Andy POV

"He hung up...I've lost him forever" I hung my head not wanting to look at Jake right now. "Come on, lets go find him, if we hurry he can't get too far" Jake said standing up and grabing John's car keys out of his pocket, I followed slowly behind him walking out of the hotel. Sitting in the small car I let my mind wonder to what had happened last night again. I shouldn't have pushed him away, him kissing me is what I've wanted for such a long time now, I was just so stupid to push him away like that and now he's gone. "Let's try the demestic airport first?" Jake asked, I just nodded my head, looking out the window. Please don't be too late I thought to myself as I watched a plane fly away in the sky.

Pulling up at the demestic airport, I just new in my heart he wasn't here, I just knew. As we walked inside I had no idea where to start looking, luckily Jake has common sense and went up to ask the lady where people get get tickets "Hi, I need to know if an Ashley Purdy booked a flight today, you see he's in our band, we're here for SoundWave, so we need to stop him from leaving" Jake said, showing her our passes, "Oh ok, one second" the lady said as she typed on her keyboard "Sorry, no one by that name, maybe you could check the international airport?" She asked. Jake looked at me and we both knew we had gone to the wrong airport, of course Ash would leave to go overseas, he wouldn't stay in Australia. Running back to the car I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, I knew he would be gone by now, forever.

I knew Jake was speeding but it still felt like we were going as fast as a snail, no a snail could probably go faster. Finally we got to the international airport, lets try this again. We ran this time heading straight for the girl sitting behind the glass. "Can I help you?" she asked in a plesant tone, in her eyes I could tell she finally reckonised who we were, "Oh my god! your Andy Biersack and jake Pitts, wow I can't believe your here, what can i do for you?" she asked with a now massive smile arcoss her face, "Actually you can, we're here looking for Ashley, he's kind of done a runner, we were hoping you could look to see if he bought a ticket?" Jake asked, I was glad he was hear because I don't think I could have done this on my own. "We don't normally but I'll do it for you guys" She smiled at us as she search on her computer..."Ohh here it is...He boarded a flight just 15 minutes ago, heading to London" She said looking sorry as she said the flight had already left. "Thank anyways" Jake said as he put his arm around me and walked me back to the car, all I could do was just cry into his shoulder.

"Maybe we could try calling him again?" Jake asked, but we both knew Ashley wasn't going to pick up and he probably had ditched his phone, it didn't look like he was going home after all like I had hoped. Jake went up stairs when we got back to the hotel to tell the rest of the guys, who were now also awake, what had happened. I sat on the edge of my bed, head in my hands, I couldn't believe he was actually gone, I was never going to see him again. I wasn't even thinking about what this meant for today's show or the bands future, I just cared I'd lost the person I'd love for years now, and when I finally had them, I blew my chance. The voice in my head told me that I needed to stay strong and that it would all work out, but I didn't know if even believe that voice any more, how could I, after everything, it wouldn't be ok.

Notes

I'm sorry guys, but I promise they will meet again :3
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