Andy POV

Did I seriously just let Ash walk away? How could I be so stupid, I know he won't call, I'll probably never see him again. Shit, what have I done..I just needed time to think things over, why did he have to do this right now? I feel really sick, what if I may the wrong choice, I shouldn't have let him walk away. I may not be sure of my feelings yet, but I should have never let him walk away without a single word.

I did kiss Ash back at first, I've wanted to kiss him for such a long time now, I wanted to know what it felt like. He's been with so many girls, and I've always been a little bit jealous of that fact he wasn't with me, wait does this mean I love him? No, I have Juliet back home, I can't love Ash. The look of shame in his eyes when I pushed him away, I just wanted to hug him and never let go, I wanted to tell him everything was ok, but it wasn't. I have Juliet, I can't just cheat on her and it doesn't matter anymore, he's already gone. Maybe I should have just told him I loved him but needed some time to work things out? He would have stayed then, right? He wouldn't have just walked away, I mean he is the one who kissed me first.

I think it's best if I call Juliet and end things there, I don't want to cheat and be unfaithal to her when I know how she feels about me. I dail her number, what do I even say to her? Hey I think I love Ash so we're over, yeah I'm sure she'd love to hear that. "Hello? Babe is that you?" she pracically yells down the phone, she's happy to talk to me, "...yeah it's me...um...we need to talk" my tone is as flat as it can be, there is a pause, I swear I hear her sigh as if she knows what is to come. "Okay", she finally responds, "I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore" I manage to get out before my throat started to tighten, "it's Ash isn't it, don't try and hide it, I've always known you loved him, I wish you the best, bye Andy" she says in a extremly calm voice. "Thanks Juliet, that means a lot to me, good luck on The Voice""and with that I hung up the phone.

There's a knock at the door, seriously does everyone wake up this early just to knock on my door or what? Maybe it's Ash and he's not going to leave me, with this thought I run to open the door shouting "ASH PLEASE DON'T EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN I NEED YOU!" only to realise the person I'm now hugging isn't Ash, it's Jake. Jake looks so confused as he says "Umm..Andy I'm Jake, but speaking of Ash, have you seen him or heard from him?". "He's gone..." I say looking at the ground, tears starting to prick my eyes. "wait what, what do you mean he's gone, gone where Andy? Jake asks looking even more confused than before. He makes his way and sit on the end of my bed and motions for me to sit next to him and explain, sitting next to him I start from the night before.

Notes

So here's chapter 3, sorry it's a bit shorter, I promise the chapters will get longer :)
Hope you're enjoying the story so far!!