Andy's POV

I stared at the ceiling, I couldn't remember how long I had been laying here but it must have been well over an hour by now. My thoughts were all over the place, touring was starting to take its toll on me and my band mates were starting to ask questions. I couldn't tell them what I was thinking, they wouldn't understand the pressure I'm under, everyone has such high standards for me, plus their is the issue with Ash.

This is my first time to Australia, it's a great place, I must remember to ask John to book another tour here as soon as possible. I should really get up and have a shower so I can catch up with Ash before he goes out with Jake to the city, but I just want to curl up into a ball and stay here hidden in these sheets right now.

I'm not ready to see Ash, cause I know what is going to happen. The longer I can avoid him, the longer I don't have to deal with what happened last night. I can't talk to him about it, when I don't even understand what it all meant. Talking to him now will only make things worse, and I'll probably say something I don't mean, I just need time to clear my thoughts.

There's a knock at the door, I look over at the clock, it's only 5:45am...Who would be knocking on my door this early? I slip on a pair of batman bockers and a tight black v-neck. Even though I've been awake for ages I feel like I only just woke up, yawning I open the door to see a shy, almost child like Ash stumped against the wall. Something isn't right, I can tell with the fact he won't look up at me, "Ash...look at me, why are you here so early?" I ask, standing infront of him.

As he slowly looks up, I notice the tears that have stained his face, Ash never cries and I mean never, something must be seriously wrong. "I'm so sorry Andy, I was so stupid to do what I did, I understand if you want me to leave, gone from the band, my bags are already packed, just say it and I'm gone" he mumbled the last few words as he again looks towards the floor.

I can only imagine my expression right now, I can't believe what he just said, he'll leave the band? This can't be happening, this changes everything, instead of having time to think I've only got seconds. I don't know how I'm meant to repsond to him, I don't want him gone but if he stays I don't know how it will effect the band. "When you get to where ever your going, let me know? I don't want you to get hurt in this state Ash." I don't believe the words that are leaving my mouth but it's too late to take them back. "Bye Andy, again I'm so sorry" he said, standing up and walking down towards his room.

Notes

Here's the first chapter, I swear they get longer and better promise :3
I hope you enjoy my story, let me know what you think!!