Sometimes I Wish

There were people scattered around the room as I rushed to get to the camera to watch Andy in his interview. I promised him I'd be there after last night. Andy was going through his normal depression he's had for a few weeks now and I was working through it with him and promised I'd be here so we could go to a photoshoot for Kerrang Magazine after. Once I was next to the camera man I waved quickly to let Andy know I was there and his face lit up.

"So Andy, everyone knows that you've been in a relationship with Aria Ross for, well ever. How are you two doing?" The interviewer handed Andy the mic and Andy smirked.

"Well, Aria and I are doing great. I've been going through some personal things the last few weeks and she's been great at helping me think straight and keep my head in it's place," he smirked again and I smiled back at him. I really hope they don't call me out to talk to them. My hair is pulled into a really sloppy bun and I was wearing shorts with one of Andy's cut off shirts and some combat boots.

"What does Aria do again?"

"She works as an events manager and is the assistant touring manager for Black Veil Brides," he smiled again and kept looking at me. I decided to make a face at him and he chuckled a little.

"What's so funny?" The interviewer watched Andy.

"Oh nothing, just Aria there behind the camera," he smiled more and the interviewer looked over at me and got a mischievous grin and then motioned for me to come out by them.

"Well, why doesn't Aria come on out here?" Everyone around us cheered and I rolled my eyes before pulling my hair down and standing next to Andy. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and kissed my head.

"Hello Aria, how are you today?" The interviewer asked me and I shrugged.

"I got up like an hour ago so I think my day is going great," I chuckled and the interviewer laughed.

"So what is it like being a touring manager for Black Veil Brides?"

"It's a lot of fun. I've known everyone for a long time and I'm friends with them all so it makes my job easier,"

"So what exactly do you do?"

"I organize the bands appearances on talk shows, interviews, photo shoots, etc, but when they are on tour I am the one that keeps them all sane and keep them from freaking out too bad," I smiled and wrapped my arm around Andy's waist.

"You two have been in this relationship for what is it, six years now?"

"Seven years and three months," Andy chimed in and smirked.

"Well you've been together that long, are there any wedding bells in the future?"

"It's a possibility, but not right now, we're still figuring things out about our lives together and separate so, but it's a possibility," Andy explained and I smirked.

"Ok, everyone wants to know, what attracted you to Andy here?" The interviewer looked at me with expectant eyes and I shrugged.

"We've known each other since we were kids and Andy has always been the person I could talk to about anything. Somewhere in high school we developed feelings for each other and decided to begin dating and now we're here," I smiled and the interviewer laughed. Then he got serious.

"Now these next few questions were sent to us anonymously within the last few minutes, alright?" We both nodded and I looked at the camera.

"Ok, this is for Aria, you've said in the past that you dealt with depression, self harm, suicide attempt, the whole nine yards, you look good now, do you still get those haunting thoughts?"

"Well, that's a deep question, of course I still get those thoughts. Once a person become depressed and gets to that point of actually thinking that dying is better for the world those thoughts always stay with you. It's kind of something that attaches itself to your heart and stays. So yes, I still get thoughts here and there, but no, I do not act upon them, and Andy here can confirm that," I smiled up at Andy and he nodded.

"She gets the thoughts and talks to me about them, we get through it together," he smiled.

"Alright, well this question is for Andy, Andy, is Black Veil Brides new single Here and Now about Aria or is it just a song that was written?"

"Um, that song was written about Aria here, but originally I planned to not release that through BVB but rather through my side project Andy Black, but the guys liked the song so much we released it through BVB and yeah. It's written about our relationship and how much we've gone through to be here and now," he kissed my head again and the interviewer nodded while reading his notes.

"Alright, last question. It's for both of you, in the future you plan to get married, will you have kids as well?" He looked up at us and I looked at Andy.

"Um, I'm not sure about having kids but getting married sure," I looked at Andy more and he sighed.

"Ok, here's the fact, we want kids, we've talked about it multiple times. But we are not in a place now or in the near, or even in the long term future. We both have a few demons to catch and kill first, but we'll hopefully get there before we kill each other from all of our individual issues," Andy smirked and I chuckled while rolling my eyes.

"Ok, well that concludes this nice interview, thank you Andy, and Aria for answering our questions," the interviewer did the cut scene thing and we relaxed. Andy wrapped his other arm around me and hugged me quickly before planting his lips on mine.

"What's up Andy?" I asked him as we began walking towards the door.

"Nothing much, my thoughts are all positive today," he smiled and we walked outside and quickly got into my car before the fans could attack us.

"That's always a good thing. Let's go get this photo shoot done with. Can you text Ashley and make sure the guys are at the location?" I asked Andy and he nodded.

"That's fine," he smiled.

"Ok, tonight we are going out for dinner and then going back to the house and being lazy while watching movies," I declared and Andy chuckled.

"Whatever you say babe," I watched the road carefully as we drove down it, we're in a good place now, but I don't know how much longer this will last, it never does.

Notes

Yes, new chapter. I got this awesome idea from this awesome imagine thing on tumblr and I wanted to write this. I hope you like it. I think the next one is going to be more of the difficult past with Aria's depression. :)

~Dallas.