"No,I'm fine" Blade said when I told him to sit on the couch. He put his headphones in and sat back down.

"He doesn't like us does he" Ashley asked.

"He likes you,I think " I said to him.

"Does he listen to black veil brides" JInxx asked.

"Um.. He's heard we stitch these wounds but not set the world on fire" I said.

"Andy" I heard Blade say. "Can I talk to you?"

"Sure" I said about to get up.

"All of you" He said in a low voice. Only I heard him.

"Blade was to tell us something !!" I called and everyone cam e and sat on the couch"I just wanted you guys to know how thankful i am to be a part of this family .. but I'm warning you that i have some issues personal issues and some times I freak out and if that happens you should try to calm me down .but you wouldn't wan to leave me alone. "
"Hey Blade" I said getting him to listen me"They gave me your files but i don't want to read them.. so im giving it to you so you can choose when and what you share with us Ok"
'Ok" he responded .
"Oh... how long is it" I asked so the guys wouldn't know what i was talking about.
How long is .. oh one more day well two if you count today." He said looking at me then his eye scan the room really fast then back at me .
"Is anyone gonna tell us what it is?" CC asked.
"That's up to blade." I said." blade?"
"No" he answer always keeping his eyes on me. Then he put his head phones in stayed silent for a while then he giggled a little and everyone look at him then to me. So i went over to see why he was laughing. I tapped him so he would listen to me. He took out his head phones and looked at me.
"Whats so funny" I asked i think saw a video on his phone . He pull out want look like headphone splitter and put then both in and gave me a pair then pushed play. Its of him and his band playing hand around Then some one says" I hope Kill yourself".. And I Want to cure cancer one day thanks for sharing your hopes and dreams. Then ash came and We were home.
We got the bus and put our things back in the house. Blade asked if we needed help and we told we didn't, but he still carried some stuff in .We got all the stuff off the bus. I went to show Blade his room. It didn't have much in it just a bed an entertainment center and drawer and a desk.
"If you don't like it we could change some stuff." I said because I knew he wouldn't start a conversation.
"No it fine" He said.
I wonder why his voice has no emotion in it. It did we were where in the orphage. Maybe he just doesnt not us. And want let he guard down be cause he afraid we will hurt him or will make fun of him. I wonder what happen to him to make him like this.
"Ok, you wanna go hang out down stairs" I asked after 2 minutes of silence.
" I dont really have a choose anyways." He said.
"Want do you mean" I was really confused
"He have to watch me for two days" He reminded me
"Oh... So I guess were gonna go down stairs .. unless you want to stay here "I gave him the choice and he look at me like i was crazy then he notice I was watching and he turned around and looked at the floor.
"Sure we can go down stairs" he seems so drained both phyiscal and mental. But it was only 4pm. So i didnt ask if he wanted to sleep.