I Am Here.

“Do youf knohw whaht we should do?” CC said with a mouthful of pizza, “We should plahy Truthh o Dahre!!”
“I second that,” Ash agreed with a sip of Jack’s, “but it has to be the stripping version.” Ash winked in my direction. I really don’t want to play. I don’t want to take my shirt off. My boobs are pathetic.
“You’re ugly…” my conscience sneered, “all you’ll accomplish is making a fool of yourself.” My heart sank. It’s true/ I am pathetic. I cut, I have acne, and I’m small everywhere. On the other hand, they all have already seen me in just my bra with no shirt one when I screamed and they all came running in…
“Sure, why the hell not.” I answered.
“Fantastic, I’ll go first.” Ash smirked. Ugg…
“NO WAY! You’ll make us do something perverted. I want to keep this clean as long as possible. I’ll go first.” Andy argued. Ash threw his hands up in surrender. Thank God. I didn’t want Ash to go first because I knew he was going to pick me. “Ok, I’ll start off easy. Em, Truth or dare?”
I took a bite of pizza as I thought. Should I risk the dare or do the truth? What if Andy really isn’t going to start with an easy one?
“Alright,” I brushed my hands together, “Truth.”
“Hmmm… Have you…ever… done anything illegal?” Andy asked after a bit of thought. Phew, something that WAS easy.
“Yes, yes I have. I went skinny dipping with Devyn and my other best friend Sydney at a lake near my house at like 2 in the morning.” I confessed blushing. I really don’t care if I show my body off to Syd and Dev because I know they won’t judge me no matter what. They have been my best friends for many years and we have had to endure a lot of shit. A lot of it was my breakdowns and depression-ey things. They will always stick by me no matter what, unlike the rest of my friends who started to avoid me during my difficult times and when the rumor that I was cutting started to spread.
“Devyn naked…mmm…” Ash interrupted my thoughts.
“You truly are a Purdy perv.” I pointed out, laughing.
“She’s got huge boobs and a big ass, what do you expect?! …What size, Double D?”
“…Double K.” I confessed. Ash’s eyes got wide.
“That would be a new record for me…” Ash mumbled with a huge, pervy grin.
“Well, there goes trying to keep this game clean as long as possible. We didn’t even make it through one round!” Andy threw his hands in the air. “Your turn Em.”
“Let’s see… uhh… CC!”
“Horrible choice. I will do anything. DARE!!” CC screamed excitedly since no one apparently ever chooses him.
“Hahaha. Ok, run around the bus 10 times screaming that you love Justin Bieber.” I stated.
“Consider it done.” CC got up and opened the bus door.
“Hold up CC!” I yelled before he left the bus. CC stopped in his tracks and looked at me questioningly. “…Only in your boxers.” I earned some chuckles and an eye rolling from Andy.
“Pshh. That’s easy. I could easily do this without boxers too!!” CC bragged taking of his clothes and about to take off his boxers
“NO! God please! Leave those ON! That was the dare. Boxers ON!!” I screeched, covering my eyes, just in case.
“Fine.” I heard CC slam the door and then came the screaming… “I FUCKING LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!! BABY, BABY, BABY OHHHHHHHH!!!” He sounded like a siren as he circled the bus. Louder, than softer, than louder again. “WITH YOOOOOUUUU SHAWDY WITH YOOOOOUUUU!! IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND, I’D NEVER LET YOU GOOOO!!! KEEP YOU ON MY ARM GIRL, YOU’D NEVER BE ALLLOONNNNEEEEE!! JUSTIN IS MY FUCKING SPIRIT ANIMAL!!!” We were all dying laughing when CC came back in, huffing and puffing from sprinting outside in this hot weather.
“That was. The best. CC dare. I’ve. Ever seen!!” Jake said between laughs.
“Well done.” Jinxx congratulated.
“MY TURN!!!!” CC said using his normal volume, ear shattering. “I CHOOSE ASH!!”
“Dare.”
“KISS EMILY ON THE MOUTH!!!... payback’s a bitch.” CC whispered loudly in my direction. Ash scooted right next to me so each of his legs were en circling me from my side. He was about to grab my face when I got up and moved over a bit.
“It’s a dare, Em and I already don’t have a shirt on and I’m not wearing underwear under these jeans,” Ash stated scooting over with a wink.
“But I don’t want YOU to be my first kiss. Mr., I like to fuck women.” I said kind of hiding behind Andy.
“I would be your first kiss?! Don’t worry baby, I’ll be gentle.” Ash said crawling over to me.
“Ok. That’s fucking creepy Ash.” Jinxx looked on skeptical. I was totally uncomfortable with this and Andy noticed.
“Hold up.” Andy said to Ash with a hand extended. He turned to me with compassion in his eyes. “Em, I know I only met you, but I know more about you than any of these guys do. I would hate for your first kiss to be with someone you don’t want to kiss, but I know neither you nor I want to see Ash completely naked,” Andy added with a laugh, causing me to laugh, “Can I have the honor of being your first kiss?” Andy asked with love in his eyes. My first kiss? With Andy Biersack? I have never kissed anyone before. What if I was a horrible kisser? What if I disgust him?...but he is right. I really don’t want to see Ashley naked. Andy is just so gorgeous. His stunning blue eyes locked on mine, a gentle smile on his face. I then found myself lost in his eyes, not realizing the space between us was closing. I saw something in Andy. Lust. He wanted me. He truly wanted me. No one had ever looked at me like that. I loved it. I felt a smile creep on my face and looked down trying to cover my shyness. Andy lifted my chin, moved a little closer, and I found myself an inch from his face before he stopped. I looked up into his eyes before closing mine and crashing my lips on his.

Notes

This one is kinda short and I do realize that the chapters aren't going very fast, but don't worry. More things will happen at a faster pace once I get the necessary things out of the way.