Pain...the only thing I know right now is pain...so clearly I am not dead just yet. Even if I can see nothing but darkness but I guess it could be worse...maybe?

“Cadence, I can’t let you see her just yet!” I hear a familiar male voice say, he sounds so sad. Who can’t my sister see yet? It can’t be me...can it?

“Ashley if you want to stay attached to the fine penis you have between your legs you let me see my sister right now! I don’t give a fuck if she is missing limbs, or half dead. I need to see her, I need...I need to know that I am not dreaming this,” I hear her voice crack painfully. “Please,” I hear her choke out pitifully.

“Just let her go in Ashley, maybe it is what they both need,” I hear a deep voice say seriously. “Carrington has been here for almost an entire month now and she hasn’t so much as twitched yet.

“Andy’s right Ashley, it definitely cannot hurt if she is this determined to see her sister, it could be what Carrington needs to hear to come back.

“Damn straight,” I hear my sisters broken voice say, her voice thick with tears. It is amazing how I could go for years without hearing my sisters voice and yet I can still tell her cues.

“Fine,” I hear the one named Ashley sigh. Soon I hear feet smack the ground at a quick pace. Soon I feel small, cold, female hands wrap around my left hand.

“You’re a fucking pussy Carrington,” I wheeze out, forcing my head to turn to the side, forcing my eyes open to look up at her, barely able to see through my blurry vision.

“And you’re a bitch,” she cries making me smile.

“Well shit...” I hear the voice of Andy say, causing goose bumps to erupt over my entire body. “I didn’t think it would actually work.”

“I’ve been back since somebody said she couldn’t see me,” I reply, closing my eyes, avoiding the horrendous sight of blurry shadows. “But I can’t really see right now...”

“Then...uh....open your eyes?” Cadence says seriously.

“I’ll kick your smart ass mouth later,” I reply with a smile before wincing slightly as a sharp pain shoots from my shoulder as I move making me hiss out in pain.

“Are you okay?” Andy’s voice asks as I feel somebody lean against the other side of my bed.

“Yeah, just extremely sore...” I reply, attempting to open my eyes to clear the blurry images. Each blink of my eyelids causing the images to come more into focus.

“Well I would expect nothing less,” another voice says to my right. “When we got you, you had two severely dislocated shoulders and elbows, your knees had been popped out of joint, as were your thighs from your hips. Not to mention the serious hyperthermia that damn near killed you. You are one lucky and strong son of a bitch,” the voice says, clearly still working on believing. “Not to mention the various other more minor injuries that I don’t need to explain right now. And that’s just what I saw.”

“So...hot mess?” I question, smiling playfully.

“Oh Carrington, can you just be serious for a moment?” Cadence asks. I blink and look towards her and smile as her face finally become completely clear.

“I can see you, I seriously can finally see you!” I whisper before looking around the room at the five dark haired guys surrounding my bed as the blue eyed man from before sat on my right side, smiling at me. “Bossy pants!”

“You got it!” he laughs as the other four guys roar out in laughter. “Or you could always use my real name, Andy?”

“Ah, gotcha. Andy Pandy Mandy Landy, ohhhhh Candy,” I smile jokingly. “Okay, seriously, I’ll just call you Andy.”

“And I will just call you Carrington, sound good to you?”

“Perfect,” I smile and look back at my sister who was looking between Andy and I, a confused expression etched deeply into her face. “What’s up sis?”

“You two....there is something about you two...” she whispers before looking over at Ashley. “Tell me you understand it too?”

“Huh?” Ashley asks before moving beside Cadence and looking between a confused Andy and I. “Well shit balls of fire mother fuckers,” he whispers in shock.

“The fuck are you talking about?” I ask, getting frustrated slightly as Andy lets out a huff of air from beside me, my shoulders instantly tensing.

“Seriously? These two?” One of the other guys says from the foot of my bed.

“Yes CC, these two are legit.”

“Yeah...we are real people,” Andy states, clearly not understanding the significance that the others seem to have seen. “Just tell us already! Jesus Christ.”

“Andy, she is your Cadence,” Ashley explains. Andy looks shocked towards me, completely flabbergasted.

“I’m his what?” I ask, frustration clear on my face and in my voice as I look at Andy. “I’m Carrington Elizabeth Holmes...nothing special, nothing super and nothing other than awesome. So what is going on?” I stare into those blue orbs as I feel my body relax as the stress of confusion leaves my shoulders as Andy whispers out a barely audible ‘Holy shit’ as he takes my hand in his.

“Carrington, have you heard of the Wild Ones biggest blessing and their biggest curse all at once?” he asks softly as the five other people are slowly ushered from the room, barely noticed by either of us.

“No...” I ask, worry and fear creeping into me only to be completely pushed back as Andy gently rubs his thumb against the back of my hand.

“Wild Ones have been gifted with a legitimate soul mate. In every sense of the word...The two people’s souls are two parts of a whole, meant to be, forever. There is no leaving, no ending and no way to stop it. It was decided at birth. Each mate has a half of the others soul inside of them. They are able to effect the other’s mood, to know how they are feeling. They are forever in every possible sense of the word. They are each other’s greatest strength and also their greatest weakness.”

“Okay,” I whisper nervously as a warmth erupts inside my stomach. “Why is this important?”

“The only other people who can see other soul mates are those who have already found their other half. Each pairing has identical auras...Like Ashley and Cadence, their aura is a deep blue.”

“Okay, so if you can see it, who is your soul mate?” I ask, surrendering to the warmth erupting throughout my body.

“I just saw it for the first time tonight...” he says, shaking his head slightly. “Carrington, you are my soul mate and I am yours. I can feel your pain, I can sense your fear. I can feel everything you are feeling right now...and I can see our aura...so could Ashley and Carrington, that’s why they were shocked.”

“Seriously?” I ask quietly. Letting out a nervous breath as Andy nods softly, rubbing his thumb across the back of my hand. “What colour is our aura? Why can’t I see it?” I ask sadly, confusion rushing through my veins as I try to grasp the concept of being somebody’s soul mate.

“Purple, a royal, bright, deep purple,” he explains with a wide smile. “You can’t see it right now because of your pain, it is completely dulling all of your senses.”

“But I don’t feel any pain anymore,” I say, confused.

“That’s because I’m taking it from you,” Andy smiles, pushing a strand of hair out of my face. “Your body knows it is there and how bad it is, but it is trying to repair itself. Because of that and the fact that, without me, you would still be in terrible pain, is dulling your senses.”

“What does this mean?” I ask softly, looking over at Andy.

“It means you are mine, and I am yours from now until the end of eternity. I will protect you and keep you happy, safe and secure from now until the end of forever.”

“But forever doesn’t have an end...” I point out softly causing Andy to chuckle softly.

“Exactly...”

Notes

Sooo....I'm sorry that it has been seventeen days between updates.....life has been crazy with practicum and school work and regular work. Put in my two weeks notice at my shitty job that was causing me to have emotional and physical breakdowns to the point i wasnt eating, sleeping and couldn't do anything but cry....oh and not to mention being blamed for a bullshit accusation of endangering somebody's life by causing their car accident that never actually fucking happened! Apparently i refused to let the cashier have a drink of water while i was supervisor which cause the girl to be so dehydrated that she fainted behind the wheel and drove head first into a telephone pole, through a hard and into a hedge.....what she didn't know when she started this bullshit story/rumor is that my dad is a tow truck driver who is contracted by the local police and the RCMP (oh yeah guys lol i'm canadian so if you dunno what they are google em...or just think of them as just a little more badass canadian police who have yellow on their pants as opposed to regular blue in my province.) So he is called to haul any and all car accidents...he was on call that night....there was no accidents that totaled anything! he had one call....for a person who locked their keys inside of their car. Not to mention the lying bitch also said that she knocked out power to the entire area...not knowing that my aunt works for the power company and was able to tell me that no telephone pole was struck or damaged and there were absolutely no power outages in that area for the week she was saying there was.

So long story short
i hate the lying bitch
i'm leaving my current place of work
I'm getting a new job
and i suck at short author notes
annnnd i suck at constant, scheduled updates

but such is life. hope you enjoyed this

End rant <3 Thanks guys :)