I walked into the club threw the back way wearing ( http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=100786413 ) and went to Tina. Tina kinda runs the club well the part I work in at lest.

"What do you got for me?" I asked flicking my head to the side to get my hair out of my face.

"Oh well lets see." Tina said looking threw the book that she always has with her. "Looks like you have dancing at the bar till three then whatever you can get between then and five then Jack is picking you up at closing."

"Ugh not him again.... He better be happy he pays good money." I said taking my jacket off.

I walked over to the lockers and put my jacket in mine.

I walked out of the back room to start my four hours of dancing.

When I was done with that I went to the back and touched up my hair and make up. On my way out I ran into Alexis.

"Hey where have you been? You didn't come home last night."

"Oh yeah about that. Me and the guys from Asking Alexandria had a few drinks that's night and I fell asleep in there hotel room." Alexis said biting her cheek and not looking me in the eye

"You had sex with one of them didn't you?"

"N-no"

"Alexis you are 22 years old you can fuck who ever the hell you want to. I don't care what you do." I said smiling and patting her on the arm lightly.

"Really? Your not mad?"

"Why would I be mad. You told me you would want to fuck one of them if you had the chance so I'm not mad. I just want to know who you did it with."

"Danny... and Ben..." Alexis said blushing

"At the same time?"

"Not a first but yeah kinda."

"Your hopeless" I said laughing slightly and walking around her to walk out the back door, that opened to the parking lot for people that worked here. I don't use it that much though I don't know why.

I walked to my car and opened the door. I always left it unlocked since I know there is nothing in here to steal. I would rather someone just opened the door for nothing them have to fix a broken window for them trying to find nothing.

I sat in the front seat I didn't bother closing the door and opened up my glove box and grabbed my box of cigarettes and my black lighter.

I used to hate smoking but here lately I have been doing it more and more.

I lit one and sighed feeling the smoke fill my lungs. I leaned back in my seat and started playing with my necklace remembering the first time I ever smoked.

Flashback

I was sitting at the park on a swing waiting for my best friend to show up.

I felt warm hands cover my eyes and some ones breath on my ear.

"Guess who?" Sais someone with a high pitch scratchy voice

"Hi Andy" I said smiling

"How did you know it was me?" Andy asked in his normal voice sitting in the swing beside me, after letting go of my face.

"As weird as it may sound your smell and plus you have done that do me how many times now?"

"A lot but you knew it was me the first time I did it."

"Yeah but I really was just guessing then." I said playing with the batman necklace around my neck.

Andy gave it to me for my 13th birthday last year. I have not took it off since.

"But- Never mind, how did my smell give it away? Do I stink or something?"

"No you don't stink you just smell like smoke. But its not a bad smell." I said giggling

"Oh okay then." Andy said getting up and standing in front of me.

"Want to go for a walk?"

"Sure." I said smiling and standing up.

Andy grabbed my wrist lightly and pulled me down the sidewalk

"May I asked where we are going?" I asked once he let me go and started walking beside me.

"No where just going for a walk." Andy said pulling a box of cigarettes and a lighter out of his back pocket.

Andy opened the box and brought it up to his mouth, pulling a cigarette out of the box with his teeth. He lit the cigarette but didn't put the box or the lighter away.

"Want one?" Andy asked holding the box out to me

"Andy you ask me that ever time you smoke when we are together and I always so no. Why do you keep asking?"

"Because I'm nice and plus you have never tried one, so when you do try one I want to be around to see it. So I can see if you like them or not."

"If I try one will you stop asking me to take one ever time you smoke?"

"Yes." Andy said smiling , knowing that he won.

"Fine give me one." I said rolling my eyes and holding out my hand

"Here." Andy said handing me the one that he just lit.

He put the box and lighter back in his pocket.

I took it from him holding it between my first finger and thumb. I brought it to my mouth and inhale. I quickly started coughing pulling the cigarette from my mouth trying to stop coughing.

"Now I see why your voice is so rough. That was not fun at all. My throat burns" I asked making Andy laugh.

I smacked his arm and tried to hand him back the cigarette.

"No keep it. Your going to try this again but this time your going to do it the right way." Andy said pushing my hand slightly

"There is not a right way to smoking is just breathing in." I said

"No there is and the right way wont make you cough up a lung." Andy said taking the cigarette from me and taking a drag off of it.

I watched as he blew the smoke out of his mouth then he flicked the end with his thumb making the ash fall off the tip.

"Now inhale the smoke slowly this time but not all the way, hold it in your mouth for a moment as you take the cigarette out of your mouth. When you take it out then inhale all the way, then exhale." Andy said handing me the cigarette.

"Fine but if I start coughing like that again I'm never smoking again." I said taking the cigarette from him and trying to do what he said.

I didn't start coughing but my lungs felt like they were on fire and it left a really weird taste in my mouth. I kind of liked it though.

"See its not as bad if you know what your doing." Andy said smiling

End of flashback

After I was done with my cigarette I threw it on the ground and stepped on it. I got out of the car and closed the door behind me. I walked back to the club. I opened the door and Tina ran up to me as soon as I walked in.

"Where did you go? I was looking every where for you."

"I went out for a smoke why, what do you need me for?"

"You have a client in room 2."

"Alright, so what is he wanting?"

"He didn't say. But go easy on this one, he seemed a little scared or something."

"Alright then." I said walking down the hall and up the stairs, to the room that had the 2 on it.

I opened it to see a man around my age. He had deep green eyes and blond almost white hair. He didn't say anything but he looked up when I walked in. I smiled at him and closed the door and walked over to him. He was sitting on the bed looking down at his lap. I got on the bed beside him and lightly touched his shoulder making him jump slightly.

"I'm Rebel, what's your name?" I said softly

"Jacob."

"That's a nice name. I like it! So why are you here you don't seem like the type to be in a place like this."

"I uh... I umm... I wanted to ya know...." Jacob said blushing

"Have sex?"

"Yeah.... But I have... well I have never done it before and I wanted to...umm.. do it with someone that.. ugh... knew what they were doing."

"I don't really think your first time should be with someone you don't know." I said softly.

"Please. I have paid and everything if that's what your worried about." Jacob said looking up and tightly grabbing my wrist.

He went from shy sweet guy to scary crazy guy in the blink of an eye. He pulled my closer to him and tried to kiss me. I quickly put my hand in the way.

"Okay, but you have to follow my one rule and that is no kissing. Understood?"

"Yeah whatever will you just show me what to do already?"

"Right." I said starting to kiss up his neck.


After Jacob left I stood up and walked into the bathroom that came with all four rooms that were had in the club. There was bathrooms for people dancing and stuff, but there was full bathrooms back here. I don't know why but I was glad I could always clean up after.

After I was clean I dried off, put my clothes back on, grabbed the three hundred dollar tip he left me off the nightstand and walked out the room. I walked down the stairs to bump into Tina.

"Ow, oh hey so how did it go?" Tina asked helping me not fall down the last two steps.

"Fine. I mean sex is sex right? Oh and that dude was not scared, far from it. He tried to pull the sweet guy act on me at first but I think he got bored quickly." I said walking down the steps and to my locker.

I opened it to get my make up bag but seeing that it was 4:55 I didn't bother. I grabbed my jacket and walked out into the dance floor part of the club. There was not really many people left. Maybe 20 at the most, half were at the bar drinking and they other hair was to drunk to care what music was playing. I smiled. I quickly walked over to the DJ Rick.

"Hey Rebel." He said using my stage name.

"Hey, do you think you can play something to put me in a better mood? Maybe something that has a slight rock feel to it please?" I asked stickling my bottom lip out

"I got just the thing for you. Its a cover though." He said smirking

"Even better." I said smiling.

I always loved that Rick used cover as well. Giving artists that people have never heard of the chance to be played in a big club. Rick turned his back to me messing with the laptop of his and soon after drums started blasting threw the speakers I giggled when the singers deep voice ran threw my ears. I loved this song. I didn't know who did the cover of it but I love the singers voice. This song even though it was about sex could calm me down just by the sound of his voice.

"Aww Rick you picked my favorite." I said smiling at him and jumping up on the nearest table.

I was still on the clock so if I wanted to dance it had to be on a pole. I was fine with that though. I few people walked over to me as the second voice started. I could not help but start singing along.

She don't like slavery, she won't sit and beg

But when I'm tired and lonely she gives me head

I said, what sets you free and brought you to me, babe

What sets you free, I need you here by me, because



In the midnight hour, she cried more, more, more

With a rebel yell she cried more, more, more

In the midnight hour babe more, more, more

With a rebel yell she cried more, more, more



He lives in his own heaven

Collects it to go from the seven eleven

Well, he's out all night to collect a fare

Just as long, just as long it don't mess up his hair



I walked the world, with you, babe

A thousand times, with you

I dried your tears, of pain, babe

A million times, for you



I'd sell my soul, for you, babe

For money to burn, with you

I'd give you all, and have none, babe

Just to, just to, just to, just to, to have you here by me, because



In the midnight hour, she cried more, more, more

With a rebel yell she cried more, more, more

In the midnight hour babe more, more, more

With a rebel yell she cried more, more, more

More, more, more!



Ooh yeah, little baby

She want more

More, more, more, more, more!

Ooh yeah, little angel

She want more

More, more, more, more, more!

By the time the song was over every one that was watching me had to leave because of closing. I was slightly out of breath when I got off the table. I started to pick up the few dollars that some old man left me they turned out to be two tens and a fifty. I put then in my bra and started to walk to the front of the club. I walked out the door to see Jack's car pull up. I walked up to it and got in. When I shut the door Jack ran his hand threw my still slightly damp hair.

"Did you take a shower?" He said griping my hair tightly pulling it back, making my head it the back of the seat hard.

"Yes." I said as clam as I could.

"Good. Your learning I like a clean bitch." He letting go of my hair and laying his hand on my thigh as he started to drive away from the club.

He didn't take me back to his place like he did ever time. Instead he took my to a really nice hotel.

"Wow." I said getting out of the car.

"Yeah. Wow's right. You better be good tonight I payed good money for this place and for you." He said getting a bag out of the back seat.

All I did was nod following him to our room.

We were on the fourth floor. Our room had a nice big bed with blue covers and white sheets. There was a small bar in the right hand corner and the bathroom was across the room from that. There was a big flat screen TV hanging on the wall over the dresser.

"Shall we get started?" Jack asked softly kissing my neck and shoulder after taking my jacket off letting it fall to the floor.

Again I just nodded letting him do whatever he wanted.


Quickly after he was done he fell asleep. I again got up and took a shower but this time I washing everything twice. I hate my job. At first it was just dancing that didn't bother me then it was striping down to underwear again it didn't really bother me that bad then it was striping to being naked. I didn't like it but I got bigger tips and I really need the money. Soon after I met Alexis and she showed me how to block everything out with doing drugs or drinking. We quickly became good friends and moved in together. We were lucky to have a nice apartment. But even know with how much we work we still don't pay everything. Some mouths we have to got with put power or something like that we always get are rent paid though. That's when I started to do more then just dance. We have fine now. I hate my job even more now though. I always thought my first time would mean something. Guess not...

After I was dressed again I sat on the bed and turned on the TV knowing it would not wake Jack up. It was on the news, I was about to change it when the pitcher on the screen caught my eye. I knew that face. I knew that face as much as I knew mine. Alexis's face was on the screen. I turned it up since it was on mute.

"The body of 22 year old Alexis Walker was found a hour ago in her apartment. Neighbors called saying they heard screaming. When the police got there Alexis's body was in pieces in what we are guessing her bed room. The elderly couple claim to have seen a man with this description in the picture here to be leaving the scene shortly after they heard the screams." The news lady said showing a drawing that just with a different nose and slightly bigger eyes could be the man I just slept with.

I jumped feeling arms warp around my middle.

"You were not meant to see that." Jack said kissing my neck and taking my necklace between his teeth

"Why do you always have this on? Dose it mean something to you?"

"Why did you do it?" I said trying to stay calm

"She was going to tell on me for what you said I do to you. I don't hurt you do I baby? You love me right?" He said kissing down my arm, picking up my hand to kiss my fingers

"Do I?" He asked tightening his grip on my hand.

"No, never." I said quickly smiling

"Don't lie to me." He said smacking me

I fell off the bed holding my stinging cheek.

"You know I hate liars! Why do you lie to me when you know I hate it? I think its time to teach you what happens to liars!" He yelled at me

He picked me up and threw me on the bed. He claimed on top of me and pined me to the bed. He leaned over and grabbed the bag he brought in from the car. He pulled out rope, a knife and a whip.

I tried to push him off but he would not move. He was a lot bigger and stronger then me.

He rape me for hours. He put a sock in my mouth so I could not scream he tied me to the bed so I could not move. He beat, cut, whip me over and over again.

After hours of this he finely fell asleep. At first I just laid there and cried not know what else I could do. I then realized that the knife he used was close to my hand. I tried to reach it but all I could do was barely touch it with my finger tips. I tried again making my wrist hurt but I had to get out of here. Finley after rubbing my wrist till it started to bleed I got ahold of the knife. I started to cut the ropes. I kept looking over at Jack to make sure he was awake. After I cut threw the rope I quickly started cutting my over wrist free. I smiled when it finely cut threw. I pulled the sock out of my mouth and got off of the bed slowly happy that he didn't tie my feet down.

I locked myself in the bathroom taking the knife with me and once again got dressed. I slowly opened the door happy to see that Jack was still sleeping. I quickly out the door. I slipping the knife up the sleeve of my jacket and started to walk down the hallway. I was holding my shoes in my hand incase I needed to started running.

The lights in the hallway started to fade in and out and the room started spinning. I looked down to see the front of my shirt starting to get darker. I didn't realize he cut me that bad. I didn't want to but I could not hold myself up any longer. I felt myself falling. I walked over to the wall and tried to hold myself up all I did was fall on a door. My shoes hit the door making to loud thumbs I could slightly see Jack walking up the hallway. I tried to see up but I couldn't I tried to scream but my voice would not make a noise. I just closed my eyes hoping that I died before he got to me. I felt myself falling again and I could hear I think someone talking. I don't know if that was it was though it felt like I had my head underwater for to long. It was pounding and my heart was racing. With my last bit of strength I lifted my hand to touch my necklace. Trying to find some comfort from the only thing that could make me feel safe.

Notes

Song is not mine it is Rebel Yell by Billy Idol and covered by Black Veil Brides. Sorry I have not updated I have been really sick all week. I promise to start updating more though. I really hope you like it thank you so much for reading and I'm sorry is anything is miss spelled or worded wrong or just don't make no since.