My Outlaw Eyes
Scar Your Mind
~Raven POV~
The next morning I woke up and I felt awful. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I ran back to my room and put on some clothes. I had a thought in my head, I got done shoes on and sneaked downstairs, CC and Abdy were in the kitchen so I went through the back door.
~Ashley POV~
I woke up and Raven was gone, I asked CC and Andy if they saw her, but they said no. I searched all around the house but she wasn't there. Oh, but then I thought, What if she was in bed with Jinxx or Jake or Will, jeez Ashley your so paranoid. But just to make sure I checked and Jinxx, Jake, and Will were all alone in their rooms. I was worried, so I waited in living room.
~Raven POV~
I came back home and I saw Ashley inside through the glass back door. I looked around the outside of the house, there was a railing and I climbed it leading to the bathroom window. I squeezed through it and fell on a bunch of stuff making a loud noise. Shit! I closed the window and did my thing. Minutes later my test was ready, it was positive. I stared at it, it seemed like forever, then I opened the window and threw it out.
I really didn't wanna tell Ashley, but in 9 months you'd think he'd notice when my stomach explodes, how did this happen? Wait, last night, me and Ashley didn't use protection. I walked downstairs, "Raven where have you been?" Ashley said. "Upstairs." I said. "I looked everywhere and I couldn't find you." He said. "Well you didn't look hard enough now did you?" I snapped. He looked shocked. Oh my gosh ima monster, I went into the kitchen and Andy and CC were giggling like three year olds.
We went into the living room and Jinxx, Jake, and Will came down, I sat as far away from Ashley as I could, I couldn't face him. "Guys we have big news." CC said. "Okay, me and Andy... are dating." He said. There were gasps, "Wow that's great!" Jake said. "Yeah definitely!" Jinxx said. "You make a great couple." Ashley said. "Absolutely, we're so happy for you guys." I said. "Yeah it's great." Will said.
They were obviously relieved, they kissed and I walked away. I was depressed, so I went to hide under Andy's bed. I fell asleep for a few hours and I heard my name being called. "Raven?" Andy, Ashley, and Will were calling me. I got out from under the bed and went into the living room, "What?" I said. "Raven, where have you been?" Andy said. "We've looked everywhere and you just disappeared." Ashley said.
"Guys can I talk to Ashley alone?" I said. Will and Andy walked out of the room. "What's wrong baby?" He asked. "Umm…Ash…I-I uh I'm-" I stuttered. "Your what?" He said. "I think I'm pregnant." I said. "Oh my gosh! Raven that's great!" He said then bear hugged me. "Ashley no! It's not great! I'm only 21! I'm too young for a child! I don't wanna get fat! I don't wanna push a watermelon through something the size of a pea! You don't understand!!" I yelled.
"Raven, calm down." He said holding me. "I can't! What am I supposed to do!" I shouted. The tears started streaming down my face and Andy and CC came to me, Ashley's face looked hurt. I collapsed on my knees and sobbed. "What did you do to her?" CC asked Ashley. He reached done and hugged me. He shushed me, "It's okay baby, it's not that bad, I'm here." Ashley said.
I wiped my tears and escaped Ashley, I decided to take a break and go for a walk. It was already 8 and dark, I went to the park and found a place behind a bush to sit. How bad can this be, there's always a c-section and I'll lose the weight…eventually. Ashley and everyone else will be there for me. But we don't have another room for a nursery.
No, Andy and CC can share a room since there dating. I had a headache from my crying and all I didn't wanna go home and all I wanted to do was sleep, even after the nap I was still tired. I walked to Bella's house, "Hey Bell can I crash here?" I asked when she opened the door. "Yeah no problem Raven." She said confused. I walked as far as her couch then crashed.
The next morning I woke up and I felt awful. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. I ran back to my room and put on some clothes. I had a thought in my head, I got done shoes on and sneaked downstairs, CC and Abdy were in the kitchen so I went through the back door.
~Ashley POV~
I woke up and Raven was gone, I asked CC and Andy if they saw her, but they said no. I searched all around the house but she wasn't there. Oh, but then I thought, What if she was in bed with Jinxx or Jake or Will, jeez Ashley your so paranoid. But just to make sure I checked and Jinxx, Jake, and Will were all alone in their rooms. I was worried, so I waited in living room.
~Raven POV~
I came back home and I saw Ashley inside through the glass back door. I looked around the outside of the house, there was a railing and I climbed it leading to the bathroom window. I squeezed through it and fell on a bunch of stuff making a loud noise. Shit! I closed the window and did my thing. Minutes later my test was ready, it was positive. I stared at it, it seemed like forever, then I opened the window and threw it out.
I really didn't wanna tell Ashley, but in 9 months you'd think he'd notice when my stomach explodes, how did this happen? Wait, last night, me and Ashley didn't use protection. I walked downstairs, "Raven where have you been?" Ashley said. "Upstairs." I said. "I looked everywhere and I couldn't find you." He said. "Well you didn't look hard enough now did you?" I snapped. He looked shocked. Oh my gosh ima monster, I went into the kitchen and Andy and CC were giggling like three year olds.
We went into the living room and Jinxx, Jake, and Will came down, I sat as far away from Ashley as I could, I couldn't face him. "Guys we have big news." CC said. "Okay, me and Andy... are dating." He said. There were gasps, "Wow that's great!" Jake said. "Yeah definitely!" Jinxx said. "You make a great couple." Ashley said. "Absolutely, we're so happy for you guys." I said. "Yeah it's great." Will said.
They were obviously relieved, they kissed and I walked away. I was depressed, so I went to hide under Andy's bed. I fell asleep for a few hours and I heard my name being called. "Raven?" Andy, Ashley, and Will were calling me. I got out from under the bed and went into the living room, "What?" I said. "Raven, where have you been?" Andy said. "We've looked everywhere and you just disappeared." Ashley said.
"Guys can I talk to Ashley alone?" I said. Will and Andy walked out of the room. "What's wrong baby?" He asked. "Umm…Ash…I-I uh I'm-" I stuttered. "Your what?" He said. "I think I'm pregnant." I said. "Oh my gosh! Raven that's great!" He said then bear hugged me. "Ashley no! It's not great! I'm only 21! I'm too young for a child! I don't wanna get fat! I don't wanna push a watermelon through something the size of a pea! You don't understand!!" I yelled.
"Raven, calm down." He said holding me. "I can't! What am I supposed to do!" I shouted. The tears started streaming down my face and Andy and CC came to me, Ashley's face looked hurt. I collapsed on my knees and sobbed. "What did you do to her?" CC asked Ashley. He reached done and hugged me. He shushed me, "It's okay baby, it's not that bad, I'm here." Ashley said.
I wiped my tears and escaped Ashley, I decided to take a break and go for a walk. It was already 8 and dark, I went to the park and found a place behind a bush to sit. How bad can this be, there's always a c-section and I'll lose the weight…eventually. Ashley and everyone else will be there for me. But we don't have another room for a nursery.
No, Andy and CC can share a room since there dating. I had a headache from my crying and all I didn't wanna go home and all I wanted to do was sleep, even after the nap I was still tired. I walked to Bella's house, "Hey Bell can I crash here?" I asked when she opened the door. "Yeah no problem Raven." She said confused. I walked as far as her couch then crashed.
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