Take This to Heart

*Andy's P.O.V*
I smiled like a fool to myself as I went to open the door. I couldn't help but think about that kiss. Jade was something else. I opened the door as I was met with lips against mine. I stumbled backwards as Juliet kissed me. She pulled away,"Baby, I've missed you!" She smiled as she kissed me again. Oh shit. I forgot Juliet was coming to this performance. She was already in Florida visiting her parents. Juliet pulled away again and pouted," Are you okay, baby?" I shook my head and faked a stretch. "Yeah, I'm just really tired." She smiled, "Aw, you poor thing." She kissed me again and I kissed her back. I had to do something so she would never know. I kissed her passionately, putting her against the wall. I tangled my fingers in her hair as we kissed. She started to claw my back. I pulled away, slowly. I felt like someone was watching us. I looked over to the hallway doorway. Pandora and Ashley stood on both sides of Jade. Jade had tears in her eyes, I looked down. I couldn't stand seeing her like that knowing I was the one who caused it. Jade shook her head and quickly walked by tears in her eyes. I winced as the door slammed. Pandora shook her head as she walked by me and out the door. "What's going on? Who were they?" Juliet asked, giving me a stern look. I sighed and looked over at Ashley, who nodded at me. This should be fun.
*Jade's P.O.V*
I fumbled with the door key. I finally got the door opened and slammed it behind me. I started to pack my bag. I was so stupid for coming here. These past days I've been just getting hurt. First by CC and now Andy of all people. How could I be so stupid in forgetting about Juliet? I was getting so caught up in him that I had ignored the fact that he had a girlfriend. If I ruined their relationship wouldn't the fans hate me? Well I hate me so they had to. I sighed loudly as I walked into the bathroom grabbing my things. I looked in the mirror as I grabbed my straightener. My eyeliner had ran down my face from my crying. I looked like a long lost member of Black Veil Brides. I washed my face and decided I should redo it. I couldn't let people see me like this. I picked up my purse containing my makeup when something shiny caught my eyes. A little piece of metal sticking out from the side of bag fell down onto the floor. I picked in up slowly as my veins craved it. I held the small razor in my hands as I looked at my arm. I haven't cut in forever, my old cuts have turned into scars now. Maybe just one cut? I extended my arm as I held the razor blade tightly. I watched as the blade ripped through my skin as the blood slowly started coming out. I felt relief come over my body as the blood fell to the ground. "Jade?" I heard a voice behind me. I jumped and turned around to see Pandora with a worried look on her face. Her eyes were fixed on my arm, "Jade, why? I thought you were done with this..." I looked down, "I needed to relieve my pain..." Pandora nodded as she moved past me and grabbed a washcloth. She put it under the sink and rubbed it across my arm. It stung as the warm water was pressed against it. "Hold this on your arm." Pandora ordered as she walked out of the bathroom. She came back a few minutes later with a box of bandages. I watched as she wrapped my arm up. "Dora, you or don't have to do this." "Jade, you are my best friend. I do have to do this." I smiled as we heard a knock on the door. I gave Pandora a worried look as she weakly smiled. "Who is it?" Pandora asked, looking toward the door. "It's Ashley. Can I come in?" Pandora looked at me, as I nodded my head. "Yeah, come in." Pandora walked out as I heard the door closed. I heard whispering as I slowly starting walking out. Pandora and Ashley were sitting on the bed, talking low to each other. "Juliet is so pissed. Andy told her everything and how he has strong feelings for Jade." I heard Ashley tell Pandora. Pandora rolled her eyes," Still, Andy has a girlfriend he shouldn't lead Jade on like that." Ashley held his hands up in surrender, "I know but the rest of the band wants to know if you are coming to the concert." "I don't know it depends on Jade. I don't think-" Pandora began. "Yes, Ash we are going to the concert. That's the only reason I came here is to see y'all perform. I don't have to talk to Andy." I spitted out. Pandora got up slowly, walking toward me. "Jade, if you don't want to. We don't have to." "I'm fine." I said as I grabbed my bag and started going through the clothes I had packed. Ashley and Pandora looked at each other for a second. "Alright then. I guess I'll see you at the venue." Ashley said, standing up and walking out of the room. "Get ready, shorty." I said to Pandora as I walked in the bathroom. What am I getting myself into?

Notes

Wow! It's been a month since I posted the last chapter. I've been having the worse of luck. My depression problems had came back, my laptop crashed and took my story with it. So I had to re-write. It's so fun,right? I should be able to post more now since everything is fixed. I'm sorry!
Love, Roo <3