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Fuck It!

Chapter 5: Leo?


Chaz's POV

I finally made out Robin's figure walking towards the bus. I had been waiting for her to get back for a while. I don't even know why I agreed to let her go alone. After what happened yesterday I shouldn't let her go anywhere near the Black Veil Brides bus without me next to her. Sadly, she always got her way and I couldn't stop her from escaping the bus this morning.

Flashback
"Everybody just calm the fuck down!" Robin yelled. I took her outburst as a chance to spring between Leo and Andy. I was so caught up in my own rage that I forgot Leo lost his shit. More often than not, that could potentially result in someone's death so I had to act quick.
"About time. Got your head out of the fucking clouds?" Robin hissed at me. She was pushing against Leo with all her strength and trying to calm him. I gripped him from behind and pulled him away.
"You've gotta chill out Leo. I'm fighting everything inside me to not let you go rip that asshole to shreds, but that's just not an option right now." He didn't listen and pulled harder to break free from my grip. I tumbled backwards as he overpowered me and landed on my back. I was quick to recover but to my surprise he hadn't charged at Andy yet, he was standing in front of Robin.
"Move." He growled.
"NO! Leo calm down. NOW!" She pushed against his chest again.
"I didn't do shit you psychopath." Andy said as he wiped the blood off his mouth.
Leo clenched his fists, attempting to ignore the comment.
"Did he hurt you?" He said searching angrily into Robin's eyes.
"No!" She kept trying to calm him down by pushing him farther back but he was too strong.
"What was he doing?! What would have happened if we didn't come sooner?!" I finally spoke marching up to Robin.
"It was a misunderstanding!" She cried. Andy snorted at the comment and aggravated Leo even further. I could almost feel the anger boiling off his skin and instinctively I grabbed him again.
"Not worth it!" I said to him. I could feel his resistance almost immediately and tightened my grip.
"Let me go. Don't make me fucking hurt you." He growled at me.
"Leo! Stop!" Robin's eyebrows furrowed and she grabbed his face and forced him to look at her.
"Shut the fuck up!" He screamed. I could see a glimmer of hurt in her eyes, unsure of how to respond.
"Dude! That's Robin what the fuck is wrong with you, don't yell at her!" I interjected.
He ignored my comment, "What are you doing. What is going through your fucking head. This isn't us, we don't stop to associate with cunts like him. We don't fucking spare them! Have some fucking pride!" He spat at her. I was almost shocked, this was the most I'd ever heard him talk before.
"I didn't do shit to her! Like she said it was a misunderstanding, I didn't know she wanted me to stop till you fuckers rampaged over here." Andy bounced back in. Robin shot him a look that told him to just stop talking while he still could.
"Get out of here Andy." She said to him. He rolled his eyes and turned around to walk back to his bus.
"You're letting him walk away?" Leo sneered.
"Let's just forget about it. Please?" Robin said, raising her hands to cup his face. I was shocked to find he actually calmed down. That would have never worked if it were anyone else. It seemed the bond between them was deeper than I imagined. At this point he pushed her hands away and stalked back to our bus quietly. Just like that, he left. I looked at her shocked "How-" I managed to say.
"I don't know Chaz. Sometimes he'll listen sometimes he wont." She sighed.
"Let's get back, It's getting late." She added.
"Robin, we have to talk about this." I said seriously.
"Tomorrow, Okay? Please?"
"Okay." I walked up to her and linked arms, escorting her so she wouldn't escape again.
"You're a nut." She whispered.
"Only for you." I chuckled back.

Robin Valentina's POV

I walked up to Chaz who was waiting outside of the bus.
"Still not letting up?" I frowned.
"Not a chance." He grimaced.
Seeing as we were both alone out here, I knew he wanted to have that talk now.
"Go ahead, ask your burning questions." I sighed.
"What was that yesterday?" He asked.
"I.. don't know." I replied.
"What do you mean you 'don't know'? He had his hands all over you!" He said.
"I know…"
"So?" He looked into my eyes very seriously, not allowing me to escape this conversation.
"So what Chaz? I guess he thought I was down to fuck or something. I don't know he just suddenly kissed me. It doesn't matter now, he apologized okay? We're going to put it behind us."
"Robin he FORCED himself on you. How do you not want me to be angry?"
"Because despite all that he seems nice. You'll have to get over it because we agreed our bands can start anew with each other."
"You want me to be friends with him?!" He exclaimed.
"No! Just play nice. Don't stir any shit up." I put my hands on his shoulders, my eyes pleading him to let this go.
"Do you like him?" He said sternly.
"No."
"Then why are you defending him?"
"I'm not. I just wan't to get past this." My shoulders slumped.
"Agh, if you're sure about this then I guess I can comply. I won't take any shit from them though. Especially not Biersack." He grunted. I jumped up and hugged him with gratitude.
"I can't promise the same for Leo." He chuckled.
"Oh bother.." There was no getting around Leo, they'd just have to accept he hated everything and everyone.
"Hey, Rob" He piped up suddenly.
"Yeah?"
"I don't know how to put this but, yesterday made me realize something."
"What's that?"
"I'm still not over you." He smiled sadly. My heart froze for a minute, what was he talking about?
"What?" I said dumbfounded.
"When I saw you him touching you yesterday, I got so angry. I hated seeing you with another guy." He admitted.
"Back to what you said, what do you mean you're not over me?" I asked. He blinked a few times not understanding the question.
"'You had to get over me?' Does that mean you had feelings for me?" I explained. He thought for a minute, "Did that night mean nothing to you?" Hurt flashed over his eyes.
Why was he bringing up that night? We were both so broken, we were just comforting each other, woman to man. There were no questions asked, nothing had to be said. I had thought there was some kind of silent understanding between the two of us, some type of agreement. I hadn't even stopped to consider it meant something to him.
"I just thought… I don't know. We never talked about it afterwards." I replied.
"I wanted to talk about it. But you brushed it off, so I shut up. I realized you just wanted it to be a one time thing. So I tried to get rid of my feelings." He scratched his head.
I wasn't sure what to say at all, I'd always felt attracted to Chaz but I thought the same way he did. I thought he wasn't interested.
"I never knew you had feelings Chaz."
"I sort of figured you did. You're usually sharp on these kind of things."
"I had no idea." I shook my head.
"Well, now you do." He laughed awkwardly.
"Hmm, that whole situation may have turned out differently had I known." I said quietly, not giving too much away. His eyes widened, trying to decipher what I was saying.
I smiled and hopped inside the bus, he followed. "Maybe we can dissect the subject later."
"Tonight?" He beamed.
"Sure." I chuckled.
I had no idea what I was consenting to, but I didn't seem to mind.
My thoughts were interrupted by a bouncing Dizzy, "ROBIIIIN, did you give him the number? What did he say?" She pulled me to sit down.
"He practically snatched it out of my hands." I laughed. She squealed a little bit and I shushed her in fear of Leo hearing.
"Where is he anyway?" I smiled.
"Who?" She chirped.
"Leo."
"OH! He's sitting in the back room, I think he's reading something." She said.
"I'd better go check in with him." I pecked her sweetly on the cheek and walked down the length of the bus.
I opened the door to find him laying on the couch with his eyes closed. It wasn't abnormal to find him napping during the day, he had very strange sleeping habits. Somedays he'd be up all night and somedays he'd sleep in till 2. I smirked at his sleeping face, he looked much kinder like this. Less tormented, more at peace.
I closed the door behind me very softly and crawled on top of him. I was probably the only person who could do this without getting killed. Dizzy could maybe get away with it but he'd be annoyed with her for the next 2 hours.
His eyes shot open and looked up to my face.
"What are you doing?" He said surprisingly soft.
"Coming over to apologize." I frowned.
"Why?"
"I feel like you're mad at me."
He simply stared at me.
"Lee." I said. He hated this nickname ever since we were little, I decided to keep it just for between the two of us so the rest of the band didn't torment him with it. Because they totally would. And in a way I liked having his only weaknesses to hold over his head.
He grunted, averting his gaze. Ah, it was always fun to get a response from 'the heartless one'.
"I don't like him." He finally said.
"Who?" I frowned.
"Biersack."
"He's nice. Don't worry about it too much." I reassured him.
"Do you like him?" His eyes darted back to meet mine.
"No." I was highly surprised, this was the first time he'd ever bothered to ask if I liked someone. Well.. probably because I never DID like anyone.
"I'll kill him next time." He said seriously.
"I know you will Leo. I'm not putting it past you." I chuckled.
"Are we good now?" I added.
"Always." He said plainly. Although it may not seem like much, his words really did have an impact. Leo was one to never talk, I hadn't gotten a smile out of him since we were little. So when he did talk, I knew it was directly from the heart.

He shocked me by reaching up to my face and tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. This was another rare one, this was his way of saying 'I just care about you. Sometimes too much.'
"I love you too Lee." I grinned.
"You're smart." He scoffed. He was referring to how well I picked up on his body language.
"Robin. Get off me." He said. I thought about his words for a minute, contemplating if I should annoy him some more. But then my eyes widened and I realized why he was asking. I felt a bulge hard against my thigh and my jaw dropped.
"LEO! EW!" I hopped off him and ran to the other side of the room. He cooly ran his fingers through his hair.
"You shouldn't have sat on me. I just woke up." He shrugged. I cringed and tried to look away from the bulge protruding from his pants.
"Not leaving?" He said as he began unbuttoning them. I yelped and jetted out of the room. He really had no shame. I never even thought he got morning wood but considering he's a man, and clearly dripping in testosterone, stuff like that is just bound to happen.

I ran into James on my way out, he seemed to be frantically running around like always.
"Did you get a chance to look at the schedule? The first round announcements are today. You guys have to be at the arena by 6." He said handing me a piece of paper.
"Alright." I said looking at the first thing we had to do for the day.
'Livestream'
"We're doing a live? Why?" I asked.
"To interact with the fans, you'll really need their support and vote with round 1 coming up. You'll have to do another one once the voting starts." He replied. I glanced to the time it's supposed to start.
"In 30 minutes? Where's the computer?" I looked around the bus to see if anything was set up yet.
"Oh you're not using a computer. There's cameras and press already being set up outside." He laughed. I groaned, this mean't it was a big formal kind of thing instead of a chat with fans where we could type and speak back to them.
"Go tell everybody to get dressed and ready." He said. I wrinkled my nose, not wanting to walk in on Leo jerking off, if he hadn't already finished. I'd have to make Vince go get him.
"V, fetch Leo for me will you? We've got press in 30 mins." He jumped off the couch in excitement, I guess his day has been filled with boredom seeing as James raided our liquor cabinet. I informed everyone in the bus of our activities and then bugged off to get ready myself.

By the time we made our way out of the bus there were chairs and cameras all properly situated near our lot. There was some press and surprisingly groups of people waiting to watch. They weren't fans, but apparently other bands that had made it. Non-competitors didn't have access to the camping grounds unless they were journalists, roadies, technicians etc. I assumed the amount of other bands that turned up to watch our stream were partly due to the fact that nobody knew a lot about us yet and partly due to there being absolutely nothing to do while they waited for their own activities. The only people I ended up recognizing were two dudes from Bring Me The Horizon, Oliver Sykes and Matt Nicholls. They were sitting in the grass drinking beers and socializing with other people.

Not gonna lie, I did look to see if any of Black Veil Brides showed up but I didn't see anyone. They probably had quite a bit of stuff booked for today too.
"We'll begin in about 5 minutes! Take your seats." A dark haired woman told us. That is when I saw the faces of Ashley Purdy and Jake Pitts take seats in the grass, winking at us. My head swarmed with thoughts wondering if it would just be them. The woman handed each of us a microphone then spoke,
"Alright we're live in 3, 2, 1-"
"Hello livestream we're here with Assuming God at the site of the preliminaries! If you haven't already, send in your questions via tweet or the chatbox for this video." The woman said.
"How are you all doing today?" I heard my bandmate speak but my tongue froze when my eyes locked with Andy Biersack's face making its way through the crowd. He took a seat with Ashley and Jake and smiled directly at me. I froze completely, I had no idea why his presence and face made my insides feel all strange. Maybe it was just all from the tension that built up the past few days. I ripped my eyes away from them and back to my bandmates to see Chaz staring at me intently, as if he had been examining my reactions. I nervously grabbed at a bottle of water near my feet and gulped it down. Suddenly I could not only feel the gaze of Chaz and Andy on me but the entire lot.
"Robin." The woman spoke.
"Oh huh?" I shook my head not realizing she had been asking me a question and that was why everyone's attention was on me.
"W-What was the question?" I said, trying to play it off cooly.
"I said, being the only two women in the band do you and Dizzy look after each other a lot? When it comes to female stuff?" She laughed.
"Oh yeah totally. You have no idea how many times she's saved my ass on tampons." I grinned. Laughter resounded throughout the lot and the interviewer smiled while she flipped through her tablet for more questions.
"Mary from Austin, Texas asks 'Robin, what was going through your head when Andy Biersack kissed your hand on the latest Bryan Stars interview?" Sounds of 'Ooooh's! went off in the crowd and I could've sworn my heart stopped beating. I glanced over to him only to see the widest grin plastered on his face and Ashley and others cooing at him.
"Charming! A lot of guys don't do that anymore." I said faking the best smile I could and trying to steady my voice. I figured if I tried to seem like I didn't think anything of it it would come off as too fake. I'm sure I had some kind of reaction on the video.
"Kind of phony, wasn't it?" A male's voice spoke into the microphone causing the crowd to rile up with more 'oooh's. I immediately turned to see who was speaking and my jaw almost fell out of my mouth.
"Leo?" The name escaped me.

Notes

So, I'm really sorry for not updating in a month. I'd been set on scrapping this story and the Ashley one I wrote simply because I forgot about them and I thought no one had been reading . Some comments came in so I felt I owed it to you guys to continue this one! Remember to comment if you like it :) it really does drive me to update and keep writing, usually if I feel like no one is reading I stop writing.
I've been writing over at the My Chemical Romance site so between this and that I may be slow on updates, i've got a lot of stuff im working on :c

changed the story around a bit :D yay for a new banner
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