A Team

I looked behind me to see a girl with long blonde hair with her arms wrapped around Andy's neck.
"I take it that's the girlfriend?" I asked Andy
"Yes. I'm the girlfriend and you are?" She said glaring at me
"I'm Emily the girl your boyfriend kidnapped." I said shrugging and standing up.
Being a lady my age with my job you get a lot of dirty looks so her question and looks didn't bother me.
"Did you not get the text I sent you last night?" Andy asked
I didn't bother staying to see what she said back I started walking around the tent looking for someone to talk to.
"Hey what are you doing walking around by yourself?" Asked someone behind me.
I turned to see Ashley there with a slight smirk on his face.
"Bored, Andy's girlfriend showed up and she didn't seem happy that I was there so I left." I said shrugging
"So what if she didn't want you there she just needs to know that your not hooking up with Andy."
"Its fine I'm used to the looks. I'm not worried with it. I'm just going to head back to the bus. Thanks for trying Ashley." I said smiling softly and walked around him.
"Alright bye Emily." He said
I just waved behind my head not bother looking back. I started waking back to the bus not understanding why we didnt just walk in the first place it was not that far.
I walked onto the bus and walked to the couch. I sat down and looked around the room for something to do. Finding nothing laid back on couch closing my eyes.
fuck, I'm bored!" I said sighing
"Then do something." Said a bubbly voice that I knew to well inside my head.
"The hell you talking about being bored. Your at Warped Tour! Get up and do something!" Yelled the voice of Alexis in my head.
I sighed shaking my head.
'I must be going nuts if I'm talking to my dead best friend....' I rubbed my eye feeling my make up smear.
'My best friend is dead.... Alexis was dead-No Alexis was killed! Alexis was killed by the guy that I was whored out to. Alexis was killed because of me!'
{What's wrong with you?}
'Nothing....' I thought sighing
{You could have just told the bouncer to keep Jack from you.... But no you let it go on to keep getting money....}
'A girl as to eat! I need the money!'
{Its all your fault you know?}
'....No...'
{How could you do such a thing? Letting her die like that.... Just think of what Jack did to her before....}
'Shut up!'
{Why, am only saying what's true....}
'Get out of my head!' I though sitting up and shaking my head as if I could shake the thoughts away
{Why fight it? Your just wasting space here.... Andy dose not need you here. He didn't even know who you were...}
'I didn't know who he was at first.'
{Ah yes but he became what he always wanted, and where are you? A whore.}
'Its not like I wanted to be this....'
{But your no good at anything else are you? Your just a waste of space. I would say look at the bright side but I doubt even Alexis would want to be around you now}
'Shut up shut up shut up!!!'
I closed my eyes tightly and punched my left thigh knowing the scares that are there.
{Come on you know its for the best}
'No! I promised Andy I would stop.'
{Ah yes how long ago was that? Three years? I think your over do}
I got up from the couch and walked to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door behind me. I looked in the mirror as if I could trap all the bad thoughts in there.
I turned on the cold water on sink and washed all my make up off. I looked up in the mirror to see the ugly yellow brown mark covering my right eye and cheek.
'I wonder if anyone could see the mark threw the make up? If they did they hid it well.'
I softly touched my face it still being sore.

{Ugly whore.} Barked the voice of my father


FLASHBACK
16 year old me stood on my toes to get closer to the mirror in the bathroom to fix my eyeliner. I bit my lip and smiled looking at the light purple that faded into a smoking purple eye shadow with the best wing tip I have ever done. It covered all my eye lash line in a dark black making the light purple pop.
I smiled even bigger thinking of what Andy would say, he was after all the one that helped me do it the first time.
I quickly put all my make up in my room where my dad could not find it. I closed my door and started to walk down the small hallway that lead to the steps. I stopped half way down when the front door opened hitting the wall making a loud bang.
"Emily! Get your ass down here now!" Yelled my dad slamming the door shut
I knew he could see my feet so there was no since trying to hid. I walked down the steps keeping my head down.
"Look at me!"
I flinched at his words and very slowly looked up
"So its true then. Today my buddy Joey goes on about how he sees you walking around down town with some freak in all black and your have on enough make up on for ten whores! I, being the good loving daddy I am said that it had to be someone else, but I see that its true. So you like wearing this whore make up huh? You think your old enough to walk around with whoever you want?"
I didn't say anything not wanting to piss him off more
"Well I guess since your so big and bad now I will help you with a few things. First thing your make ups not dark enough hun."
Before I could do anything he grabbed my arm roughly and punched me as hard as he could in my left eye.
"Don't forget your other eye silly little girl." He said again punching me
Everything went black very quickly but I woke up just as quickly.
"Falling asleep while I'm trying to help you, well you are being very rude. Now for your next step." He said dragging me up the steps roughly by my arm.
"You want to be a whore well I'll show you how to be a whore." He said throwing me into his room and shutting the door behind him

After he was done with me he grabbed me by hair and dragged me to the bathroom with strength that he should not even have left. I was fighting with everything in me to stay awake let alone walking around.
He grabbed my face roughly and made me look in the mirror.
"Ah just what you wanted to be a ugly whore."

I snapped out of it to the sound of someone banging on the bathroom door.
"What?" I said shocked at how my voice cracked
I looked up and stepped back as far as I could. The mirror was broken and blood was running down the broken spot. I looked down at my right hand to see the side and some of the palm with a long and slightly deep cut.
"Are you okay in there? I thought I heard crying." Said the voice from the other side of the door
It was female but I don't know who it was.
"I'm fine, just hmm hit my foot on the door." I said as calmly as I could.
"Oh okay." They said walking away I think
I smiled at the clothes I had on before still in the floor. I quickly cleaned up the blood with them. I used a ripped a part of the shirt off and laid it on the counter. I turned the sink on and cleaned my head as best as I could with what I had. I quickly wrapped my hand up tightly and picked up the bloody clothes. I opened the door slowly and peeked out. I sighed when I didn't see anyone. I quickly walked to for now my bunk. I threw the blood clothes in it then crawled in after them. I bit my lip when I put presher on my hand but quickly got in the bunk and closed the curten behind me. I closed my eyes tightlt hoping a fell asleep quickly or something trying to not thing about how small a space this was.
I shook my head fighting the voices that were still there. I bit my lip holding back tears. I would not cry, I didn't want to cry over self pity. If I was crying anytime soon it would be the loss of a dear friend not because I hurt my hand, or because I could not deal with a voices that could not really hurt me. I didn't realize I was holding my breath or how long I was even holding it till I heard someone walk down the hall past my bunk.
"Hey Emily you awake?" Asked the voice of my old best friend.
"Y-yeah." I said kicking myself for my voice cracking.
"Hey are you okay?"
"Whoa what happen to the mirror?!" I heard CC from the bathroom
"What do you mean what dose it look like?" Said Ashley
"Come look at it I swear I didn't punch it but that's what it looks like happened."
I curled into a ball hiding my hand and the clothes between my legs and chest.
'PLease don't open the curtain' I chanted over in my head.
I'm 21 years old I'm to old to be having panic attacks, blacking out and punching mirrors. I could not start doing that again...
I closed my eyes tightly when I heard the curtain to the bunk open.
"Why don't you come out and talk to me. I would like to catch up with you. I know nothing about you now."
"Hey are you alright? You seem scared." Andy said touching my shoulder making me jump.
I again kicked myself when I did. 'Stop acting weird!' I yelled at myself.
"I'm fine you just- I didn't know you were there." I said turning my head to look back at him and made myself smile.
"Em... What happen?" He asked softly stroking my cheek.
'Why is he- Oh that's right I have had make up on every time he has seen my till now.' I thought forgetting about my cheek
"Its nothing. Just ran into a wall a while back you know how clumsy I can be at times." I said waving my hand.
"Emily!" Andy said grabbing my right hand quickly making pain shoot up my arm.
"Please don't tell." I said whimpering softly.
I have only been on tour with them a day and I have already broken something of theres.
Andy sighed laying my hand down and started to walk back down the hall.
I looked down holding back tears knowing that that was what he was going to do. Tell. What else could he do. Lie? As soon as they seen my hand they would know and its not like I could hid in my bunk till it healed.
I roughly rubbed my eyes not caring that it hurt and closed the curtain back. I pushed the bloody close to the foot of my bunk and curled back into a ball. I was shocked to hear the curtain opening again and a hand on my back pushing my closer to the wall. Before I could say anything Andy was already in my bunk, laying beside me with the curtain closed.
"Turn around." He said
It was odd, his voice was so much deeper and rougher then when he left. All the years of smoking and drinking made his more scratchy and dark. But even when he said something as short as "turn around" It was still soft and warm. I didn't feel like I was going to get yelled at as soon as he said it or that he was mad. He didn't sound happy, he just sounded like he was sad.
I turned around slowly not looking at him I kept my eyes on the clear first aid box laying between our chest.
"Want to tell me why you punched the poor helpless mirror?" Andy asked smiling softly at me as he made me look up at him.
"I wanted 7 years of good luck." I said biting my lip and not looking at his face
"I think that's bad luck Em." Andy said laughing softly and stroking my cheek with his thumb
"No its good luck." I said sticking my tongue out at him
"Whatever you say."
Andy moved his hand from my face down to my hand and slowly unwrapped the bloody cloth. I was shocked at how he just started to clean and re wrap the wound. I could not help but to watch the way his fingers moved softly on my hand it seemed as if he was not touching my hand at all but he was. His eyebrows stayed together the whole time he worked making him have cute little lines in his forehead.
'Cute? No nothing about Andy is cute! He is just a old friend from high school." I said- well lied to myself.
Andy would always be more then just a friend to me. He was my best friend, my shoulder to cry and lean on, my savior, he was my fallen angel.
"There done." Andy said ripping me from my thoughts.
"Oh umm thank you."
"No need to thank me its not like I have never done it before." He said smiling.
"Ah yes I did seem to get myself hurt a lot didn't I."
"So how have you been?" Andy said changing the topic
Made since why talk about my dark past, when there was I'm sure lighter topics to talk about.
And that's what we did we talk, we talked about every thing from the first time he played on a big stage to how I got into dancing at the club. To how he got his koala tattoo to, how I got wasted and got my pink car.
Both me and Andy were laughing when the curtain to my buck got pulled open by Danny.
"Well what are you two love- Oh I thought you were with your girl sorry man." Danny said patting Andy's arm.
"Hello to you to Danny." I said shaking my head and laughing softly.
"What's so funny?" Asked Ben popping up beside Danny.
From where? No idea.
"Just that Danny thinks that it was Andy and Juliet back here so he pulls the curtain back all fast but he says sorry because its me not Juliet. So dose that mean he would have not been sorry if it was Juliet?" I asked laughing louder so I covered my hand with my mouth forgetting that it was wrapped up.
"What happened to your hand?" Asked Ben and Danny.
"I got mad and punched the mirror." I said it like everyone dose that
"Why did you punch the mirror?"
"She wanted 7 years of good luck." Said Andy shrugging and turning over so he could face Danny and Ben.
"I can't see now!" I said pushing his back.
"Sorry." Andy said staying were he was.
"Fine I'll move." I said moving so my hand was on his arm and my chin was resting on the back of my hand. I moved my knees up to my chest tucking them between Andy's back and my chest. It most likely looked very uncomfortable but oddly enough I was comfy.
"Hey are we having a party in the hallway?" Asked CC stopping to stand beside Ben
"Yep wanna join." I said giggling
"Andy why are you in the bed with her?" Asked CC looking like a confused puppy.
"Because I kidnapped him to my bunk because I was bored." I said wrapping my arms around his arm tightly but not tight enough to hurt him. I bared my teeth and made a hissing nose like a cat guarding there pray or young
"Man she is nuts I like her." Danny said laughing.
He moved to the bunk across from us and sat down, while Ben and CC went back to the living room part or the bus.
"So what are you doing over here man?" Andy asked
"Well I came over to play games with CC and was going to ask You if you wanted to join us but clearly you cant leave."
"No, no he cant." I said sticking my tongue out at Danny but started laughing I could not help it, it was just funny.
I let go of Andy's arm and held my side still laughing.
"You can go play will Danny I'm just going to take a nap." I said pushing Andy's back playfully
I must have pushed to hard because I was shocked when he fell off the bunk.
I coved my mouth with my hand so I would not laugh. I put my head out of the bunk and looked down to see Andy laying on his belly on the floor.
"Are you okay?" I asked bitting my lip
"No." He moaned shaking his head.
I bit my lip and moved down out of the bunks crouching beside Andy I softly patted his head.
"Are you dead?"
All he did was nod and stick out his tongue and closed his eyes. I giggled and poked his cheek.
"What are we going to do with out Batman?" I said in a fake sad voice and shaking my head.
"I know I will go to the Joker."
"No you will not!" Andy said pinning me to the floor and started to tickly me
"Danny! Save me!" I said in between laughs.
"Say Batman is better then the Joker." Andy said not stopping
"No!" I said trying to getting away from his long fingers
"Say it." He slightly growled
"Batman is batter then....... Andy Biersack" I said still laughing
I laughed harder when I seen Andy's face. He looked hurt but I could tell from his eyes that he was faking.
I smiled and used that moment to get out of his grip and fun to the front of the bus.
"Hide me he is coming!"
I said hiding behind Ben that was standing in the kitchen.
"Is she drunk?" Asked Sammi that was sitting beside Jinxx on the couch as the door to the bus opened.
"Oh hey do guys know were Andy's at?" Asked Juliet as she closed the door behind her.
"He was in the hallway floor." I said pointing to the hall way as I moved from behind Ben
"Thanks." She said glaring at me
"What did I do?" I asked no one really when she walked into the back part of the bus
"She is always like that. She just needs to trust you then you will see that she is a nice person." Said Sammi smiling at me.
"Well I hope she dose I'm not found of being glared at." I said walking into the kitchen.
As soon as I did Jake walked on the bus.
"Hey they are moving up the show dates so I guess we are going to the next one tonight, they want all the bands back to there buses." He said walking into the bus with Ella behind him.
"I'll go tell Danny." I said walking past everyone and to the back of the bus.
I was shocked to find him sleeping in my bunk. I guessed that Andy and Juliet were in the back room since I didn't seen them any where.
"Hey do you care to tell Juliet to?" Asked Jake poking his head into the hallway.
"Sure" I said smiling back at him.
Oddly enough no one seemed to realiezed that my hand was wrapped or that Andy wrapped it. If they did they didn't act like it. I could not help but smile at the fact that no one seemed to look down on me. Well Juliet did seem to like me but I could understand were she was coming from. I'm a old friend of Andy's just showing up. For all she knows I could be his ex or something.
I shook my head at the thought. Andy dating me? Yeah right. Haha.
"Danny wake up." I said poking his arm softly.
I was not shocked when I did get nothing out of him.
"Ben!"
"What?"
"I think Danny died." I said shaking his arm.
"Why do you say that?" He asked walking up behind me.
"He is all sleepy in my bed. I would like my bed back." I said like a little kid.
Maybe it was the fact that I lose some blood with pouching the mirror but I just some how felt really clam and relaxed around everyone here. I don't know if that was a good thing or not. I didn't want to make bonds with everyone. I didn't even know if I was going to stay with them or leave yet.
"Danny." Ben said in a high pitched voice right beside Danny's ear.
"Fuck off." Danny mumbled in his sleep and pushed at Ben but he ended up hitting my face.
"Ow!" I said holding my cheek.
As soon as I spoke he sat up straight and hit his head on the top of the bunk, making me and Ben bust out laughing.
"Shut up." Danny said moving to get out of the bunk making me and Ben move out of the way.
"Aww are you okay Danny?" I asked when he was standing in front of me.
"I'm fine love the question is are you okay? Sorry about that by the way I thought you were Ben."
"Clearly and yeah I'm okay just now I know to never wake you up again." I said moving my hand off my cheek laughing
"Yeah so why did you wake me up?"
"Ben will tell you I have to go tell Juliet before I forget." I said waving at Danny and Ben then walking around them.
I walked to the back room and knocked on the door hoping that they were not having sex.
"Come in." said Andy.
I sigh and open the door to see Andy and Juliet sitting on the couch talking.
"Hey Jake said something about the dates being moved and all the bands have to go to there bus because we are leaving tonight or something like." I said sounding confused. Which I was. I have never been on tour I didn't know how it all worked. That was never my thing I was into.
"We will be out in a minute." Juliet snapped at me as she moved to sit closer to Andy.
"Okay just wanted to let you know." I said smiling back at her then closing the door back.
I moved back to my bunk and quickly crawled in. I closed the curtain and covered up. I curled into a ball and closed my eyes hoping I fell asleep quickly and that I don't have any nightmares tonight.

Notes

So what do you think? Please tell me. I don't really know if I should keep writing this I mean do you like it? Do you think I should add something or take something away? How do you like having the guys from Asking Alexandria in this chapter? Do you more of them or less? Do you think I'm being to mean to Juliet? Should I make her nicer or meaner. I mean this is a Andy love story so she is going to leave the story sooner or latter but would you rather have it sooner then latter or what? How are you liking Emily? Too weird? Please give me some feed back. I would really love to get comments from you guys. I know I don't post a lot and I really am sorry for that I just. I write and it never seems good enough so I never post it. Not trying to be all sad or anything. So Anyways I really hope you liked it and I'm sorry if anything is miss spelled or worried wrong or don't make any since. If it done thing comment or message me and I will do my best to tell you what I was trying to write. Anyways bye my loves :)