If they don't come back, they were never your's to begin with......

Everyone else had stumbled into there bunks, and I was left sitting on the sofa, staring at my phone. I wanted to text Andy so badly, but I didn't know what to say to him. There were so many questions that I wanted him to answer, but at the same time, I didn't want to know the answers. What if I asked him why he never replyed, and he said that he was to busy for me, or couldent be bothered. That would kill me. I picked up my phone and opened up a new message to Andy. While I was deciding what to put, I stared at the screen. It was Andy. I hesitated, but picked it up. "Hello." I said, confused. How did he get my number? "Hey Amber." He asked, his voice low and laced in velvet. "How did you get my number?"
"I got it off Rosie, you didn't think I'd leave it up to you to get us in contact did you?"
"I did actually."
"Look I just wanted to talk to you. Well I wanted to ask you something."
"Go ahead."
"Why did you never reply to my last letter?" I froze. What did he mean his letter. He never replyed to me.
"It's more like you never repied to me. I sent one to you and you never replied to me."
"Thats not possible because I sent you one. I know I did."
"We'll I know I sent you one. Why? Don't you believe me?" It didn't make sense to me. Maybe it got lost in the mail. Or maybe it was an excuse for not sending one"No I do, It's just confused me. Anyway it was a long time ago." "Yeah. Yeah It was." There was a long scilence between us. Andy finally broke it. "Anyway, I was wondering wheather you'd like to go out for a drink with me tomorrow? Just us two."
"What time was you thinking?"
"About half two?"
"Ok then. I've gotta go now Andy. I'll see you tomorrow yeah?"
"Ok. Bye Amber."
"Bye." I hung up the phone and sighed. I felt butterflies in my stomach that I hadn't felt for a long time. I knew I cared, but I couldent determin how much. Not anymore.




It was half two and I was at the bar, waiting for Andy. while I was waiting I had ordered a Jack Daniels and coke, and decided to play about on the Angry birds app on my phone. I suddenly felt someone jump on my back. I jumped a little and nearly sent my phone flying. I turned round and saw Andy with a massive grin on his face. "Jesus Andy you scared me." I said, putting a hand on my chest. He laughed and sat beside me and ordered a drink. "So tell me, whats been happening while I've been gone. You never told me you were in a band for starters." I told him about starting the band and how my mom and Michael had broken up, and mom had to find a new job, and now worked in the studio that signed me. "Wow, your life seem's to have improved. So you live in LA now?"
"Yeah, I have my own apartment. How about you, do you live in New York?"
"No actually I moved to LA a few months ago. I didn't think you'd still live there beacause you always used to say that as soon as you turn 18 your moving away from your mom."
"Yeah, plans changed and I Love LA now. It's the only place I'd ever want to live. So you had any girlfriends?"
"I had scout a few years after you left, and now I have Juliet."
"Juliet who?"
"Juliet simms, you know from Automat-"
"I Know who she is." That was the bitch that fucking stormed into our recording session, moaning that we had more time than her, and that we were shit and woldent last five minutes. She was a nice girl to others but I hated the fricking sight of her. "Bet your happy then." I said, trying to act happy for him. I could be a convincing actor when needed. "Yeah, I suppose I am." Suddenly a tall woman with long blonde hair ran in. I knew who she was. Juliet. "Hey Baby how you doing?" She said to Andy, planting a kiss on his lips. She clocked me sitting there, and turned to me. "And why are you here?" She asked me, a look of discust on her face. "Don't worry I'm leaving. I'm not staying here to listen to you spray your shit everywhere." I said getting up. "Hey Amber where you going?" Andy asked, looking at us both, confused. "I'm off to find the girls. I'l catch you later." I said, blowing him a kiss, which I knew would push Juliets buttons. I also sort of ment it. I wanted to kiss him for real. But he had a girlfriend now and they seemed happy together. I knew that we wouldent ever get back together no matter how much I wanted to. I turned my back to them, and walked away, memories and thoughts of me and Andy pouring into my head.