-----KAITLYN'S POV-----

It's been about three weeks since Paul attacked me and we were now in England, still on tour. It was comforting to know Paul was in prison. Although, I still had night mares about the incident. I dreamt he was beating me then chasing me with his car and I was tossing and turning in my sleep. I felt hands grab mine and I sat up, my eyes shot open. I looked to see Andy holding my hands with a worried expression on his face. I hugged him tight, ignoring the soreness in my side.

"Shh," he calmed me, rubbing my back. "It was just a dream baby. It's okay, he can't hurt you anymore."
"Andy," I sighed, calming down, "I'm scared. Will you sleep here with me?"
"Alright, let me go grab the pillows from my bunk."

He ran out to his bunk, leaving the door open. I saw Meaghan talking to Jinxx who was holding a note pad and pen. They were laughing and evrytime they spoke, Jinxx would scribble something.

Andy smiled and shut the door of the bunk area so I couldn't see what they were doing. Darn my curiousity. Andy grabbed his blanket and pillows and joined me in the back lounge which had been turned into my room. I needed a comfortable space to relax.
I layed back down and folded my hands on my stomach, patiently waiting for Andy to join me. He laughed at the smile on my face and threw a pillow next to me. I closed my eyes and felt the weight of the bed shift. I opened my eyes to see Andy hovering over me. He kissed my forehead, my nose, my lips, my neck. He reached my brace and I heard a sigh come from him. Andy hovered his face back over mine and looked at me with sorrow. Suddenly, his warm lips were molding against mine.

This kiss was hard, passionate. I tangled my fingers in his hair and felt him get closer to me. Andy then placed his hands on my hips and pulled me closer to his growing errection. He started nibbling on my neck and grinding against my heated crotch. I moaned softly and Andy groaned. I felt Andy start to kiss and nibble the top of my right breast as he continued grinding on me. I softly moaned at the feeling of his errection so close to my entrance. He heard my moans and stopped what he was doing and pulled away, causing me to whimper.

"I know," he sighed. "But John banned it. Plus, I don't want to hurt you."
"Andy," I sighed as I ran my fingers through his hair, "you could never hurt me."
"Okay then, I don't want to add to your pain," he giggled.
"Okay," I smiled

He layed down next to me and I cuddled next to him. I nuzzed my face in the crook of his neck and he wrapped a protective arm around me. It's amazing how a simple motion made me feel so safe. Andy's fingers ran up and down my arm as he hummed Sweet Blasphemy, lulling me to sleep.



I woke up to CC screaming, "Shake, shake, shake!"

I sat up abruptly and found the bed empty. I looked at Andy's side and noticed a red rose on top of a note. How many roses did this man have? I'm not one to complain but God, I must have had enough for a garden. I smelt the rose and read the card.

Went to get us some breakfast. I should be back shortly. By the way, CC had a Monster so if you hear "Shake!" don't leave the room. I love you Black Bird.
-Andy

He was so sweet. I took his advice and sent Ashley a text telling him to get CC dressed. I heard a loud laugh leave his bunk, followed by some shuffling. I recieved a text from Ash saying the coast was clear. I got up and carefully streatched. I felt no pain in my ribs today. I texted my doctor and he told me that I can start doing normal activities and not need the brace.

I walked out of my room to see Ashley climbing into his bunk in just his boxers. Why didn't he like shirts? It's winter, how the heck could he be shirtless? I looked on the floor to see his boot and I saw an oppertunity. I picked up his boot and hit him in the butt with it.

"Ouch!" he whined, falling out of his bunk.
"You're a baby," I laughed, sticking my tongue out.
"Be happy you're hurt or I would have hit you back."
"Haha," I laughed adjusting my brace. "Where's Meaghan?"
"She went to go check us into a hotel with Jake while the guys went to go get breakfast. Why what do you need?"
"Nothing, I was just curious. Oh, by the way I don't need this anymore," I said taking off the brace.
"Says who?"
"My doctor, but don't hit me."
"I won't, I know you're still hurt. Emotionally, that is."
"Yeah..." I sighed sitting on the couch.

"YEAAAAHUUUUUUUH!" Andy screamed, walking in with our breakfast. "Babe where's your brace?"
"Doctor said I can take it of today. I haven't felt stiff or sore so he says I'm all healed."
"Wow! You did heal fast," he chuckled.

"Hi," Meaghan chimed, walking into the bus. "Kaitlyn, you're all healed?"
"Yeah," I chuckled.
"Cool! Hey babe," she said turning to Ashley. She whispered something in his ear but I couldn't tell what it was. He just smiled and nodded.
"Kaitlyn," she said facing me, "come with me. I want to show you something."

I got up and Ashley took my seat. I followed Meaghan into the back room and she shut and locked the door behind us. I began feeling nervous, I didn't like being locked in a room without Andy. I look at her wide eyed and she giggled.

"What is it, Meaghan?"
"Here," she said handing me a blue tin. "It's the same birth control I use. There are no side effects and you won't need a condom."
"Ugh thanks," I blushed taking the tin from her.
"Haha, no problem."

I went to the bathroom and put the tin in my makeup bag so I would remember to take a pill every day. I was still sore but not sore enough to turn Andy down. Especially now that he didn't need a condom. What am I saying? Andy wouldn't want somebody like me. He probably just proposed to me because I was hurt and he couldn't think of a way to make me feel better.

I looked through my makeup bag and found one of my old razors. Maybe if I...no! You would hurt Andy! I threw the razor in the toilet and flushed it. I sank to the floor and burried my face in my knees as I started crying. How could I be so weak? I soon heard a knock on the door.

"Baby are you okay?" Andy asked through the door.
"I...go away..." I cried.
"Kaitlyn are you hurt?" I didn't respond.

I heard a thud and saw the bathroom door move. I schooched over to the shower and continued to cry. Eventually, Andy broke through the door. He looked at me with fear on his face which soon melted into sorrow when he saw I wasn't hurt. Andy came and sat on his knees, in front of me.

"Baby, I didn't mean to scare you," Andy said as he knealt in front of me.
"It-it's not th-that."
"What is it baby?" he asked reaching out to touch me.
"You d-don't love me..." I cried, scooting away from him and closer to the shower.
"What?!" he asked as he crawled right next to me. "Of course that's not true! I love you, Kaitlyn! Why else would I ask you to marry me?"
"B-because you felt...s-s-orry for me."
"Kaitlyn," he saighed pulling me into his arms and on to his lap, "I did feel sorry for you, and I still do. But you have to believe me when I tell you I love you. I was going to propose to you on stage that night. I talked to Jinxx about it and everything."

"That's true," Jinxx chimed in, joining us in the bathroom. "Andy asked me for advice about proposing to you. I told him that he should do it when the moment feels right which would have been during Savior or Rebel Love Song. When he found out what happened to you..." he trailed off.
"What, Jinxx?" I asked rubbing the tears away.
"I have never seen Andy so scared in my life. He was crying and he even dented a car door from his anger."
"Really?" I asked as they walked me out of the bathroom.

"Yeah," Ashley laughed, jumping out of his bunk. "You should have seen him. Paul showed up at the hospital to see how bad he hurt you. He started calling you a slut and Andy lost it. Bunny and I had to literally pry him off of Paul. Here's his shirt for proof," Ashley said as he tossed me Andy's white v-neck.

The shirt was covered in blood. There was even a tear on the right side from Paul trying to fight back. I looked up at Andy who now had a sparkle in his eyes. I wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him so tight that I think he stopped breathing. When I released him from my grasp, I reached up on my toes and kissed his lips softly. As I pulled away, Andy cupped my face and looked deep into my green eyes as I stared deep into his blue ones.

"I told you I'd be there for you," he smiled.
"And you kept your promise," I smiled in return. Andy placed a sweet kiss on my lips.

"Hey guys," Meaghan interrupted our gaze. "Sorry to interrupt but Andy, can I steal Kaitlyn tonight?"
"What for?" he asked.
"I think she needs a girl's night out."

Notes

So what do you guys think? Will Kaitlyn always have her insecurities? How do you think her Girls Night with Meaghan will go?

I love you guys!