I Am Here.
Chapter 2: 'He saved me.'
Emily collapsed on the floor crying so hard that she couldn't see a thing. When the flow of her tears slowed down and her head was on straight, Emily looked at her wrists to see the damage. 6 lines and each wrist.
" Oh shit! That's a lot of blood." Emily screeched. She hadn't hit a vein, but still it looked like a lot of blood.
"Emily?! Are you ok?!?" Sydney asked standing in the doorway, carrying one of the bouquets of flowers she had picked up at the hospital and had brought over to Emily's house. She had let herself in when she must have heard Emily crying,
"I'm fine now," Emily said wiping away the fallen tears," but the little voice told me to do this." Emily uncovered her wrists to show Sydney the 12 bloody lines.
"He also tried to make me kill myself, but my iPod started playing Saviour and....it saved me. Andy Biersack saved me." Emily realised as tears were forming in her eyes.
Sydney grabbed a roll of toilet paper and started to wrap it around Emily's wrists while whispering sweet nothing's in her ear to calm her down.
"I'm so glad you're ok. Everything will be fine. We are gonna have to clean all this up though." Sydney chuckled while Emily forced a smile.
(3 weeks later)
"EMILY!! HURRY THE FUCK UP! WE WANT TO GET THERE EARLY IF WE WANT TO BE CLOSER TO THE STAGE!" Devyn yelled at Emily from the bottom of the stairs.
"ALRIGHT! I'M COMING. JUST GIMME A SEC!" Emily called back. Today was the day. Warped Tour. The day Emily finally got to see her favorite band. The day she got to see Andy. The day she got to see the man that saved her life. Emily pulled on some destroyed shorts, adjusted her custom cut BVB T-shirt and positioned her bracelets, bands, and her Never Take It Off bracelet over her scars so they wouldn't show. She looked in the mirror. Even though her makeup covered her acne scars, she couldn't help but feel ugly. 'Worthless' the little voice hissed. Emily quickly dismissed the voice as she looked down at her array of bracelets. She promised herself using her Never Take It Off bracelet that she would never try to commit suicide again. That bracelet was extra special because of that reason and that it was the 'Sent From Below' bracelet from the Andy Biersack collection. Emily glanced at her left arm and smiled. Above her scars and bracelets, she had gotten the lyrics that saved her life tattooed on her inside forearm.
"So hear my voice, Remind you not to bleed, I am here." Emily sung quietly to herself as she read her new ink. Emily finally grabbed her present for Andy that was on the bed as she ran out the door. She hopped in the car and Emily and Devyn drove off to Warped Tour. 'I finally get to tell him my story,' Emily thought,' He saved me. Andy Biersack saved me.'
" Oh shit! That's a lot of blood." Emily screeched. She hadn't hit a vein, but still it looked like a lot of blood.
"Emily?! Are you ok?!?" Sydney asked standing in the doorway, carrying one of the bouquets of flowers she had picked up at the hospital and had brought over to Emily's house. She had let herself in when she must have heard Emily crying,
"I'm fine now," Emily said wiping away the fallen tears," but the little voice told me to do this." Emily uncovered her wrists to show Sydney the 12 bloody lines.
"He also tried to make me kill myself, but my iPod started playing Saviour and....it saved me. Andy Biersack saved me." Emily realised as tears were forming in her eyes.
Sydney grabbed a roll of toilet paper and started to wrap it around Emily's wrists while whispering sweet nothing's in her ear to calm her down.
"I'm so glad you're ok. Everything will be fine. We are gonna have to clean all this up though." Sydney chuckled while Emily forced a smile.
(3 weeks later)
"EMILY!! HURRY THE FUCK UP! WE WANT TO GET THERE EARLY IF WE WANT TO BE CLOSER TO THE STAGE!" Devyn yelled at Emily from the bottom of the stairs.
"ALRIGHT! I'M COMING. JUST GIMME A SEC!" Emily called back. Today was the day. Warped Tour. The day Emily finally got to see her favorite band. The day she got to see Andy. The day she got to see the man that saved her life. Emily pulled on some destroyed shorts, adjusted her custom cut BVB T-shirt and positioned her bracelets, bands, and her Never Take It Off bracelet over her scars so they wouldn't show. She looked in the mirror. Even though her makeup covered her acne scars, she couldn't help but feel ugly. 'Worthless' the little voice hissed. Emily quickly dismissed the voice as she looked down at her array of bracelets. She promised herself using her Never Take It Off bracelet that she would never try to commit suicide again. That bracelet was extra special because of that reason and that it was the 'Sent From Below' bracelet from the Andy Biersack collection. Emily glanced at her left arm and smiled. Above her scars and bracelets, she had gotten the lyrics that saved her life tattooed on her inside forearm.
"So hear my voice, Remind you not to bleed, I am here." Emily sung quietly to herself as she read her new ink. Emily finally grabbed her present for Andy that was on the bed as she ran out the door. She hopped in the car and Emily and Devyn drove off to Warped Tour. 'I finally get to tell him my story,' Emily thought,' He saved me. Andy Biersack saved me.'
So, I just read that smut paragraph in class.... I got so many weird looks, because of the sounds and faces I was making. Just like trying not to die.
1/21/15