I took a deep breath as 5 of my idols stood in front of me. "Hello there. I noticed you guys are new here, what's your names?" Andy asked in his deep voice of his. Ian said his name and same with Nick and Jack. Then it was my turn. I couldn't even think straight so forget about talking! "A-a-al" I stuttered. "Alicia." Nick said to support me. I smiled at him and looked at the ground. "Well just in case if you didn't know, I'm CC and this is Andy, Jinxx, Jake, and Ashley who seems to be day dreaming." CC explained even though we all knew who they were. I looked at Ashley and he did seem out of it. What was wrong with him? What happened to him today? I looked away when I saw Ashley finally tune into real life. "Well I was wondering if you guys would like to hang out because your kinda the newbies around here. So you up to it?" Andy asked us and Jack replied within a minute, "Well yeah were the newbies, but I'm fine with that and I bet they all are to." Ian and Nick nodded their heads and I just stood there. "So um what do you guys want to do?" Jinxx asked. "EAT FOOD!!!" CC and Jake yelled. "Alright so how about we go to eat around 6:00?"Andy asked. "Sure. Here's my number just in case." Ian said giving Andy his number. "See ya guys later!" Nick yelled. We all walked our own way, but it turned out that our tour buses were right next to each other. As soon as I got into the bus, I plopped on top of the couch and groaned. "Come on get dressed. We only have 20 minutes until we go out for dinner. I groaned again and got up. I slowly made my way to the bathroom. I came out 15 minutes later all dressed and ready to go (Alicia's Outfit: www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=99157872 ) (30 minutes later) We arrived at the restaurant and the BVB guys booked us a table. I sat down in the corner next to Ian and Ashley. Why did I choose to sit next to Ashley? We finally ordered my food, but Ian ordered for me. I told him that I wanted a salad with a water and ranch dressing. I wanted to keep fit for the Summer. I looked at Ashley and saw him staring at my wrists. I looked down and saw that one of my sleeves were rolled up and you could see my cuts. Andy started asking questions to Ian, Nick, and Jack so we wouldn't be so quiet. I looked up at Andy and he looked straight back at me. "So um Alicia is it, do you talk at all? I don't want to offend you, but you haven't said a word." I smirked slightly and shrugged. Our food got here and we all ate quickly. I sipped at my water and Ian payed for my meal. I thanked him silently and went back to sipping my water. I felt someone lightly touch my wrists and I looked at who it was. It was Ashley he was frowning, but when he saw me looking at him, he mouthed the words Please don't. Your to strong to give up now. I smiled at him and it was time to leave. (30 minutes later) We all made it back to our tour buses and hugged good bye. When I hugged Ashley, I felt him put something in my pocket. When I went back into the bus, I checked what it wad. It was a note he wrote to me. It read: Alicia, Your stronger than you may think. Don't give up now, look how far you came. Smile because your worth it. Call or text me when you ever need to talk about anything. -Ashley At the bottom of the paper he wrote his paper. I put his number in my phone and headed off to bed. I didn't care if it was early because I was so fucking tired. I quickly got changed in some pajamas and crawled into my bunk. I brought my knees to my chest while laying on my side. My eyes slowly shut and I drifted off to sleep.

Notes

Hey guys! I wanted to do another quick update before I headed off to bed! Comment what you think/want to happen! Don't forget to smile because your worth it <3 :) -PurdyGirl17