Unbroken

I shook my head in denial and disbelief, "No. That's not possible. You're crazy. I don't believe you."
Dahvie or my father, I don't know what to call him, he held my hands tightly to him, "Raven. You're my daughter. I know it. I feel it in my bones. I've spent the last 17 years searching for you. My daughter." Streaks of his eye liner was running down his cheeks. "What the hell do I have to do to prove it to you. That you're mine. Tell me and I'll do it."
"I want a DNA test. I don't believe you. I'm not the kind of girl that this happens to. Good things." I said, a bit cold I will admit but I meant it. I'm the girl who has EVERYTHING bad happens to. I get all the bad luck, good things like having Dahvie Vanity as your really father does NOT happen. I've been abused, outcasted. I can't believe that it that in ANYWAY Dahvie could be my father.
Dahvie smiled and enveloped me in a tight embrace, "Thank you thank you thank you! Meet me at the DNA center tomorrow. I'll be here for the next few days. Here's my number." He pulled out a piece of paper and nearly wrote down his number then handed it to me, "Alright. I gotta go. But please meet me there." He turned to Jayy "Jayy, leave the boy alone and let's fucking go!" He gave me a quick hug then they left to another room.
Xavier walked over to me a bit dazed, "W-we should get to our spots up front." I gave him a quick slap, which brought him back, "Thanks bitch. Now come on. I bought these passes so we could get to the front."

We were the first two people to actually be in venue, so we were able to chill at the gate then the flood of those SGTC and BVB ARMY (I'm a proud member of both) motherfuckers come rushing in trying to get to the front.
Xavier and I held on tight and pushed ourselves on the gate so we wouldn't loose our spots. "We are NOT loosing these spots damn it! I paid a lot of money for these shits!" Xavier yelled over all the fans squealing and chatter.
I smiled and laughed, "Just watch out for mondo-mama tit ladies with double f's!"
We were standing there for a good half an hour before BVB roadies even started to set up. Ugh! Hurry up! I decided to text Andy.

ME: Hey it's Rave. NIGGA HURRY UP! IM GETTING SICK OF HEARING ALL THESE LITTLE GIRLS COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW LONG ITS TAKING!

ANDY: Lol :p We'll be out in fifteen minutes. Oh and just a warning I'm pulling you and your friend on stage and we're going to dance and have fun!

ME: Alright. Lol.

I put my phone away and told Xavier what was going to happen. He smiled and threw his arms up, "Awesome! Jayy and Dahvie are going to keep us on stage. Best night evah!"
I puckered my lips to make that gross duck face and said, "True dat my nigga." We both started laughing.
fifteen minutes later, just like Andy said, they began. First fog filled the stage, then the bright white lights. One by one the guys walked into the stage. Cc, Jinxx, Jake, then Ashley. But not Andy. Ashley winked at me then blew a kiss.Two girls behind me freaked out thinking that was towards them.
I looked back at them, "That was towards me. Sorry baby cakes." I said a bit too cocky then turned back to Ashely. I have a thing for Ash and he's interested in me, I'm going to defend that shit. he kept his gaze on me. I feel like the bossiest assiest bitch who's ever lived.
"Where's Andy?" I mouth to him.
He put his finger on his lips, "Secret."
Then everything went completely black. Everyone started freaking out thinking there was a power outage.
Then Andy's voiced echoed through out the room, "Are you motherfuckers ready to rock?" The spot light was set on Andy who was hanging from the ceiling above us. The crowd screamed and cheered. "GOOD! Now I'm going to snag my main bitches up." He starts traveling down to the stage on his cord. He grabbed Xavier's and my hands then pulled us onto the stage. It hurt my arm a bit but it was really fun. "Meet Rave and Xavier. My two newest friends but I already fucking love them. This first song is a classic all you motherfuckers will love. This first song is Rebel Love Song." The crowd flipped shit hearing that. I did too kinda cause that was one of my top five favorite Black Veil Brides songs.

After the show I kinda avoided Dahvie cause I really didn't want to see him till we'd get the whole DNA bullshit settled. I think the man's fucking delusional. He's crazier than his appearance.
Xavier went with Jayy so the could have some fun. They're both whores. I called up Ashley.

Hey sweetness. You coming to the bus?

I smiled and laughed, "Yeah. I'm coming. You want to go out and eat or get something to do drink?"

I can go buy a few bottles of whiskey and beer from the connivence store. We could walk there together if you want to.

"Oh that'd be awesome. I'm at the gate entrance. I'm waiting Purdy." I laughed them hung up. I patted my pockets looking for my cigarettes. Nothing. Ugh. Fucking great, I left them at Xavier's or at my house. Either way, I don't have any and I'm really craving a smoke. I ran my thumb over my newer cuts that now just were scabbing up. They weren't as sore as the ones on my thighs. I never understood that. Cuts were always hurt more on my thighs than they did my wrists or stomach. I sighed and saw a BOTDF fan smoking by the gate. He'd just opened a new pack. Please let me buy them from you.
I walked over to him, "Hey man. Ten bucks for your pack and lighter." He agreed. I handed him the ten and he handed over the cigs and lighter. I went back to my original spot and lite up. The nicotine entering my system was heavenly. I watched as the smoke blew from my lips.
I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist and kiss on my neck. I looked down and saw the familiar Purdy tattoos. "Hey Rave."
I smiled, "Hey Purdy boy. A bit friendly there aren't you?"
He rested his chin on my shoulder and chuckled a little, "Yeah. But I like you so I'm going to be like this all I want."
I blushed when he said he liked me, "Oh really? Well I like you too Purdy."
Then he pulled me closer to him, "I claim you as my woman. Rave. I'm not a man who beats around the bush when it comes to something I want. What I'm saying, I want you to be mine. My girlfriend. Whaddya say?"
I nodded and kissed, "I'd like that. I'd like that a lot."

Notes

sorry it's so short guys. I feel like shit. More shittier than Justin Biebers music. I might update again tomorrow or next weekend. I hope you like this chapter. Anyway lemme just leave off with a word from a me.

No matter how much someone tries to hurt you. NEVER and I mean NEVER EVER fucking let their words get to you. They're not worth your pain or anger. And if you're going to hurt. Yourself because of them think of
Andy, how he just wants you to be happy. Imagine him taking the razor or lighter from your hand.
Or if you're about to purge think of CC,
Being there, in that bathroom with you, pulling you from that toilet, keeping your fingers from going down your throat. Holding you and whispering that it's going to be all right.
When you want to swallow those pills. Think of Ash,
Taking your pills from you, holding you and keeping you safe. Crying and Begging you never to try that again, telling you how much he loves you.
Or when you have that gun to your head think of Jake and Jinxx
Begging you to lower it, pulling it from you slowly, wiping away your tears.
When ever you feel the need to hurt yourself or if you want to kill yourself think of them, your saviors, how they want you to be happy and okay. To stay strong and never give it.

That was long but you guys get the message. Just if you're struggling with anything. I love you guys. Night. <3 :)

-CharChar