If they don't come back, they were never your's to begin with......

ANDYS POV

Amber shut the door on me and juliet, and I raised my hand to knock on the door, but juliet took my hands into hers. "I'm sorry white rabbit. I just don't trust her at all, I never have and I never will." She said, giving me a sorry smile. "But I've known her for years. I don't get why you would say that, I wouldent say that to you." I said, pulling my hands away. "Baby I'm sorry. It was uncalled for. Please forgive me." She said. I sighed and took her hand again. "It's ok. Your forgiven." I said, and she giggled and hugged me. We walked to my bus. "I'm going to have an early night dragonfly, I'm really tired."
"Can I come with you?" She asked, fluttering her eyelashes at me. "Im sorry babe, I just need to be alone tonight."
"Oh Ok then, see you tomorrow white rabbit." She said, leaning in and kissing me. She turned and walked towards the bar, to meet the others. I went inside the bus, ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I slid down the door, and let the tears fall. I hardly ever cried, the only time cried for days on end was when Amber left for LA. I cried for weeks and weeks, and only stopped when I needed to go to school or band practise. I felt awful for saying what I said. I didn't mean anything I said, it was only to get juliet to back of from Amber. Juliet could be a bitch if needed, and I knew that she would hurt Amber. I let my head fall into my hands, and cried even harder.



After a while, I stoped crying, and got up off the bathroom floor, and looked in the mirror. I now had red puffy eyes. I rubbed them with water, but they were still quite red. I left the bathroom. Nobody was there, and I sat down at the table, and got out my phone. I dialed her number. No answer. I text her. No reply. I finally got up and left the bus. I walked to her bus and knocked on the door. Still no reply. I walked over to the window, and looked through it. Amber was sitting down, her head on the table, sobbing. I tapped on the window. She kept her head on the table, still sobbing. I tapped on the window harder. She looked up at me. Fresh tears fell from her eyes and she put her head back on the table again. I tapped again, trying to get her to look up. "Oi." a voice said behind me, making me jump. I turned round, to see Taylor, the long blond haired girl standing behind me, a beer in her hand. "What you doing?" She asked, eye brows raised. "Ermm i'm just.....I just need to...nothing."
"Tell me. Don't worry I wont tell Amber."
"I'm trying to get her to talk to me. I said something that I didn', and I really need to talk to her about it."
"We'll I'd leave it till the morning, I'll talk to her, and see if she'll be up for talking tomorrow, if she's not, i'd leave it for another day. She's a right weird one our Amber is." She said, smiling at me. "I just really need to talk to her." I said sighing. She looked at me. "You love her don't you?"
"Is it that easy to see?" I said, looking down at the floor. "It is, to others. This is going to start a war between Juliet and Amber, you know that right?"
"I don't get why though, Amber don't love me no more, not lie she used to."
"Are you kiddding me. Have you seen her in there? She don't cry like that over someone she dosn't care about."
"We'll what should I do then?"
"She'll come around. As for the argument, just leave them to it. The more you get involed, the worse it'll get."
"Ok. I wont."
"Good. Now i'd go if I were you. If Rosie comes and finds you here, and Amber upset, things might get ugly." I nodded and walked back to my bus. I got into my bunk, and fell asleep, thoughts of Amber still floating through my mind.