine you dick" I mumbled while getting out of the van. As I got off I realized everyone was almost to the doors when me and Andy are all the way at the back of the parking lot. As Andy locked the car we started walking to the mall. I started to run so I can catch up to the guys. As I started running Andy was already in front of me, I always new I didn't have much stamina, my gym teacher said that as a reminder. I caught up to Andy and was about to pass him, when suddenly Andy lifted me off my feet "Your not allowed to beat me!" He yelled. "You fucker, put me down!" I called pissed that I didn't have the chance now to beat him. "Now why would I put you down when you would beat me! I can't let that happen!" He yelled back. As we got to the doors, he put me down and ran at the doors. "I WON! I WON! I WON! I BEAT YOU! I BEAT YOU! I BEAT YOU!" he yelled jumping and dancing rubbing it in. "BITCH I WOULD"VE WON IF YOU HADN"T PICKED ME UP!!" I yelled absolutely pissed at him. We got stares from others, but we didn't care. "So what it doesn't matter that I picked you up, all that matters is that I won" he smirked. I rolled my eye and we skipped around the mall until we found the guys at the food court. "Where were you guys, it took you guys ages" Ashely said taking a sip of his coke. "well you guys left, and we didn't know where you were" I remarked. "Smart-ass" he replied. "So where to now?" Andy asked. "HOT TOPIC!" C.C. yelled jumping up and quickly walking to Hot Topic. I ran up to C.C. and we skipped to there. We were looking around the store for a bit when everyone decided to join us. I grabbed a PTV and MCR shirt, red and black skinny jeans with rips (http://www.polyvore.com/alex/set?id=106486484). I grabbed some black eyeliner before checking out. As I got checked out I handed over 45 dollars and got my stuff. I only had 58 dollars, I would have to get a job now. We left and started walking around. As the guys went into the Vans, the store next to Hot Topic, I went back in and grabbed some underwear. I bought them, now only having 5 dollars I walked into Vans sitting and waiting to go. "So why did you have to go back in Hot Topic?" Ashley asked looking in the bags. "None of your business man-whore" She remarked with a grin. We went to a couple more stores and then went back to the van to leave.

We stopped at a gas station near the house. I went in the store with my remaining money and bought a Monster. The whole ride home C.C. kept stealing my Monster. As we got out the car C.C. ran out and pushed everyone away and started running down the street. I entered the house and went up stairs. I put my things away and went down stairs lying on the couch. I looked though the television channels, nothing seemed good. I found Doctor Who and watched it yelling at everyone to shut up when they tried talking. When the show finished, I got up to be pushed back down. Ashely lighting slapped my face and poked my nose. "Why do shut us up when your watching the show?" he said. "Because it's one of the best shows to ever exists and it needs to be watched in silence" I said with a blank face. I got up and walked upstairs. I laid down on my bed and thought over what happened in the past day. I tried to kill myself, I met my savior, I'm now living with one of my favorite bands, and all thats just happened today. I was lost in thought I hadn't even noticed someone came in and sat down by me.

Notes

Sorry I didn't post much, my depression caught up to me, and I haven't been in the mood to write much.
love you, and don't forget,
We'll brave this storm
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