*andys pov* I fell asleep. When I wake up, its two in the morning. I sigh, wiping the tears off my face. I look terrible. I'm too heart broken to do anything, I have no tears left to cry. I just feel numb. I hear ashley breathing in the bathroom. And then I fall asleep again. When I wake up, I find the bathroom door open, but no ashley inside. When I try to move, I see an envelope fall off me, onto the floor. I pick it up-its adressed to me. Its from ashley. It says- Andy, I loved you. I really did. I gave my heart to you, but I'm not good enough. We shouldn't really see eachother anymore. So I'm leaving the band. By the time you read this, ill probably be at home. I don't want to leave. But I have to. I can't bear to be with you anymore. I'm sorry. Goodbye, Andy. ~Ashley. I read and re-read the letter a million times. I couldn't believe it. Ashleys gone, and its all my fault. Mine. If I hadn't kissed Kat, everything would be normal. But if's don't make a difference, and I've wrecked everything.I can't bear it. I see Kat, walking up to me. She kneels down besides me and watches me as I cry. She looks at me sadly, and whispers "I'm sorry." Tears fill up in her eyes, and she walks away. I'm alone, and Ash is gone. Later, I decide to go for a walk in the forest to clear my head. I sit down leaning on a tree, and get out a pen and a note pad that I brought with me. First, I write a letter to Ash. Ash, I'm so sorry. I really am. It was a stupid mistake, and I'm being honest-i love you with every fibre of my being. Me and Kat aren't going out. I'm so stupid, and I love you,ash. We all miss you. Please come back. I'm sorry. We can sort this out. -Andy. The ink is all splodged because my tears have dripped on the page. I seal it in an envelope, and write on Ash's adress. Then, I write a letter to Kat, because I don't want to speak to her in person-i won't know what to say. Kat, Its not your fault. It was mine, and its my fault everythings gone wrong, not yours. Hopefully I can sort this out. Hopefully. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I'm sorry, Kat. -andy.