Kinky Fuckery With The Outlaw

Eight months. Eight long, endless months without Ashley. And he didn't keep his promise of phoning every night. Well it started off that way then every week less and less. We've not really mentioned it that much since the phone calls went from a few hours to less and less as well. I'm sure he's blowing me off slowly but a few hours ago I got a text from him saying he'll be over at 9pm.
The whole eight months hasn't really changed that much for me, just been taking care of Melody. She's grown so much and I'm scared that Ashley would miss so much, she's already walking a little but she won't talk. I wonder if she's missing her daddy and won't talk for me.
I get Melody washed and into bed by 7pm and lay in bed watching a movie. Not a scary movie since no one is home just a romantic one. It's weird that Josh has suddenly gone but he must of just been wanting me for sex or something since he stopped coming around when he found out Ashley was back in my life.
Just as I was drifting off into a peaceful sleep around 10pm, I got fed up waiting for the guys, a pair of lips attach themselves to my head.
"Hmm," I mutter sleepily.
"You awake buddy?" Ashley climbs in behind me, wrapping his arm around my waist.
"A little," I yawn.
"Go to sleep babe."
Just then I shot awake, remembering the missed phone calls and shortened phone calls, I didn't want to sleep with him knowing that he ignored me. I turn to face him.
"Oh your fully awake huh?" he stretches.
"Why didn't you call every night like you promised? And don't say you did because I checked my missed calls, there wasn't any from you."
Ashley groans. "Babe please I've had a 5 hour flight, I'm exhausted and all I want to do is sleep," he pulls me close to his bare, toned chest.
He's defiantly been working out while he was on tour.
"And I had many sleepless nights waiting for you to call, and if you want to sleep with me then you better talk," I push him from my grip.
He lets out a long sigh. "I'm sorry buddy I got caught up with a lot of business and I fell asleep the second my head hit the pillow," his hand softly strokes my cheek.
I sigh, I couldn't stay mad at him, he's been working on tour. Cut him some slack at least!
"I'm sorry I just really missed you... I just thought you was blowing me off slowly," I mutter tracing shapes softly on his chest.
"I am not blowing you off buddy. How about tomorrow you and Melody come and live with me a while? Give Andy and Juliet some space and we can have our own space?" he pulls me back close.
I smile. "Sure."
The following day Ashley kept his word and we moved into his house for a while, temporary. Melody's bedroom is my old room for the meanwhile, since he has a four bedroom home, bedroom 1 his bedroom, bedroom 2 his studio, bedroom 3 his playroom, and bedroom 4 is my room I used when I was in the contract. I know if it works out then we'll have to redo the room to make it suitable for Melody.
"Ashley how long are we going to stay here?" I ask as I walk into the living room where he it sat on the floor with Melody.
"Few weeks I guess, depends if you like it here. Why do you ask?"
"Wondering," I sit next to him.
"D-Daddy," Melody holds her arms out.
I stare completely shocked. I've been trying to get Melody to talk for weeks and she finally talks now.
"Come here baby," Ash picks her up and places him on his lap.
"When did you teach her that word?" I ask still in shock.
"While you was unpacking her room," he strokes her hair.
"I've been teaching her for weeks. Why did you choose that word?"
"Well I've heard that babies first word is daddy because it's easier," he shrugs.
I sigh and pass Melody her Hello Kitty toy she's motioning to but can't get with being on Ashley's lap. She takes the toy from my grip. I watch as she holds the toy up to Ashley. He smiles in return.
"No that's yours baby."
"I love you," I blurt out without thinking.
Instantly I regret it. We've never told each other we love one another, we've been dating 8 months and we haven't even seen each other that much.
"W-What?" Ashley blinks totally shocked by the whole situation.
"Sorry just forget it," I look down.
"No tell me. Please," he leans over, lifting my head up with his finger.
"I love you," I speak hardly above a whisper.
Ashley smiles. "I love you too."
I look up shocked. "What?"
He chuckles and pecks my lips softly. I smile.
"How about me, you and Melody go out for dinner?" he suggests.
I smile and nod.
"Come on then," he stands Melody up. "Shall we go for food?"
Ashley takes us all out to dinner at a small restaurant, luckily its not one of these fancy ones. Which I'm happy about. Throughout the whole lunch Ashley and Melody were inseparable, they've only been together a day and they're already so close. To say they've been apart for 8 months it really doesn't feel like it. Ashley has missed so much of her growing up that I hope he's not gong to miss more.
Melody scribbles in her colouring book, ruining Ashley's drawing. He's teaching her how to colour inside the lines which is helpless. Melody wouldn't care, she would just do what she wants.
"Ash?"
"Yes sweetie?" he looks up from the book.
"Nothing," I smile cutely watching as his hair falls onto his face.
"Alright babe," he goes back to colouring.
After dinner we take a walk across the beach front. Melody finds a place where she is more than happy to sit and play in the sand. Ashley removes his shirt, sitting down next to me.
"What's wrong with you? Huh?" he wraps his arm around my waist, pulling me close.
"Nothing," I murmur.
"Come on babe I know you its something. Tell."
I sigh. "I was just wondering how you're going to tell Melody when she's a little older why you have to leave all the time. And your going to miss a lot of her growing up by being on tour or in the studio. I don't want her to miss bonding with her dad."
"I know I've been thinking about that," he kisses my head. "Let's not worry about that. You got me for a few months."
"Aren't you going out with your friends?" I ask.
"I might have a few days out with them but I just want to spend time with my girls," he pulls me in between his legs.
I giggle as he wraps his arms around my waist, resting his head on my shoulder. Ash pulls his phone out and takes a photo of us both. I smile and kiss him softly. Ashley smiles, responding straight away.
"Melody come here baby."
She looks up and carefully stands herself up. Slowly she walks the few small steps towards us, I pick her up, placing her on my lap. Ashley smiles. I can't believe he is actually happy with settling down I'm just not sure how long it would last until he gets bored of it. Of me and Melody. She's a life commitment. I guess I'm just scared that at any moment he's going to turn around and throw me out.
Ashley takes another photo of all us three.
"That photo better stay on your phone," I tell him.
"Don't worry sweetie it will."
Over the next few weeks it has been amazing between all us three. It's been almost like something in a movie, everything going perfect, nothing stopping us from doing anything we want. Ashley keeps hoping he can take Melody to Disneyland soon but I want her to be a little old enough to enjoy it properly. Me and Ash have been trying to at least go out on a date once a week even if it was him just cooking dinner or watching a movie after Melody has been asleep. The sex has been off the cards which have been frustrating since Melody has either been waking up in the middle of the night or one of us has always been too tired.
"Hey babe I'm having a guys night out. Is that ok with you?" Ashley asks.
"Sure as long as I can clear out your playroom while your gone," I smile sweetly knowing the answer.
We've been arguing/ discussing the fate of the playroom. He doesn't need it now, we're not in a contract in anyway, shape or form. He doesn't need it. If he wants to have a kinky night with me we can just do it in our bedroom. I don't see why we need a playroom, it's just a weird thing to have now we've moved on with our lives.
"No we've talked about this the room is staying."
"Babe you don't use it anymore. Just tidy it up and have it in our room somewhere. Please?"
"I might use it when I fuck you. Just leave it, it's staying," he pecks my lips. "How do I look?"
"Are you going for a guys night out or going to see a secret lover?" I look as he's dressed in a new shirt from his fashion line, leather jacket and black skinny jeans with his cowboy boots. And he smells divine, better than before.
He chuckles. "Guys night out sweetie."
"Alright have fun. I love you," I wrap my arms around his shoulders.
"I love you too," he pecks my lips before walking out the door.
Andy comes around half an hour after Ashley has gone. He just can't believe how well Ashley is settling down and willingly as well. I never forced him to do anything and it's shocking to me, Andy and the whole band, hell all his friends are surprised.
"So he's not getting rid of his playroom huh?" Andy chuckles as he drinks his whiskey.
"Nope he isn't. I'm just tempted to get rid of it myself while he's out."
Andy chuckles. "Well maybe it's his way of holding onto his last part of his single life. Give it time, he'll get rid of it."
"I guess. So how's life without having me at home?"
"Weird. I keep making meals for three and it's strange. So how is life here?"
"Weird. I keep thinking it's all not real, you know with Ash. So what are we doing? Watching Batman?" I ask quickly changing the topic.
"Sure."
Andy leaves at midnight to catch his plane with Juliet. They're both going away on a little holiday together to France. It sounds romantically tacky and that's because it is. Andy wants to do something romantic and take her to show her the world so he is, in France.
Shortly after he leaves, I head to bed since Ashley is probably going to be out for longer than I thought. Actually I had hoped he would of been home by now. Just as I was about to drift off to sleep, Ashley stumbles in drunk.
"Hey babe," he slurs, pulling the blanket off me.
I groan. "Ashley be quiet."
"No way. I want you," softly he kisses my neck.
Suddenly I get the smell of another woman coming from his jacket. Quickly I push him off.
"Where have you been?" I question.
"Out with the guys babe,," he tells me as he removes his jacket.
"Was there women there?"
"Of course it was a bar, everyone was there."
"Who have you been getting close with?" I raise an eyebrow.
"No one. Buddy what's wrong?" he looks at me with a sad look.
"Don't give me that look I can smell her all over your jacket," I look down. "And your zipper is undone. God Ashley your unbelievable."
"Babe come on nothing happened," he groans.
"Shut up."
I climb out of bed, grabbing the keys to his playroom. Then I grab him my his shirt, dragging him along with me. Quickly I unlock the door and push it open. There is no way in hell he's staying in the same bed as me, he can sleep his drunken state off.
"Your bed," I tell him bluntly.
"Aren't you joining me babe?" he goes to wrap his arms around me but I quickly stop him.
"No. Your drunk and I don't want you near me."
"Haven, sweetheart come on your overreacting," he tells me.
I roll my eyes and get him into bed, tucking him up while he talks. I wasn't paying attention to his talk but I heard the words 'I love you' before he passes out from the amount of alcohol.
I watch him as he sleeps peacefully. Everything about him is perfect, his hair, the way his chest moves up and down as he breaths. I move his hair from his face wondering what the hell is going though his head sometimes. Softly I kiss his head before making my way back to our bedroom, alone.
The next morning Melody wakes up early with me to watch her cartoons on the morning TV. I place her on the couch and turn it onto a children's programme. She sits watching the TV while I walk into the kitchen to make breakfast. I decide to phone CC since he's the one that I trust to get information out of.
"Hello?" he groans, picking up after the fifth ring.
"Hey CC," I smile.
"Oh hey Haven. What are you doing up early?" he sounds a little more awake now.
"Melody's watching her morning shows. Was you out with Ash last night?" I ask cutting straight to the question. I don't really want to keep him up for any longer than he has to be.
"Yeah.... Nothing happened Haven if that's what you wanted to know," he groans suddenly catching onto where this was going.
"Sure? He smelt of another woman and his zipper was undone."
CC lets out a sigh before answering. "A bitch was hitting on him, trying to get him slip up. She was ALL over him kissing his neck, running her hands up his shirt, unfastening his belt and zipper. But nothing happened Ashley kept pushing her off telling her he's taken and he's very happy with you. Then Ash got really drunk so I decided to take him home before she tries anything and he would of been too intoxicated to push her off."
"Alright. Thank you CC," I smile, thankful that nothing happened.
"No problem. Night," he hangs up.
I cook Melody her breakfast and feed her while she's too busy playing with her toys and talking away to herself. She may not know a lot of words but that's not stopping her muttering nonsense to herself. Once I she ate, I place her into her playpen while I go to see Ashley.
Quietly I open the door to the playroom where Ashley is still asleep. The blankets have somehow made their way onto the floor. I walk over to him, running my fingers through his hair. Slowly he beings to stir from his sleep. I straddle his waist, attaching my lips to his just as his eyes open.
"Hmm," he pulls me closer to him.
I pull away from his lips and kiss down his neck, claiming him as mine. Slowly I grind my hips against his. Ashley throws his head back moaning softly.
"Damn this is a good way to wake up," he moans.
I pull away, pecking his lips softly. Ash smiles, stroking my cheek.
"Morning."
"Morning princess. What's with the sexual wake up huh?"
"That wasn't sexual. CC told me what happened last night since you came home drunk. But I'm not saying sorry for putting you in this room," I cross my arms.
He chuckles. "Alright babe. And I'll apologize huh? I'm sorry I got horny last night and wanted you. You was talking to me about the playroom and it just had me thinking about it."
"What was you thinking about it?" I ask.
"That I haven't had you in it for a long time."
"Well you got me in it now," I giggle.
A smirk crawls across his lips. "So I have."
He flips over so he's on top and pins my hands either side me of my head. I giggle a little. His lips attach themselves to my neck, leaving small kisses down my neck. A small moan escapes my lips. Damn I haven't realized that I've missed this place so much. And being with him in this way. Damn! I throw my head back as I enjoy the kisses.
"Babe I've left Melody downstairs," I let out a soft moan.
"Damn it babe," he pulls away, standing up. Clearly pissed. "When are we going to have me and you time like this? We've hardly had regular sex."
"I know hunny and I'm sorry," I kneel up on the bed, hugging him. "I'll find someone to look after Melody then and we can have a kinky night in? How's that? Sex all day," I whisper seductively in his ear.
"I think you need to get finding that babysitter," he growls, biting my ear.

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