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Faith will find a way.

Was I dreaming?

I awoke to the feeling of something touching on my face. I pushed it away quickly as I could with the pain going up my arm, thinking it was a bug on me. I thought I heard someone talking but I don't know if I did. It sounded like I was under water or something. I tried to open my eyes but it sent sharp pains threw my head when the light reached my eye. I quickly closed my eyes and faintly heard what I think as myself moan in pain. Behind my eyelids got darker, I opened my eyes again to see a ceiling. I turned my head to the left to see a woman with black hair placing a sheet over the window. I realized that I was Andy's room. 'How did I get here? Was my dream real? Or is this a dream?' I asked myself trying to move. I bit my lip so I would not scream the pain the shot up my side burned like fire. It felt as if some one was stabbing me with a burning knife over and over again. I didn't know if I could trust the person in the room with me so I didn't want to make any noise. I sat up slowly glad that the bed didn't make any noise. I just got to the side of the bed when she turned around. Threw blurry vision I seen her jump and that she was Ella.
"Oh Lillianna you scared me. Wait what are you doing sitting up you should be resting!" Ella said loudly making my head hurt and walking over to me.
She tried to push me back on the bed but I laid my hand on hers and shook my head, making her stop.
"W-water." I said making my dry throat hurt worse.
"I'll get you some but you need to rest. I don't know what Jinxx would do to me if I didn't take care of you when he was gone."
I nodded making my head hurt worse and my vision even more blurry.
"I'll be right back please lay back down." Ella said walking out of the door.
I slowly got up and walked over to the window. I moved the sheet making me squint my eyes. I always loved looking out of this window. You could see so far out it made you feel free in a way. The camp was not as big as it was when I stayed here. The housing district was mostly burned down. There was only about half of the market place. But everything else was fine. They only tried to take away the things that we needed. Food. Shelter.
"How are- What are you doing out of bed?" Someone said behind me I was shocked that I didn't jump since it was so quiet.
I turned around to see Jinxx holding a bag full of medical supplies. I could see Ella standing behind him with a pitcher of water and a cup.
"I wanted to see the sun." I said calmly.
I dropped the sheet letting it fall back to covering the window and turned to face them.
"Ella why did you cover the window how am I going to see to stich her up?" Jinxx said walking over to the desk and pulling the chair to the bed, the setting down in it.
"The sun was in her face and she started to make noises like she was in pain." Ella said sitting the pitcher of water on the desk.
I walked over to the bed holding my side and almost fell down on the bed in front of Jinxx.
"Oh well will you please take the sheet off till I'm done?" Jinxx asked digging in his bag
"Sure." Ella said walking over to the window and taking off the sheet.
She folded it and sat it on the foot of the bed. She then sat on the bed beside me. As soon as she did Sammi walked in holding what to look to be clothes.
"Oh your awake! How are you feeling? How long have you been awake?" Sammi asked quickly walking over to me and siting down between me and Ella.
"Sammi calm down she just woke up." Jinxx said pulling out a needle and thread.
I just realized that I was wearing just a pair of black shorts and a black tank top. There was a blood stand bandage on my left thigh.
"I was hoping we would not have to do this but its clear that I'm going to have to sew your leg up." Jinxx said threading the needle with black thread.
"Oh joy." I said rolling my eyes.
"Ella do you care to leave and tell Andy Lillianna is awake I'm sure he would want to know." Jinxx said
"Yeah I tell me." Ella said getting up and walking out the door closing it behind her.
"Now Anna I need you to lay back so I can prop your leg up so I can get to it." Jinxx said using a match to sanitize the needle with the heat from the flame.
I nodded and with Sammi's help I moved so I was laying on the head bored with pillows behind me. She put a pillow under my leg first laying a towel over the pillow.
"Ready?" Jinxx asked moving closer to the bed and slightly bending over my leg.
I nodded my head and closed my eyes waiting for the pain to start.
I felt someone, I don't know if it was Sammi or Jinxx removing the bandages around my leg.
I something cold and wet touching my leg. I opened my eyes to see Sammi wiping a open wound on my leg with a wet rag.
"I knew she cut me but I didnt know it was that bad." I said watching thick blood run down the side of my leg and onto the towel.
"Your very lucky we go to you when we did. If we waitted even ten minuets later you would have died."
"Well I'm gald you guys have really good timeing." I said
"Yes you are. Now I'm going to start sewing you up. I'm not going to lie to you this is going to hurt but I will try to be as easy as I can." Jinxx said after Sammi got done with cleaning my leg.
I closed my eyes not wanting to watch. I quickly soon after felt the needle brake threw my skin and ever inch of the thread go threw my leg. I grabbed the bed sheets tightly and hissed in pain.
"Shh I know it hurts but your going to have to stay as still as you can okay?" Sammi said softly rubbing my arm.
I bit my lip and nodded trying to make myself relax.
'Your still in the hallway you cant show any sign that your in pain.' I thought over and over and over again.
It was not the best thought but it kept me still enough for them to sew me up.
Maybe it was because I was sore from all the things that shadow did to me, or maybe it was because Jinxx was going slow trying not to mess up. But for some reason getting sewn up hurt more then getting the wound.
"There all done. You did very well." Jinxx said after what I think was a hour or him sewing me up.
"Are we done?" I asked softly scared I would start crying if I said it in louder.
"With your leg yes but there are other things we have to look at and make sure there healing." Jinxx said softly smiling at me. I guess he was trying to make me feel better.
I nodded letting him know it was ok and looked down at my leg to black thread going threw skin. It was about three inches in size, going from the side of my knee upwards.
"Anna you need to take your shirt off so I can look at your ribs. If you want Sammi can be the one to do it and I can leave the room she knows what to look for."
All I did was shrug and as I started to take off my shirt. I didn't care who was the one to do it I just wanted to get this over with. I just wanted to sleep. Every part of my body hurt. Every breath I took sent a burning pain threw my chest. Ever time I moved no matter if I knew it was going to hurt or not still shocked me with how much it did hurt.
'Was Asher in this much pain? I should have spent more time with him when I had the chance.' I thought not really realizing that Sammi was helping me put my shirt back on and that Jinxx was walking threw the door.
"Am I done now?" I asked feeling lightheaded and sleepy.
"No. You need to take a shower to make sure everything is clean then we are going to wrap up what needs it. Then we are going to treat the smaller cuts. The ones that need it like these." Sammi said touching my neck. "Then your going to eat then you can do whatever you want after that."
"Can I get something to drink first?" I asked softly
"Oh sure." Sammi said pouring me a glass of water and then handing it to me.
"Thank you." I said taking a drink of it
I felt the water go all the way down my throat. I quickly drank all the water, making my mouth and throat less dry, I could still drink more though.
"Alright. So how about we get you into the shower?" Sammi asked softly smiling at me.
"Alr-" I started to say but stopped when Ella walked into the room, followed by Andy.
Andy quickly walked over to the bed and sat be side me.
"How are you feeling?" Andy asked laying his hand on my cheek softly
"I'm fine." I lied smiling at him.
"Please don't lie Lilli. Now tell me how are you feeling?"
"Sore. But I'm fine really."
"Anna, you need to take your shower so we can warp everything up." Jinxx said
I nodded and stood up. I got lightheaded but it was nothing I was not used to.
I must have been more dizzy then I though since I found myself falling back on the bed again.
"See your not fine. You cant even stand up." Andy said helping me sit up since I was about to fall backwards. "How do you think she is going to take a shower if she cant even stand up?"
"I can help her. If she don't mind." Ella said
"No. I don't need help. You have helped me enough already. I'm fine really. I just got a little light headed. Its no big deal." I said trying to make everyone stop worrying about me.
"I can help you. If you want me to baby." Andy said moving the hair out of my face and putting it behind my ear, as softly as he could. He was so easy that I almost didn't feel his touch at all.
"Andy!" Sammi and Ella said at the same time.
"Its not like it would be the first time." I said laughing but quickly stoped holding my side.
Everyone but Andy, looked at me shocked.
"It was not like that!" I said feeling myself blush. "Now I think I will go take that shower now." I said standing up again.
I got dizzy again but I didn't fall down at lest. I walked around Jinxx sitting in the chair and to Andy's bathroom.
I quickly shut and locked the door. I looked at myself in the mirror to see I had a busted lip, a few cuts on my face, three, inch long cuts on my neck. There was dried blood slightly runing down my neck. I wonder ehy the have not wiped it off but quickly forgot about it. I had burn cut shaped marks on my shoulders. I took off my shirt to see my stomach was black, blue and purple. The word I put on myself was still there. It was still fresh looking. It never really healed up that much before I got taken. My left hip had, as odd as it may seem, what looked to be like a heart cut then burned into it. I ran my hand across it quickly pulling my hand back. The pain the ran up side made it got numb. It was very red and looked to be sticky but it was really dry to the touch. I slowly took my shorts off letting them to the floor. On the way down they touched my wound making me hiss in pain. I bit my lip and breathed threw my nose. The pain soon stopped. Well not stopped but it was not as bad as before. I look of my bra and underwear then go in the shower.
To say the shower hurt would be a understatement. Even though it was the way I always set it, it was so hot. But if I turned it down it was to cold. In some places it felt like I was being hit with little pebbles or something. I was glad when I was done. I quickly turned off the water and got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me.
I was shocked to see clothes sitting on the counter next to the sink. My clothes from before was gone.
'When did someone come in?' I asked myself drying off.
The clothes was just pair of sweat pants and a big t-shirt. I knew these was not my clothes, so I was guessing they were Andy's. I slowly got dressed feeling more sleepy then I did before.
I walked out of the bathroom to see Jinxx and Andy talking. Jinxx was still on the chair and Andy was on the bed. Ella and Sammi was not in the room.
"Hey. Did your shower help you?" Andy asked when he realized I was there. He got off the bed and walked over to stand in front of me.
"It made me sleepy." I said not fighting the feeling to yawn, which I did as soon as I got done talking.
"I can see that. Well after Jinxx is done and you eat then you can sleep. Okay?" Andy asked laying his hand on my left cheek.
I nodded and leaned into his touch, laying my hand on top of his.
"All I really need to so is wrap everything up." Jinxx said.
I could not see what he was doing because of Andy's tallness but I heared him moving something.
"Go let Jinxx do whatever needs to be done, while I go get you some food." Andy said kissing my head then walking out the door.
I walked over to Jinxx and sat down in front of him.
"I told Andy to give you some shorts so I could wrap up your leg." Jinxx said laying bandages on the bed beside me along with the wired circle thing I seen the first day I got here.
"What is this?" I asked picking it up and looking at it closely.
It was about two maybe three inches wide and a inch tall. It was made out of shiny sliver. I could see myself in it.
"I'll show you." Jinxx said talking it from my hand. and opening it.
There was a deep hunter green colored paste inside. It smelled earthy, a bit like how it smells after a hard rain and kinda sweet.
"What is that?" I asked hoping I didnt have to eat it
"This is a paste that helps keep wounds clean. It helps them heal faster, and helps the skin not scar as bad."
"Oh, so I dont have to eat it?"
"No, you wont have to eat it." Jinxx said laughing.
He got some on the tip of his first two fingers and softly started to rub it on my neck.
I hissed in pain from his touched but slowly a cold numb feeling took over the pain.
"Wow." I said shocked
"Yeah now shall we do the rest?"
Jinxx quickly got everything covered with the paste and wrapped up. He helped me into the kitchen and I could not help but laugh at what I saw.

Notes

So I got a keyboard. I'm sorry for not updating so long. I didn't know if I should keep going with this story or not. I guess I will till I run out of things to do with it or it starts to get boring. I really do hope you like my story. I'm sorry if anything is miss spelled or worded wrong or just don't make since. Oh before I forget thank you for all of the people that are subscribers I cant believe I have 31 of them. I never thought people would like my writing, so thank you so much. And if your not a subscriber that's fine just thank you for taking the time to read my story.

Comments

@TheFallen_1335
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@BloodyRoses
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1/14/14

@TheFallen_1335

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1/14/14
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I think I will make them have a baby. I will think of something and start hosting again soon... I hope

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