Unbroken

lexis POV

The flight went by pretty fast. Andy and I sat and discussed wedding plans and just about everything. It was wonderful. Once we got to the car park I got into the car and instantly fell asleep.

Hearing a deep voice of my husband-to- be, I also heard a lot of others. Once I was out of bed, I went to the mirror and studied my face and hair. Patting my curls down lightly, I stuffed a beanie on my head and my makeup was perfect anyways. Quickly readjusting Andys top over my studded demin shorts, I went down to see what was going on.

"Andy you dont understand! We have to leave in two days!" I heard Jinxx shout
"I cant! You dont understand what is going on with me and Lex right now, but I dont want to leave her!" Andy shouted even louder
"Why do you care so much?! Its not even a real marriage! She is a publicity stunt, even you said that!" A very familar voice screamed. None of them realised I was behind the door. I knew it ws Ash that said that and I waited for Andy to defend me and....nothing.
"A publicity stunt...Andy what is he saying?" I said quietly making myself seen by the whole band at what I could assume was a band meeting.
"Lex - " He started
"Is it true?" I said quietly. Without a reply I asked again, "Andy? Is it fucking true?!" I screamed with tears at the edge of my eyes
"At the start yes..but then we had this weekend and things changed and Lex, babe," he went to hold my waist.
"Dont touch me!" I shouted "you know what, I knew this was a mistake and I guess Im the idiot cause when I told you how I fetl, I actually believed you felt the same!"

Crying my eyes out I raced up stairs and locked the bathroom door. Andy was still shouting downstairs and someone was the otherside of the door. All of this made me feel so sick that I physically threw up. How could I have misjudged this so bad? Sharp objects instantly began to be more visable to me. I wanted to reach for one but I remembered that promise I made to myself. Never again. And I have come to far to fall again. Shouting travelled upstairs and no more tears could come out of me. i was done with this shit.

"Lex, babe open up!" Andy pounded the door. Without realising, my breathing began to go funny. The walls of my windpipe seemed dry, my head was spinning and breaths were broken by chocking.
"Go...away!" I managed to cough out through tears and a attack
"Babe? Lex? Are you okay? Alexis? Are you having a panic attack?!" Concern filled his voice and my breathing got worse
"Ash! Help me break the door!" Andy screamed out
"What why?"Ash spat out from the bottom of the stairs.
"Listen, believe it or not, I fucking love that girl, Im prepared to die for her if it means that she is never in danger ever again. Something is wrong. She cant fucking breathe because of a panic attack, now help my open the fucking door before something bad happens!" The deep voice answered and he began to pound against the door, "NOW!" Andy screamed one last time.

Smashing against the door, he finally got in. Barely able to see over the tears, I made out a figure moving towards me. Hardly able to mover, I had no energy to push him away. With no way to to talk, I had to put all my faith in him to get me through it...

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