"Babe are you okay? Im sorry, i know your not i just want to help" Ashley said. I sat up and faced him. "Im so sorry Ash" I cried. "Shh, it wasnt your fault, dont blame yourself" He said cuddling me. "I know its not appropriate but are we still working on the new aklbum John wants to know" Ashley smiled."Yes baby" I smiled. I didnt want to and didnt mean to but i stopped eating for a while. Ash would make me eat, im not anorexic, i just cant find the time to eat most of the time.

The week after i woke up one morning. "Babe i made you a fry up" Ash smiled. "Oh, okay" I smiled. I picked at the food eating bits. "When are we starting the album?" I asked. "Were meeting John in 2 hours" Ash smiled. "Kay" I giggled as Ash spilt flour everywhere. I got ready and sat in Ashleys car waiting. We didnt have to meet John for another hour but i liked sitting here alone, it gave me time to think.I put on the sterio and not the american average came on. Ash climbed in the car and kissed me.

We met John 10 minutes early. "Need to try writing the first song" He said. "What should it be based on?" He asked. "Maybe both our points of view about our relationship" I smiled. "Sounds good is it going to be a rock album?" He asked. "A bit of both, some songs rock, maybe one or two screamo then some slower songs." I smiled. "Do you want to feature anyone in the album?" He asked. "Maybe Jayy and Dahvie" I smiled. "I know it sounds like alot but could Ocean sing a line of a song" Ash asked. "Sounds good" I smiled.

"I was actually thinking we could do a cover of a song" I smiled. "What song?" Ash smiled. "Iris" I giggledas Ashley sneezed and fell off his chair. "Sounds good" John smiled. "Draft of 12 songs, one iris, one with Jayy and Dahvie and one with Ocean" John said. "Yeah" I smiled. "Are you using Black Veil Brides or Fallen Angels as backing instruments?" John asked. "Both in different songs" I smiled. "Black Veil Brides for Iris because Jinxx can play the piano" I smiled. John rang Black Veil Brides and they were on their way.

Jake played acoustic guitar and we recorded what we had up to know. "Are you wanting to make videos on any songs?" John asked. "A few of them" I smiled. "Ill get back to you, for now we are done" John smiled. Me and Ash walked out holding hands. Right outside the door Ash picked me up bridal style and kissed me. "I love you" He smiled. "I love you to" I smiled. He walked over to a small picnic set and we enjoyed a small picnic then went home and to bed.

I felt sort of bad that i hadnt texted Vic, so i text him.

me: Heyy :)
Vic: heya :D
me: You okay?:)
Vic:yeah, you?:)
me:good, but i have a song stuck in my head haha :)
Vic: whats that?:)
me:Bulletproof love :3
Vic:good song haha :)
me:wanna meet tomoz? Ash is at the studio and i dont wanna sit home alone
Vic: At the mall, hot topic, at 11?
me:Yeah!!:)
Vic:looking forward:)
me: Okay byeee :)

Notes

there, finally finished haha :)