Church was not what you would think it would be. It was kind of like a party in a way. Andy talked about how we needed to fight back. That F.E.A.R was not good and divine like they wanted you to think. He talked about how it was ok to be who you want to be and to never let F.E.A.R win to fight back when ever it tried to bring you down. He really knew how to make you feel better just by listening to him talk. After Andy got done talking everyone went to the town square and ate. That's when it started to seem like a party. Everyone was having fun just being around each other and laughing. Everyone in the camp was there even my brother he was sitting under a tent like thing to keep the sun of his burns and he was even having fun talking to some girl with raven hair around his age. After everyone got done eating Andy out up on the stage that was in the middle of town square and started talking again.
The kingdom of God is inside you, and all around you.
Not in a mansion of wood and stone.
Split a piece of wood and God is there.
Lift a stone and you will find God.
After he said that the rest of the Legion got on stage each holding a instruments. CC just had two sticks but he went and sat down in front of a drum set that I didn't realize was there till now. "Ok so I know most of the time we eat then everyone ether goes home or we go back to the church and have a town meeting on what needs to be down around camp or things like that. But for day I thought we should have a good time and celebrate our lives and who we are. Its time to rise from the ashes. So I wrote this song and I really hope you guys like it. Andy said at the end the guys started playing then Andy started singing.

Here we go
Holding onto lies, holding onto ties that vanished
Cut the rope
And fall into the sky, the devil filled our minds with sadness

The world's a gun and I've been aiming all my life
Got something to live for, I know that I won't surrender
A warrior of youth
I'm taking over, a shot to the new world order
I Am Bulletproof

Here I go
Another prison flight, another perfect sky I damaged
Now I know
Just who created life and why I set my sights to save it

The world's a gun and I've been aiming all my life
Got something to live for, I know that I won't surrender
A warrior of youth
I'm taking over, a shot to the new world order
I Am Bulletproof

And as they take their final breath, I have built the truth
I'm taking over a shot to the new world order
I Am Bulletproof

Got something to live for, I know that I won't surrender
A warrior of youth
I'm taking over, a shot to the new world order
I Am Bulletproof

Got something to live for, I know that I won't surrender
A warrior of youth
I'm taking over, a shot to the new world order
I Am Bulletproof

When he got done everyone was screaming and jumping around having more fun then what they were having just a moment ago. After everyone stopped Andy said thank you and walked off the stage the rest of the guys walking off shortly behind him. When Jinxx got off Sammi ran up to him, hugged and kissed him. I smiled since they were happy but I could not help feeling sad since I never had that and most likely never will. "Hey what's with the long face?" Andy asked walking up to me making me jump. "Oh nothing just thinking..." "Oh ok hey can umm we talk I need to ask you something." "Sure!" "Great lets go somewhere that's not so busy." Andy said grabbing my hand started to walk back to the tower since it was closes then anywhere else. When I walked past Asher he glared at me. 'What did I do this time?' Come to think of it he has not looked at me all day. He didn't even really want to talk to me when I tried to when I sat beside him in church. 'Is he mad? I don't see what I did to make him mad.' I tried to forget about it and worry about it later. When Andy pulled me up the stairs and into the tower to the living room. He sat down on the couch and patted the spot beside him. "Come here." I blushed but did what he said. "So what did you want to talk to me about?" "I wanted to ask you what you were dreaming about last night? You seem to be having a bad dream or something." "Oh.. It was nothing just... I'm fine it was just a silly dream." "No it wasn't. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but if I can help I want you to let me help you." "Why are you always trying to help me?" I said looking down at me shoes. "Because I know it bugs you and its just so much fun to do that. No really because I like helping people if I can but you never seem to want to let me." "Because you have better things to worry about." "So I want to worry about you." Andy said grabbing my face with one hand on ether side of my face. "Now let me please." He said with a sad look on is face that I couldn't say no. "Okay...But only if this stays between just us." "I promise no one out of this room will know." 'Here goes' I thought as I started to tell him everything that has been on my mind since I left the city of F.E.A.R. Then I started to tell him my dream.

Lillianna's dream.
I awoke in a cold pitch black room. I was not laying down. No I was chained to a cold brick wall by my wrist. I tried to move but my body screamed in protest. I felt something warm run down my arm from my wrist. I didn't take long for me to realize that it was my blood. I moaned in pain "Ready to give up yet?" said a dark evil voice that I knew all to well as the voice of F.E.A.R. I spit in the direction the voice came from. "Fuck you!" "Oh you did remember? I will say that you were the first to fight like that though." "Sadly yes but I'm trying to forget thanks for reminding me." Next thing I knew I was face to face with him. His hand tightly around my neck. "You changed so much from just being with them for a month or so. So tell me what did they do with the sweet shy girl that was happy to do anything for me? Oh that's right your only like that for there so called prophet right?" He said running his hand up my bare leg. I spit in his face smirking "Go to hell!" "Why you little bitch!" He said smacking me hard busting my lip. "That's it your mother will pay for this and when I get my hands on that little brother of yours I'm going to choke the life out of him myself so I can see the light stop in his eyes." I started to laugh "Good luck with that his dead and you and I both know that as for my mother leave her out of this she has never thought a bad thought about you a day in her life. Stop trying to be all bad and just end it here and now." "You know what I think your right I will leave your mother as for you I think you should meet my friend." He said as a shadow walked up behind him. I could hardly see him since it was so dark. "Do as you wish with her. Just don't kill her I want to do that myself." He said walking out off my cell. "Ooo what's the scary shadow going to do?" With that he pushed the blade of his stave into my leg. I bit the blood out of my lip trying not to scream still one slipped out. "Not a big and bad as you think are you?" the shadow asked but it was the voice of my mother. "Who-" "Yes I'm your mother. Look what I have had to become to still get to live in the city. I have to be this ugly thing and hurt people I know everyday. Thanks to you!" She said cutting deeply into my arm. "I'm sorry. I could not kill him. He was my little brother." "But look where you are now in a cell and your brother is dead. You running away was in vain." "No! I did it because it was right!" "It is only right if F.E.A.R says it is and what you did was not what F.E.A.R wanted so it was wrong!" She yelled stabbing my other leg. Again I screamed in pain. "Where is your little prophet now huh?" "How could you want me to kill your own son?" "Truth be told killing someone is not as hard as you think. I have done it so many times its starting to get kind of fun." She said as the face of whatever she was now smirked. "Your sick!" "No! You are for leaving me behind!" "I'm sorry! I could not wait any longer and I knew you would have told F.E.A.R about us. I was not going to let me or Asher be killed." "Oh sweet." My mother said getting in my face and stoking my cheek. "So tell me, how is the camp of the rebels? Have you learned that the are heartless so heartless that they killed your own father." "Oh don't even talk to me about heartlessness. Your here trying to kill me your own flesh and blood!" I yelled starting to get dizzy but fought it. "Are you getting sleepy my dear?" "No I'm wide away thanks." "We will see about that. I will be back in a moment to see if you learned you lesson right now I'm going to let you think about what you did wrong. Remember F.E.A.R is good and will keep you safe. All you have to do is listen and not ask for help just be one with the crowd. Trust in F.E.A.R only they can protect." My mother said leaving. When she did I laid my head back on the wall trying to fight to stay away. Just when I was about to sink into the abyss I heard a voice singing. I sat up trying to listen harder. I held onto that voice singing, a voice so lovely and strong that it helped me hold on longer. I There was not many things I knew but one thing was that not matter what everyone thought or what ever they said. To them F.E.A.R was just a sweet blasphemy.

After I got done I didn't realize that I was crying till Andy wiped the tears off my cheeks. "Shh hey your safe here I promise." He said hugging me "It was like I was just watching it then it was like I was really there feeling the pain and sadness." I said into his warm chest hugging him back. "I know but you don't have to worry about that its not going to happen." He said as he started to run his hand threw my hair and humming. After he had calmed me down I pulled back knowing that If I stayed like that I would fall asleep on Andy. I slightly blushed at the thought. "Feeling better?" "Yes thank you. And I'm sorry for crying all over your chest." I said looking down blushing "Hey who said I mined?" He said grabbing my chin with his thumb and first finger making me look up. "Don't hide your blush its cute." "Thank you." I said looking to the side not trying to hide my blush just trying not to look at Andy because if I did I knew I would have blushed more. 'I need to stop blushing so much.' "Your very welcome!" Andy said kissing my cheek then standing up. "Come on lets go on a walk to make you feel better and to get to know each other better." He said holding out his hand to me "Okay"

Notes

Ok so I thought it was about time for some kind of kissing or something. But I want to take them getting together slowly so sorry if its to slow if so please tell me. Any ways thank you for reading and sorry if anything is not spelled right. I really hope you like it!