When Darkness Is All You See
I Would Die For You
When we arrived at the hotel, Jinxx said he forgot something and took off. He probably forgot his bag. Andy led me back up to our room and we showered again. After our shower I stepped out and looked at myself in the mirror. I felt disgusting. I guess Andy could read minds because the second I thought that, he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered into my ear.
"Thank you," I replied as I turned to face him.
"Wear something nice tonight," he hesitated, a small smile playing on his lips.
"Okay?"
"I gotta go help Jinxx with something," he said putting on his boxers and Batman pajamma bottoms.
I shrugged it off and watched as Andy walked out of our room. I dug through my bag looking for something nice. There it is. The one dress I had and it had to be short and strapless. Great, I'd be sure to hear it from Ashley.
I looked for Andy's bag, wanting to borrow his straightener but it was missing. Feeling the need to hurry, I grabbed mine and my makeup bag and went to the bathroom. Still clad in a towel I plugged the straightener into the wall and, while waiting for it to heat up, focused on my make up. I put on some light grey eyeshadow, black eyeliner on my bottom water lines, and some mascara. Once I was satisified with my face, I pulled the straightener through each small section of my blonde hair. It wasn't pin straight but it was straight.
I walked back into the bedroom and dropped the towel to the floor. I looked at my strapless blood red dress and instantly got nervous. I wasn't sure why, Andy had already made love to me so what's there to be nervous about? I went to my bag and pulled out a black, lace, strapless bra and panties to match. I slid them on and unzipped the back of my dress. When I slid it on I realized I couldn't zip it. I heard a knock at my door and poked my head out to see it was Jinxx and he was alone.
"Is everything okay?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah, well...actually no," I stuttered. "Come inside."
"Wow!" Jinxx said, stepping into my room. "You look beautiful."
"Thank you. Can you help me zip up the back?" I asked turning and moving my hair out of the way.
"Haha, sure," he laughed as he zipped it up. "All set kid. I brought you something from Andy," he said reaching into the inner pocket of his blazer
"What is it?"
"This," he said holding out his hand. In his palm lay a thin, silver chain with a charm attached to it. The charm was a raven. A black bird, my nickname.
"It's beautiful!"
"It's real silver," Jinxx explained, putting the necklace on me, "Andy wanted to give you something nice for how nice you are to him and all of us."
"He's very symbolic isn't he?"
"You have no idea!" he laughed. "Just wait til....never mind. You almost ready?"
"Yeah? Let me put on my heels," I said running to my room and grabbing my black heels out of my bag. "Okay, I'm ready."
"Those heels make you like, 5'11."
"Good," I laughed, "almost Andy's height. By the way, why are you so dressed up?"
He didn't answer. He hooked his arm with mine and led me down the stairs. Walking into the parking lot, I noticed a large white limo. Was this from Andy? Was it for Andy? Jinxx held the door open for me so, I got in while Jinxx got in the driver's seat and drove off. There was a bouquet of white roses and a card in the seat next to me.
The card said: "The writings on the wall. Your crimson touch is going nowhere. And I'll hang on every word you said. And sink my teeth into this nightmare. I'm screaming out. Can you hear me? I bleed for you. Forever I will lie awake, I would die for you! I see the truth. I've given you my heart to break, I would die for you! I love you so much Kaitlyn. You mean the world to me. I hope you like your surprise. Love Andy."
God, this man was a romantic, I fought to hold back my tears of joy. I was so excited that I asked Jinxx to step on it. He refused, so I had to be patient. About an hour had passed and we pulled into the parking lot of a very fancy resturaunt near a park. I went to open my door but Andy opened it for me. He was wearing black dress pants, a white button up dress shirt, a thin black tie, and a black blazer.
"Ma'am," he chuckled holding out a hand for me. I took it and got out of the limo. "Did you like the flowers?" Andy asked holding the resturaunt door open for me.
"I did," I smiled, "but I liked the card a little better."
"I figured you would. Hey, you're wearing the necklace."
"Of course I am. I love it."
"You do?" he asked pulling my chair out for me.
"Yes," I replied scooting in.
As we sat at our table I realized there was nobody in the building. Where was everyone?
"Andy..." I trailed off, looking for people.
"Hmm?" he asked raising his eyebrow and giving me the famous Biersack smirk.
"Where is everyone?"
"I know the owners, I asked them to close for tonight. They agreed since they were friends of my parents. I did this just for you."
"All of this?"
"Yeah, I told you that you mean the world to me. Forever I will lie awake, I would die for you." Andy quoted his own song. How was I so fortunate to have him?
"Evening sir, evening ma'am," said a firmiliar voice. "My name is Christian Coma and I will be your server this evening. Here are your menus and I will be back shortly with your drinks." He said walking away.
"I had the guys help me too," explained Andy, "Jake and Ashley are the chefs. Jinxx is going to be here some time with a violin."
"Andrew Dennis Beirsack," I said with my mouth agape.
"What?" he laughed at his full name.
"You didn't have to do all of this."
"Did I not say that I wanted to take you on a proper date? By the way, your 19 right?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Alright, I had CC get us some wine. You can have some but not a lot. I don't want you getting drunk on our first date. I also don't want you getting drunk within a 500 mile radius of Ashley!" he laughed.
"Yes sir," I mocked making him blush.
Dinner went well. Andy and I talked and laughed. I felt normal when I was with him. I didn't feel scared. I was so happy to just see him across the table. About an hour had past and we finished our meal. Andy took my hand and brought me outside, leading me to the park.
When we reached a bridge going over a creek, Andy used his tie as a blind fold and tied it over my eyes. He held my body right next to his and I walked along with him. Suddenly, he stopped and let go of me. I guess that was my cue to take the blind fold off.
When I removed the tie from my face, I saw Andy standing infront of me and behind him I saw the guys with their guitars, violins, and drums. They were in a large gazeebo that had lights dangling from the cieling. Andy held out a hand and lead me into the gazeebo. He placed one hand on the small of my back and pressed our bodies closer and the guys began playing music. I recognized the song as Die For You.
About two minutes into our dance I was crying. I hoped Andy didn't notice but that was not the case.
"What's wrong gorgeous?" he asked looking concerned.
"I'm just so happy," I said looking up at him through teary eyes. "I never knew how it felt to be loved."
"Now you do?"
"Andy, I don't feel love. I feel happiness, comfort, love, and so much more. Thank you so much for loving me Andy. I love you," I smiled and kissed him softly.
"I love you more," Andy said holding out a small square box with a ring inside. It was silver with a single ruby in the middle. "It's a promise ring. I bought it with the necklace. It's also real silver," he chuckled placing it on my ring finger on my left hand.
"A-Andy it's so beuatiful. Thank you."
"Of course," he said taking my hand walking me back to the limo.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered into my ear.
"Thank you," I replied as I turned to face him.
"Wear something nice tonight," he hesitated, a small smile playing on his lips.
"Okay?"
"I gotta go help Jinxx with something," he said putting on his boxers and Batman pajamma bottoms.
I shrugged it off and watched as Andy walked out of our room. I dug through my bag looking for something nice. There it is. The one dress I had and it had to be short and strapless. Great, I'd be sure to hear it from Ashley.
I looked for Andy's bag, wanting to borrow his straightener but it was missing. Feeling the need to hurry, I grabbed mine and my makeup bag and went to the bathroom. Still clad in a towel I plugged the straightener into the wall and, while waiting for it to heat up, focused on my make up. I put on some light grey eyeshadow, black eyeliner on my bottom water lines, and some mascara. Once I was satisified with my face, I pulled the straightener through each small section of my blonde hair. It wasn't pin straight but it was straight.
I walked back into the bedroom and dropped the towel to the floor. I looked at my strapless blood red dress and instantly got nervous. I wasn't sure why, Andy had already made love to me so what's there to be nervous about? I went to my bag and pulled out a black, lace, strapless bra and panties to match. I slid them on and unzipped the back of my dress. When I slid it on I realized I couldn't zip it. I heard a knock at my door and poked my head out to see it was Jinxx and he was alone.
"Is everything okay?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah, well...actually no," I stuttered. "Come inside."
"Wow!" Jinxx said, stepping into my room. "You look beautiful."
"Thank you. Can you help me zip up the back?" I asked turning and moving my hair out of the way.
"Haha, sure," he laughed as he zipped it up. "All set kid. I brought you something from Andy," he said reaching into the inner pocket of his blazer
"What is it?"
"This," he said holding out his hand. In his palm lay a thin, silver chain with a charm attached to it. The charm was a raven. A black bird, my nickname.
"It's beautiful!"
"It's real silver," Jinxx explained, putting the necklace on me, "Andy wanted to give you something nice for how nice you are to him and all of us."
"He's very symbolic isn't he?"
"You have no idea!" he laughed. "Just wait til....never mind. You almost ready?"
"Yeah? Let me put on my heels," I said running to my room and grabbing my black heels out of my bag. "Okay, I'm ready."
"Those heels make you like, 5'11."
"Good," I laughed, "almost Andy's height. By the way, why are you so dressed up?"
He didn't answer. He hooked his arm with mine and led me down the stairs. Walking into the parking lot, I noticed a large white limo. Was this from Andy? Was it for Andy? Jinxx held the door open for me so, I got in while Jinxx got in the driver's seat and drove off. There was a bouquet of white roses and a card in the seat next to me.
The card said: "The writings on the wall. Your crimson touch is going nowhere. And I'll hang on every word you said. And sink my teeth into this nightmare. I'm screaming out. Can you hear me? I bleed for you. Forever I will lie awake, I would die for you! I see the truth. I've given you my heart to break, I would die for you! I love you so much Kaitlyn. You mean the world to me. I hope you like your surprise. Love Andy."
God, this man was a romantic, I fought to hold back my tears of joy. I was so excited that I asked Jinxx to step on it. He refused, so I had to be patient. About an hour had passed and we pulled into the parking lot of a very fancy resturaunt near a park. I went to open my door but Andy opened it for me. He was wearing black dress pants, a white button up dress shirt, a thin black tie, and a black blazer.
"Ma'am," he chuckled holding out a hand for me. I took it and got out of the limo. "Did you like the flowers?" Andy asked holding the resturaunt door open for me.
"I did," I smiled, "but I liked the card a little better."
"I figured you would. Hey, you're wearing the necklace."
"Of course I am. I love it."
"You do?" he asked pulling my chair out for me.
"Yes," I replied scooting in.
As we sat at our table I realized there was nobody in the building. Where was everyone?
"Andy..." I trailed off, looking for people.
"Hmm?" he asked raising his eyebrow and giving me the famous Biersack smirk.
"Where is everyone?"
"I know the owners, I asked them to close for tonight. They agreed since they were friends of my parents. I did this just for you."
"All of this?"
"Yeah, I told you that you mean the world to me. Forever I will lie awake, I would die for you." Andy quoted his own song. How was I so fortunate to have him?
"Evening sir, evening ma'am," said a firmiliar voice. "My name is Christian Coma and I will be your server this evening. Here are your menus and I will be back shortly with your drinks." He said walking away.
"I had the guys help me too," explained Andy, "Jake and Ashley are the chefs. Jinxx is going to be here some time with a violin."
"Andrew Dennis Beirsack," I said with my mouth agape.
"What?" he laughed at his full name.
"You didn't have to do all of this."
"Did I not say that I wanted to take you on a proper date? By the way, your 19 right?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Alright, I had CC get us some wine. You can have some but not a lot. I don't want you getting drunk on our first date. I also don't want you getting drunk within a 500 mile radius of Ashley!" he laughed.
"Yes sir," I mocked making him blush.
Dinner went well. Andy and I talked and laughed. I felt normal when I was with him. I didn't feel scared. I was so happy to just see him across the table. About an hour had past and we finished our meal. Andy took my hand and brought me outside, leading me to the park.
When we reached a bridge going over a creek, Andy used his tie as a blind fold and tied it over my eyes. He held my body right next to his and I walked along with him. Suddenly, he stopped and let go of me. I guess that was my cue to take the blind fold off.
When I removed the tie from my face, I saw Andy standing infront of me and behind him I saw the guys with their guitars, violins, and drums. They were in a large gazeebo that had lights dangling from the cieling. Andy held out a hand and lead me into the gazeebo. He placed one hand on the small of my back and pressed our bodies closer and the guys began playing music. I recognized the song as Die For You.
About two minutes into our dance I was crying. I hoped Andy didn't notice but that was not the case.
"What's wrong gorgeous?" he asked looking concerned.
"I'm just so happy," I said looking up at him through teary eyes. "I never knew how it felt to be loved."
"Now you do?"
"Andy, I don't feel love. I feel happiness, comfort, love, and so much more. Thank you so much for loving me Andy. I love you," I smiled and kissed him softly.
"I love you more," Andy said holding out a small square box with a ring inside. It was silver with a single ruby in the middle. "It's a promise ring. I bought it with the necklace. It's also real silver," he chuckled placing it on my ring finger on my left hand.
"A-Andy it's so beuatiful. Thank you."
"Of course," he said taking my hand walking me back to the limo.
Omg I've been reading this for two weeks! I fugging love this story!!!!!! Can't wait for more!
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