"Come on my little tiger." Said a giggling Andy as he bent down to pick me up. "Okie Dokie." I said. As he was carrying me up the stairs, I felt the medicine wearing off. As I was becoming more aware of what was going on, so was the pain in my ribs and leg. As Andy was about to lay me back down on the bed, I said "Wait, I need to use the bathroom." "Oh. Yeah sure. Here you go he said setting me down in the bathroom, just beside the toilet.

I managed to make it to the toilet and sat down on the seat. I looked on the side of the tub and saw a razor. I took it apart until I held the shiny blade in my hands. Just as I set it to my wrist I heard someone knocking on the door. "Hey are you ok in there." But before I could reply Andy opened the door and came in. "Give me that." He said taking away the blade.

Andy picked me up and carried me back to the bed. "Here since I know you can't get up, I'll be right back." He said opening the door. A few minutes later he came back through the door with the other four guys. They all sat down in front of me. "Why?" Andy asked looking disappointed. I just looked at him shocked. Really? He had to bring the other buys into this?!

"I don't know." I mumbled. "Look Melody we really need to know about your past. We can't just pretend you are injured for no reason. Something happened, and if we have to go back to your school to find out, we will. Said Andy. "No!" I yelled. That's when I decided I had to tell them.

"Ok. So here's the deal. I'm a cutter. Judge me, I know. My parents beat me and hate my guts. Most parents say I love you to their kids, mine just tell me what a waste and disgrace to the family I am." "That's horrible." Said Jake with a sad voice. "Ehh you get used to it." I said. "Everyday I go to school, and I do mean everyday, I get beat-up. Not just a punch hear or there, but like badly beaten. Luckily for me you guys showed up just in time. Because, I probably would have just laid there on the sidewalk until school was over, just for Chelsea and her click come back over and finish me off." We won't ever let that happen." Ashley said looking pretty ticked off.

"So yes I cut, but the way I look at it. I'm ugly and worthless anyway so why not add a couple scars?" I said. Andy came over to me and said "Never say stuff like that about yourself again. You are beautiful no matter what anyone else says." I just looked into his eyes feeling comforted. "Thanks." I said quietly. "Don't mention it." He said turning to the guys. "All right guys ask her your questions, and then get out. She needs some sleep."

"Ok. I'll start." Said Jake. "Have you ever tried to commit suicide?" Dang knew that one was coming. "Yes, a couple times." "How?" asked CC looking worried. "Well one time I thought I had cut deep enough, but I didn't. I also tried to jump off a bridge but then my dad drove up and grabbed me off the railing, he then took me home and beat me for being an Emo slut." "Dang." Said Ashley. And the last time I had a bottle of pills and Jack in my hands. Just as I was about to swallow them I..I..I can't. I'm s-sor-sorry." I started crying as the memory flooded back to me along with the pain I felt at the time. Like no one cared, like everyone just wanted me dead anyway so they would be better off and so would I. "Hey shh it's ok. Just try and finish." Andy said holding me in his arms and stroking my hair with his hands.

"O-ok. As I was about to swallow the pills, the song Savior came on. Then all of a sudden I just couldn't do it. I don't know what happened. In a way I was glad, but then I realized that since I was such as coward I would have to face the world again tomorrow." I finished looking up at the guys, meeting each of their eyes. "Hey you don't ever have to feel like that again." Said Jinxx. "You are beautiful, and it's time you start believing it." Said Andy. "But I don't know how." I said in an almost whisper. "Then we'll help you." said Ashley smiling back at me. "Thanks guys, sorry I've been giving you all such a hard time. I'm just scared and worried about having to go back home to my parents and back to school again." I said feeling slightly scared at the thought. "And I've also never had anyone in my life care for me." I said weakly. "Well know you have five people who love you." Said CC reaching out and giving me a hug.

"Ok. Bedtime for Melody." Said Andy playfully. All the guys stood up and left, but not before each of them gave me and hug and told me that they loved me, until Andy was the only one left in the room. "Here." he said laying one of his t-shirts on the bed next to me. along with a pair of his long basketball shorts. "Put those on while I go get you some different pain medicine. This one should help you sleep well too." He said leaving the room. Moments later he came back with two small pills and a glass of water in his hands. "Thanks." I said taking it.

When I was done I gave my glass back to him. "I like your outfit." He said smiling at me. "Thanks it's real comfy." I giggled at the thought of how fast I had changed, so he wouldn't get back before I was dressed. "Come on let's go to bed." He said. I laid down and he laid down right next to me. He put his arm around me securely and said "Mel?" "Yeah?" I said turning to face him. He reached down and grabbed my hands. One by one he started to kiss the scars on my wrist. As I felt the silent tears fall down my cheeks, he said "Promise me you won't do this anymore. Please?" He said sadly. "I promise." I said. He leaned down and kissed the top of my head, and said, "Goodnight my Angel. You are so beautiful."

Notes

Ok…long chapter!XD
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