Smoke and Mirrors

Ashley’s POV
Man, it really hurt to tell Andy I didn’t care about him. But I had to! Nichole had told me to! And there was no way I was letting her ruin the band. Now CC is pissed at me. The only one really on my side is Jinxx, and that’s only because he was there when everything happened and remembers every single detail, unlike Andy and I. CC wouldn’t believe that Nichole would do something like this, so he sided with Andy, and Jake sided with both of them. Andy always looks hurt now; we even cancelled the last tour because he broke his leg by not paying attention. It hurts to see him now. His usually bright blue eyes are dull and lifeless, his hair just falls where it does after he brushes it, he hasn’t been out in public in forever, and he usually just stares off into space now, never really staying in the same room as me if he can help it. Me? Yeah, I’m not much better. I don’t even bother to shave, which means I have something like a beard now, and I know that if CC wasn’t pissed right now he would be making some kind of joke about it. I also had lost a lot of weight. Jinxx keeps trying to get Andy and I to eat, but I’m just not in the mood for food anymore. Andy just says he isn’t hungry, and I have a feeling he is even worse than I am. I feel really bad, especially considering I am sneaking around, gathering my clothes off the floor of this room. God, one of these times I’m just going to kill the bitch and have this over with. I was finally ready to go, and was almost at the door.
“Ashy!” I winced. She made me come to hate that nickname. “Did you seriously think you could leave without giving me a kiss goodbye?” I sighed and made a vow to myself as I walked back to kiss the women I hated with all my being.
I would get Andy back. I would.
Andy’s POV
“Yes, Jinxx, I get it I get it. You both say she said for him to say that, but its kinda hard to believe, ok?”
“How, Andy? How is it hard to believe?” Talking with Jinxx never got me anywhere, considering he was on both sides on the matter. Not saying there should be sides, but what Ashley did hurt me and was unforgivable, and I wish Jinxx would see it that way, too.
“He’s with her, isn’t he? Not me!” I felt my hand go down on the table. It hurt, but it cleared my head a little. “Not me,” I whispered.
“Andy…”
“No Jinxx, I don’t want to hear it!” I felt my hand fist up again, and I made my nails dig into my skin, drawing blood. “It’s been months. Months! If he cared about me like you say he does, he would have come back to me by now!”
“That’s the thing I’m trying to tell you! God damnit Andy shut up and listen for a minute why don’t you?!” I sat there, shocked and scared for a moment.
“O…ok.” He sighed and calmed down a little.
“Sorry, but, you see, this is really frustrating. Now, the reason Ashley is with her and not you is because he cares for you.”
“But how does that make any sense?” See? Gets me nowhere.
“Because he is keeping the band alive.” All he does is talk in circles…
“Still doesn’t make sense.” He sighed.
“How much do you remember from when we met Nichole about the reverse drug?”
“Umm…her giving him the drug…them kissing…taking the drug…helping you out…you explaining why you were in pain…Ashley saying what he did when he came back…then everything after that.”
“So you don’t remember giving Ashley permission to end it with you so the video doesn’t go viral.”
“What video?”
“Nichole has an old sex tape from when they were together and it going to use it if she doesn’t get Ashley.”
“Holy shit! Why didn’t anyone tell me before?”
“We thought you knew. Ash remembered, so we figured you did, too.”
“Oh.” I felt like a jackass. I had pushed him off, and made sure not to hide I hurt him, ignoring the fact he seemed hurt as well. “Fuck.”
“Yeah. In my personal opinion, you guys really should talk. I know he thinks nobody knows, but I can hear him crying himself to sleep at night.” I felt tears brimming in my own eyes. I had heard it to, but I hadn’t known it was him. God, I’m a total ass. But,
I swear,
I will get my Ashy back from that bitch.

Notes

Really,
It's just a really,
Really bad filler.
Sorry :(