Hearts Will Sacrifice
Die For You, Bleed For You
~Raven POV~
I fell asleep in Jinxx's arms. When I woke up he wasn't there, I got up and went to the living room. Ashley was there, "Hey." He said. "'Hi, where are the others?" I asked. "They went out for breakfast." He said. "Oh." I sighed. I took a shower and got dress. He was still in the living room. I sat down and watched tv with him. "We're gonna be stopping at my house soon." He said. "Oh that's great." I said.
This was way too awkward, "Ashley, I'm sorry." I said. He faced me, "I'm sorry too, for yelling at you." He lowered his head. "Don't be, I deserved it. I shouldn't have done what I did, Jinxx kissed me and I didn't want to hurt his feelings. I just...I'm sorry." I said. He sat next to me. "I forgive you, I love you Raven." He said. "I love you too Ashley but what am I gonna tell Jinxx, I was just with him and if I tell him I can't be with him he'll be heartbroken." I said. "Your right. He really likes you, we can tell him together." He suggested. "No I should do it myself." I said. He nodded. I hugged him and gave him a kiss.
We sat there until the guys came back. "Hey guys." I said with a smile. "Hey." Andy said. I went outside with Jinxx. He kissed me, I didn't pull back but I felt guilty that I was about to stop this. "Jinxx I gotta talk to you." I said. "About what?" He said. I looked into his eyes, I couldn't do it. I didn't wanna hurt him, he was too sweet. "I-I nevermind." I said. He put his arm around me and we sat on the grass for a while.
Later that day I tried to avoid Ashley, but it wasn't that easy, "Raven." he called trying to catch me. "Yes?" I said. "Did you do it?" He asked. "No." I said looking down. "Okay, okay just try again." He said. We finally got to Ashley's House. It was huge and beautiful. We all got our own rooms. I found Jinxx and sat with him. "Jinxx, I really need to talk to you." I said. "What is it?" He said. "I can't be with you." I said. "Oh, your back with Ashley." He said sad looking. "Yeah, I'm sorry, but I love him. We would have been together if he wasn't with me. Your really awesome but it was too late." I said. "Don't be sad, I understand. I'll be okay. Just be with Ashley." He said. He smiled at me. "Thanks Jinxxy." I said then hugged him.
"I did it." I told Ashley. "Great." He said. Then he kissed me with his soft lips. I ran my fingers through his soft hair. Later that night we sat on the couch, CC and Jake were playing video games, Andy was playing a card game with Jinxx. I sat on Ashley's lap. "Your real Purdy." I said. "Your Purdy, too." He said.
I fell asleep in Jinxx's arms. When I woke up he wasn't there, I got up and went to the living room. Ashley was there, "Hey." He said. "'Hi, where are the others?" I asked. "They went out for breakfast." He said. "Oh." I sighed. I took a shower and got dress. He was still in the living room. I sat down and watched tv with him. "We're gonna be stopping at my house soon." He said. "Oh that's great." I said.
This was way too awkward, "Ashley, I'm sorry." I said. He faced me, "I'm sorry too, for yelling at you." He lowered his head. "Don't be, I deserved it. I shouldn't have done what I did, Jinxx kissed me and I didn't want to hurt his feelings. I just...I'm sorry." I said. He sat next to me. "I forgive you, I love you Raven." He said. "I love you too Ashley but what am I gonna tell Jinxx, I was just with him and if I tell him I can't be with him he'll be heartbroken." I said. "Your right. He really likes you, we can tell him together." He suggested. "No I should do it myself." I said. He nodded. I hugged him and gave him a kiss.
We sat there until the guys came back. "Hey guys." I said with a smile. "Hey." Andy said. I went outside with Jinxx. He kissed me, I didn't pull back but I felt guilty that I was about to stop this. "Jinxx I gotta talk to you." I said. "About what?" He said. I looked into his eyes, I couldn't do it. I didn't wanna hurt him, he was too sweet. "I-I nevermind." I said. He put his arm around me and we sat on the grass for a while.
Later that day I tried to avoid Ashley, but it wasn't that easy, "Raven." he called trying to catch me. "Yes?" I said. "Did you do it?" He asked. "No." I said looking down. "Okay, okay just try again." He said. We finally got to Ashley's House. It was huge and beautiful. We all got our own rooms. I found Jinxx and sat with him. "Jinxx, I really need to talk to you." I said. "What is it?" He said. "I can't be with you." I said. "Oh, your back with Ashley." He said sad looking. "Yeah, I'm sorry, but I love him. We would have been together if he wasn't with me. Your really awesome but it was too late." I said. "Don't be sad, I understand. I'll be okay. Just be with Ashley." He said. He smiled at me. "Thanks Jinxxy." I said then hugged him.
"I did it." I told Ashley. "Great." He said. Then he kissed me with his soft lips. I ran my fingers through his soft hair. Later that night we sat on the couch, CC and Jake were playing video games, Andy was playing a card game with Jinxx. I sat on Ashley's lap. "Your real Purdy." I said. "Your Purdy, too." He said.
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