We Stitch These Wounds
Chapter 4
*Kash POV*
Ashley lead me onto the tour bus first. My god. It was freaking huge! We entered a kitchen/ living area with a long corridor where the bunks were. "Hey, how would you guys like to stay on tour with us? I mean if you don't have any plans. We've got an empty room at the back and you could borrow some clothes from us for now and we could take you out shopping tomorrow" Ashley offered us. Oh my god. Was this really happening? We were about to go on tour with Black Veil Brides. Our idols. They actually WANT us to stay with them? Chris agreed after a pretty awkward silence. "That would be awesome! If it's ok with you guys." Juliette and I agreed. Jinxx showed us where the bathroom was and said we could leave our stuff at the back of the bus. CC collapsed on the couch in the living room. Poor guy. He probably had more drinks than all of us did altogether. Jake was on his laptop on Skype to Ella. They were such a great couple. I was obvious they missed eachother alot. Andy and Ashley gave us some of their shirts to sleep in tonight. Ashley gave me his 'Outlaw' shirt and thought that was pretty cool. Juliette and Chris got Andy's Misfits and KISS shirts.
We all got changed and me and the girls sat around in the back bedroom before going to sleep. "Dude. I am I in a fucking dream or something?" Said Chris as she bit a piece of her hair.
"I have no idea. First we came to see a concert and before we know we're here. On their tour bus. Touring with Black Veil Brides." Juliette squeeled.
"Do you think they do this with other fans?" I asked.
Juliette shook her head. "I don't think so.. Who knows maybe they'll pick up more fans on the way."
"I think that'll require a bigger bus." Chris joked. We all giggled when Andy walked in.
"Goodnight girls! If you need anything or get hungry feel free to go to the kitchen and raid our fridge. Also if anything happens just wake one of us up. I sleep on the top left one, jake and jinxx below me and Ashley sleeps opposite me. CC sleeps under under Ashley but I wouldn't advise you going to him because he's usually naked." Andy grinned at us and he turned off the lights.
"Thanks Andy! Goodnight." I said. He gave us another warm smile and closed the door.
I couldn't sleep tonight. Memories from the past kept coming back at me. I stared at the ceiling for an hour and checked the time on my phone. It was 2:30 in the morning. The girls were already fast asleep while I continued laying there.
~Flashback~
I cam home from school and saw my mum on the couch with a bottle of whiskey and a cigarette in her hand. Great. She was drunk again. I went up to my room and collapsed on my bed. I looked around at my posters for a while before I heard loud footsteps coming towards my room. My door swung open. My mums arms grabbed me by the arm and pulled my down. She threw me back on my wall making me hit my head. I gasped in pain as I felt the back of my head. I looked back at my hand and saw it was covered in my blood. "Kash!" My mum would tell at me. "YOU'RE SUCH A FUCK UP, AND YOU KNOW THAT!" She punched me straight in the stomach and I groaned from the pain. "WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!" She'd continue. "WHY CAN'T YOU BE NORMAL?! I CAN'T BELIEVE I RAISED SUCH AN IDIOT!" She continued to beat me untill I blacked out. I woke up hours later with my hair sticky from the blood. My clothes were ruined, and my body was covered in purple bruises. I went and got a little wooden box from under my bed. I pulled out a blade and slid it accross my wrists. The blood trickled down my arm and I continued to cut deeper. I felt so relieved. "This is all your fault' I told myself. 'You're a fuck up. An idiot. A freak. You're useless.' I finished and put the blood stained blades back in the box and under my bed. I got changed and layer down in bed. I slowly drifted off to sleep.
~End of flashback~
The memory hit me like a thousand knives. I couldn't take it. I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to get some water as tears began falling from my face. The light was already on and I saw Ashley sitting down eating a sandwitch. Oh shit. He can't see my like this. He looked up at me with a worried expression. "Kash? What's wrong?" He put down the sandwitch and held his arms open. I buried my head into him as he rubbed my back and hummed in my ear. "What happened?" I shook my head and began to cry hardner. We sat down on the couch and he hugged me tighter. "It's ok, you can tell me." I tried to control my breathing before I spoke. "N-nothing, I-I just had bad dream."
"Would you like to share it with me?" He asked, running his fingeres through my hair. I nodded. I began to explain the whole story about my Mum and how I moved out. He sat there and listed carefully. In the end he looked like he was about to cry. He gave me another tight hug and said into my ear "Kash.. I'm so freaking sorry." He pulled away and saw my scared wrists. Shit. He ran his fingers over them. "Please.. Don't. You're strong and you can pull through anything I promise." A tear rolled down his cheek. I began to cry again. We hugged eachother again. "Would you like to sleep in my bunk tonight?" He asked. "Yeah, o-ok." He carried me into his bunk. He climbed in with me and began to stroke my hair. We stared into eachothers eyes for a while. He moved in closer. Our noses were almost toching. My hear began to race. His soft lips pressed against mine. He bit my bottom lip slightly. I began kissing him back. Our tongues met and explored eachothers mouthes. He pulled me in closer towards him and let out a soft moan. I wrapped my arms around his neck. At the end he slowly pulled away. Ashley rested his head next to mine on the pillow and we drifted off to sleep.
Ashley lead me onto the tour bus first. My god. It was freaking huge! We entered a kitchen/ living area with a long corridor where the bunks were. "Hey, how would you guys like to stay on tour with us? I mean if you don't have any plans. We've got an empty room at the back and you could borrow some clothes from us for now and we could take you out shopping tomorrow" Ashley offered us. Oh my god. Was this really happening? We were about to go on tour with Black Veil Brides. Our idols. They actually WANT us to stay with them? Chris agreed after a pretty awkward silence. "That would be awesome! If it's ok with you guys." Juliette and I agreed. Jinxx showed us where the bathroom was and said we could leave our stuff at the back of the bus. CC collapsed on the couch in the living room. Poor guy. He probably had more drinks than all of us did altogether. Jake was on his laptop on Skype to Ella. They were such a great couple. I was obvious they missed eachother alot. Andy and Ashley gave us some of their shirts to sleep in tonight. Ashley gave me his 'Outlaw' shirt and thought that was pretty cool. Juliette and Chris got Andy's Misfits and KISS shirts.
We all got changed and me and the girls sat around in the back bedroom before going to sleep. "Dude. I am I in a fucking dream or something?" Said Chris as she bit a piece of her hair.
"I have no idea. First we came to see a concert and before we know we're here. On their tour bus. Touring with Black Veil Brides." Juliette squeeled.
"Do you think they do this with other fans?" I asked.
Juliette shook her head. "I don't think so.. Who knows maybe they'll pick up more fans on the way."
"I think that'll require a bigger bus." Chris joked. We all giggled when Andy walked in.
"Goodnight girls! If you need anything or get hungry feel free to go to the kitchen and raid our fridge. Also if anything happens just wake one of us up. I sleep on the top left one, jake and jinxx below me and Ashley sleeps opposite me. CC sleeps under under Ashley but I wouldn't advise you going to him because he's usually naked." Andy grinned at us and he turned off the lights.
"Thanks Andy! Goodnight." I said. He gave us another warm smile and closed the door.
I couldn't sleep tonight. Memories from the past kept coming back at me. I stared at the ceiling for an hour and checked the time on my phone. It was 2:30 in the morning. The girls were already fast asleep while I continued laying there.
~Flashback~
I cam home from school and saw my mum on the couch with a bottle of whiskey and a cigarette in her hand. Great. She was drunk again. I went up to my room and collapsed on my bed. I looked around at my posters for a while before I heard loud footsteps coming towards my room. My door swung open. My mums arms grabbed me by the arm and pulled my down. She threw me back on my wall making me hit my head. I gasped in pain as I felt the back of my head. I looked back at my hand and saw it was covered in my blood. "Kash!" My mum would tell at me. "YOU'RE SUCH A FUCK UP, AND YOU KNOW THAT!" She punched me straight in the stomach and I groaned from the pain. "WHY CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?!" She'd continue. "WHY CAN'T YOU BE NORMAL?! I CAN'T BELIEVE I RAISED SUCH AN IDIOT!" She continued to beat me untill I blacked out. I woke up hours later with my hair sticky from the blood. My clothes were ruined, and my body was covered in purple bruises. I went and got a little wooden box from under my bed. I pulled out a blade and slid it accross my wrists. The blood trickled down my arm and I continued to cut deeper. I felt so relieved. "This is all your fault' I told myself. 'You're a fuck up. An idiot. A freak. You're useless.' I finished and put the blood stained blades back in the box and under my bed. I got changed and layer down in bed. I slowly drifted off to sleep.
~End of flashback~
The memory hit me like a thousand knives. I couldn't take it. I got out of bed and made my way to the kitchen to get some water as tears began falling from my face. The light was already on and I saw Ashley sitting down eating a sandwitch. Oh shit. He can't see my like this. He looked up at me with a worried expression. "Kash? What's wrong?" He put down the sandwitch and held his arms open. I buried my head into him as he rubbed my back and hummed in my ear. "What happened?" I shook my head and began to cry hardner. We sat down on the couch and he hugged me tighter. "It's ok, you can tell me." I tried to control my breathing before I spoke. "N-nothing, I-I just had bad dream."
"Would you like to share it with me?" He asked, running his fingeres through my hair. I nodded. I began to explain the whole story about my Mum and how I moved out. He sat there and listed carefully. In the end he looked like he was about to cry. He gave me another tight hug and said into my ear "Kash.. I'm so freaking sorry." He pulled away and saw my scared wrists. Shit. He ran his fingers over them. "Please.. Don't. You're strong and you can pull through anything I promise." A tear rolled down his cheek. I began to cry again. We hugged eachother again. "Would you like to sleep in my bunk tonight?" He asked. "Yeah, o-ok." He carried me into his bunk. He climbed in with me and began to stroke my hair. We stared into eachothers eyes for a while. He moved in closer. Our noses were almost toching. My hear began to race. His soft lips pressed against mine. He bit my bottom lip slightly. I began kissing him back. Our tongues met and explored eachothers mouthes. He pulled me in closer towards him and let out a soft moan. I wrapped my arms around his neck. At the end he slowly pulled away. Ashley rested his head next to mine on the pillow and we drifted off to sleep.
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7/20/14