i was walking to a bridge when it started to rain.( amazing time to die.) i thought... i finally got to the bridge. i climed upon the railing and sat on it. i started to think.(if i fall i would surely die. nobody would care.) i didnt realze i started to cry."time to jump off the railing and hit the sharp rocks below."i said. and apperintally someone heard me."NO! DONT DO IT! PLEASE DONT JUMP OFF THAT RAILING!" the person yelled."CC! GET BACK HERE GOD DAMN IT!" a deeper voice yelled as i heard someone running."good bye world." i say. i stand up and just as i was about to jump someone grabbed me and pulled me off the railing."LET ME GO! I JUST WANT TO DIE!" i yell flailing my arms."no you dont! things will get better i promise. please." the voice said. the person then turned me aroung and gave me an extreamly long hug.i look up and see that it is CC from my favorite band. Black Veil brides. and the singer was running up to us with the rest of the band."your CC from........ from.. Black Veil Brides."i say wipeing my eyes."and ...and... the rest of the band..." i then started to cry ." oh dont cry.. now come with us... in to the buss and tell us everything." he said picking me up bridle style and walking inside. followed by the rets of the band." now why were you going to kill yourself?" CC asked and the retsof the guys looked shocked and consernd."umm wellmy life is a liveing hell! my parents hate me and abuse me i have no god damn friends, i self harm and i fucking starve myself because of what other people say!" lela says loudly and starts to cry." um CC we need to talk to her in the back room....now" jinxx and andy said,"and you need to come." they added. walking into the bunk area of the buss.me and CC followed closeing the door behind us."so to start. what is your name?" jinxx asked"My name is Hope young."i said hideing my face with my hands."hey now....no hideing." Andy said pulling my hands awayfrom my face and looking at my arms."what the? were are your cuts?" he asked looking worried. " my legs.....and sides." i started to cry."hey. dont worrywe wont be mad." CC said. andy then asked"may we see how much you starve yourself and your cuts?" i nodded and lifted my shirt to befor my bra. they gashped. CC looked like he was about to cry. i was so skinny that you could see my ribs."you need to eat some fucking food. now. Jinxx. go make a sandwitch and bring it here." he orderd jinxx. he left and andy looked at my scared sides. they were filled with old cuts new cuts and scares."im sorry." i start to cry. CCthen gave me a huge hug." hope..... everything will be ok. and do you have a razor with you? tell me the truth." i pulled it out of my pocket and gave it to CC.then jinxx walked back in with a sandwitch."Eat this right here right now." Jinxx said as he handed my the sandwitch.i ate it super fast."was that good?" andy asked. i nodded and pulled my pants legs up to show them my leg scares."ok do you have any other razors with you? we dont want you to get hurt." isighed and gave then the 2 i have in my socks."good now you lay down on my bunk and talke a rest." CC said putting me down on his bunck and covering me with a blanket.i instently fell asleep.

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