''im so fucking BOARD!'' Lle asays sitting on C.C.'S lap. '' how about we ....watch a movie?'' C.C. asked her. '' ya sure. Iill be right back....'' '' hurry my beautiful.''L ela then walked into the bathroom. ( damn! don't do it lela.....he will breakup with youand hate you.... and andy will hate you and the rest of the guys will. UUUUGH!) lela thought to her self.the memories just came back.( YOU EMO SLUT! STOP CRYING AND GO KILL YOURSELF ALLREDY!) she thought . lela then dug in her shower bag and brought out her old bloody friend.'' hello old friend.'' lela whispered she then began to thing of what her father said to her . EMO sliceSLUTsliceFAGslice. lela keept thinking of what her father said to her and soon her whole arm was coverd with cuts. she then ran cold water over her cuts .. it burned but she didn't care. after that she wiped up the blood from the floor and hid her Razor back were it wasd in her shower bag and put a long sleve on to hide her cuts.( finally no more pain for now.) lela thought to her self as she walked out of the bathroom.''Ready my love?'' '' sure am C.'' they then watched batman and right befor it started andy walked in.'' YOUR WATCHING BATMAN WITHOUT ME?!?!?!?!?! WHY! I AM GOING TO SIT AND WATCHWITH YOU!'' he yelledas he sat on lela and her arm.''OW! GET OFF MY YOU BUTT FACE!'' lela yelled . she then felt her cuts start tobleed agen and it was a white long sleve so.....ya.''what the hell?''C.C.said looking at her arm.''no! yourtoo beautiful to do that to yourself!''lela started to cry'' now you hate me and want to break up with me!''she said wile crying.''HELL NO I WOULD NEVER BREAK UP WITH YOU!! I love you too much and I love you toomuch to see this! you should have come to m e or and if you felt youneeded to do this.'' he said hugging her.'' im so sorry C and andy! im so fucking sorry!'' '' hey lil sis. its allright just promise us you will never do it to yourself agen.'' '' ok I promise.''

Notes

sorryabout the trigger.... DONT CUT ANND LOVE BVB! trust me... there lyrics saved my life. no joke......:)